I Really Didn't Want to Attack You

"And Ms. Kasumigaoka, are you one of the members of Sobu High?"

"That's it, but the title Miss is a bit blunt, what grade is it?"

"Me? My second grade..."

"That's my younger brother." With a soft smile, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu then asked: "Speaking of which, I don't know your name yet?"

Spreading his hands, Maya briefly introduced himself, and then asked: "Senior looks quite healthy, and he is quite cheerful in conversation, he doesn't look like someone with psychological problems."

"I..." Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu suddenly wanted to speak but stopped.

"It's okay, just tell me. Although I'm not as professional as Mr. Aizen, I can solve common problems."

"Is it... like this?" Jiang Xin looked at him suspiciously for a while, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu nodded, and said: "I told Dr. Aizan when I came here before, and recently I often suffer from insomnia. Dr. Ran said it was not serious, just let me relax."

"Well, I heard your conversation before, how did you relax?"

"Not very good. Although it has some effects, it is not strong."

"That means the insomnia is still going on?"

"Yes."

"Do you know the reason for the insomnia?"

"About that probably..."

"It seems that there is an unspeakable secret?"

"It's not hard to hide, it's just a headache between the troubled juniors and the expecting crowd."

Ah, the troublesome junior refers to Ai Lun, right?The people who are expecting... By the way, Kasumi Hill Shiyu has written a book in private, so the crowd refers to fans?

"What's the cause of the headache?"

"Do you know the book "Metronome in Love"?"

"Have you ever heard that it seems to be sold in bookstores?"

"Well, I'm actually the author of that book." With a faint smile on his face, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu sighed quietly: "At the beginning, "Love Metronome" became a small hit, and it accumulated a lot of money for me. Fans, so that everyone is looking forward to the second book that I am currently serializing."

"Humhum, this is the crowd with expectations, right?"

"That's it." Nodding, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu continued: "But although the second book is in good condition so far, I have entered a bottleneck period."

"That is, as the saying goes, Calvin?"

"Let's put it this way, and right now in the bottleneck period, a junior in my school asked me to help him write the script of the game."

"Is this the troublesome junior? But Senior Kasumi Hill, the trouble you're talking about isn't really trouble, is it?"

"Did you see it? Yes, although it's quite disturbing, I don't feel any resistance myself."

"So this trouble is simply caused by the conflict with the bottleneck period?"

"You can say that."

"Alas..." Sighing lightly, Maya thought for a moment and asked, "Have you agreed to help the other party write the script?"

"I agreed. At that time, I didn't realize that I was in a bottleneck period, and the other party asked me very sincerely..."

"Have you talked to the other party?"

"Eh? What?"

"Have you told the other party that you are not in a good state recently, do you want to postpone the writing of the script?"

"Although I didn't say anything about suspending the script, it was revealed that I was in a bad state."

"What about the other party's attitude?"

"He..." His expression changed slightly, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu replied in a low voice: "He comforted and encouraged me."

"It should be said that it was just comfort and encouragement, right?" Leaning on the sofa cushion, Maya put her arms around her chest and said word by word: "Senior, you don't look stupid, you should understand what the other party means, right?"

"This..." After struggling for a while, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu pursed her lips and nodded, "I hope I can recover quickly, and at the same time... I don't want me to stop the production of the script."

"Right? On the one hand, it is the expectations of heartless juniors, and on the other hand, the expectations of fans who eat melons. The pressure generated by the combination of the two has caused your psychological problems of insomnia."

"Is there any solution?"

"Yes, just like Mr. Aizen said, relax yourself, whether you are a junior or a fan, don't think about it for the time being, only in this way can you have the best recovery effect."

Hearing this, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu smiled wryly and showed an expression of "as expected, there is only this way", and pinched the center of his eyebrows while taking a sip of black tea.

And seeing her like this, Maye couldn't help but pushed his black-rimmed glasses, and asked, "Senior, do you know what is the most tiring thing in the world?"

"Eh? What is the most tiring thing?" Dazed for a moment, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu shook her head, "I don't know."

"Some say it's love, some say it's work, but the most tiring essence is actually responding to other people's expectations."

Hearing these words, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu's pupils suddenly shrank, only thinking that these words were unexpectedly reasonable.

She has done a lot of things since she was a child, serious things, hard work, and happy things, but no matter what it is, she doesn't feel that she will be more tired than she is now.

"I don't know if you have noticed it yourself, but it's nothing else that you have a headache, it's just that you don't know which side you should choose between fans and juniors."

"Why do you say that?"

"Because it's not difficult to get rid of the current situation. To choose a fan, you just need to make it clear to your junior, tell him clearly that you don't have the spare energy to help make the script, and then concentrate on recovering and concentrate on the novel you are writing now. "

"The opposite is the same, just talk to the editorial department clearly, saying that you want to temporarily suspend the publication, wait for the status to improve, and concentrate on solving the script problem before resuming the publication."

"but……"

"But you can't choose between the two, can you?"

"...!" With surprise on his face, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu smiled bitterly: "It's really amazing, just like what you said, I actually know what to do, but I just can't make a decision."

"In my opinion, it's quite an easy decision."

"Eh? How do you say this?"

"Look, you chose to write novels because of your interests and hobbies, right?"

"……Um."

"In other words, it is your own will and way, right?"

"...That's right."

"Then here comes the problem. On the one hand, it is yourself, and on the other hand, it is the younger generation who has an unknown relationship with you. You should not understand which is more important, right?"

As soon as these words came out, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu was completely silent. It took a long time to clear his mind, and explained in a not very calm voice: "That junior...has a great kindness to me, if it is not for him If you help me, I may not have the achievements I have now, so no matter what, I want to repay this kindness."

"Finally willing to tell the real reason?"

"Because I owe a favor, I don't want to live up to the other party's expectations. Because I owe a favor, I don't want to reject the other party even if my state is messed up."

"Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, don't you feel like you've fallen into a dead end?"

"dead end?"

"Yes, let me ask, what kind of favor did the other party give you?"

"The sales of "Love Metronome" were not good when it was first released, but it gradually improved after he recommended it."

"In other words, without his recommendation, that book might still be in a state of violent death?"

"Yes……"

"Then let me ask you, if he didn't recommend you at the beginning, wouldn't you be troubled now?"

"!?"

Her heart trembled violently, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was astonished as if Columbus had discovered the New World.

"That's... not necessarily right?"

After a long time, she could only think of this to refute the other party.

"That's right, that's not necessarily the case."

But Zhenye didn't play the cards according to the routine, and affirmed her words with a backhand.

"Hey?"

Now Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was a little confused.

"Are you confused? This is actually the relationship between the product and the advertisement, right? Your book is a product, and the real thing is there. His recommendation is an advertisement. No one knows whether it is true or not. So imagine if your book It’s very bad, so will it still be popular after being recommended?”

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu subconsciously shook her head.

"That's fine. These are all created by your own strength. It has nothing to do with whether you recommend it or not. The conclusion is that his help may indeed play a certain role, but it is definitely not so outrageous that it makes you run counter to your own ideals. .”

Maya's words were like cannonballs hitting Kasumigaoka Shiwa's heart heavily, hitting her fragile heart directly, and at the same time, vaguely made her a little more rational.

It seems... In fact, is it true?But something always feels wrong!

Chapter 54 You, Aizen, don't talk about martial arts

"Thank you for taking care of me today. The next time we meet, it may be Zongwu High School. I am looking forward to the new school."

There was a faint smile on her pretty face. I don't know if it was because of what was in her heart or because the doubts in her heart had been answered. Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's complexion at the moment was much better than before.

"Well, although I don't really want you to come here again, if there is a need, you are always welcome."

"Ah, am I being hated? Fortunately, I thought you would be happy for me to come for consultation."

"Let's not talk about where you got your self-confidence, just because I persuade you not to come is for your own good, isn't it?" Maya said without a cold.

"Hmph, thank you for your concern." With a soft smile, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu also took two steps towards the street, then turned around and said: "I have listened to the words you enlightened me, it is really very grateful."

"It's best if you can practice it, and anyone can listen to it."

Hearing this, Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu was stunned for a while, then shook his head with a wry smile after a while, then paced forward unhurriedly, and disappeared at the intersection of the street.

"You've done a good job. Do you want to try to get a psychiatrist's license?"

After she left, Aizen also walked out of the clinic with a smile on her face.

About 10 minutes ago, when Maya was talking to Kasumigaoka, he had already returned.

"You're joking, I'm still far behind. If it's so easy to get a psychiatrist's license, then there will be too many people in this profession stealing jobs."

Zhenye was not surprised by his sudden appearance, after all, he had heard the other party open the door before.