Twelve Trials from Scratch

"Keep committing suicide, don't stop until I approve of you." Suqi said cruel words in an unusually calm tone, "At that time, I will admit your consciousness, admit that you have the qualifications to negotiate with me, consider Give Roswaal a chance."

"How many times will it take before you are satisfied?"

"Who knows? At least a dozen times, or dozens of times, maybe hundreds of times. In short, as long as you don't stop, I will definitely be waiting for you in front of you."

"Wait!" Listening to the conversation between the two, Emilia felt something was wrong, "Subaru, and Mr. Su Qi, what are you talking about? And how do you know Roswaal's name?"

Standing beside her, Ram also turned cold, staring at Su Qi full of suspicion and hostility, "It is impossible to pretend that you have not heard such words as saying that you want to give Lord Roswaal a chance. So, the two Could this guest be a spy? But why did he pretend to be a foreigner before, but now he is suddenly exposed? Was it intentional?"

Rem didn't speak, just stood beside her sister a few steps, pulled her big hammer out from the skirt pocket of the maid who had applied space magic, and looked at Su Qi and the two coldly.

"I'm sorry, it's time for me and Subaru Natsuki to communicate alone, please be quiet for a while, please?"

After Su Qi finished speaking, a mountain of heavy pressure came down suddenly, and Emilia groaned at the same time, and was crushed to the ground, unable to move.

"Emilia!!"

Nayue Subaru was shocked when he saw this, and was about to run over to rescue his sweetheart, but was nailed to the spot by a sentence, "If you go over, I'll kill her first."

He froze, turned around, his face was full of anger, "What are you doing? This is between us, right? Don't involve Emilia and the others."

"I don't have that plan. I just let them be quiet for a while and don't disturb us, so you can rest assured that although they are restricted in their movements, they will not be seriously injured. Then come back to the topic, what is your choice? Continue Prove your awareness, or just give up?"

"I... will prove it!"

Feeling that the other party really didn't need to embarrass Emilia, he gritted his teeth, temporarily put the matter aside, then pulled out the reverse scale, and put it on his neck again.

"and many more."

"what happened again?"

"That knife is a knife that can tear the soul. You will experience ten times and a hundred times the pain with this knife. I don't want to take advantage of you, so I first coated the knife."

With a thought in Su Qi's mind, an extremely light and thin film of light spread across the blade instantly, completely covering the long blade in Nayue Subaru's hand

"It's all right now, let's start your performance."

Su Qi withdrew his hands and retreated, Nayue Subaru clenched the handle of the knife with his fingers one by one, took a few deep breaths, and then... his body became stiff and motionless.

Natsuki Subaru overestimated his willpower.Objectively speaking, he is just an ordinary high school student who plays truant and autistic.In just a few days, it is of course impossible to grow rapidly, to the point of facing death directly and winning the battle.

Moreover, he died once before, and died again not long ago. The psychological shadow of the two deaths has not been completely eliminated; in addition, suicide is different from homicide. It is the former that is more difficult than the latter.

Now, Natsuki Subaru is stuck in the fear of death.

Don't want to die... really don't want to die... death is so painful...why do I have to inflict that pain on myself?

Rationally, he knew that he should kill himself quickly, but every time he was about to do it, he felt weak all over, his strength was taken away, and his consciousness was washed away by various noises. In the end, he just stood there blankly, struggling repeatedly, indecision.

"What's the matter? Can't you do it? Then how about giving up? As long as you give up, you don't need to suffer, and you don't need to be afraid."

"I……"

Nayue Subaru's face turned pale, cold sweat oozes from his forehead, his eyes are shining, and his heart is constantly struggling.

But at this moment, Emilia on the other side struggled to prop up her body a little bit, and let out a depressing and painful moan, "Parker, save... him."

Before she finished speaking, a large number of white light spots floated out from her silver hair, merged together, left the range of gravity suppression, and quickly condensed into a gray kitten the size of a palm in mid-air.

"Oh, there's really no way."

It can see that Su Qi is indeed not targeting Emilia, so he doesn't want to face a strong enemy who can't even see the depth for Nayue Subaru, but since it is the order of the elf envoy, it can only obey .

"I'm sorry, the two little brothers over there, I want to disturb you a little bit."

While speaking, with a wave of the cat's paw, a frost path composed of a large number of ice cubes suddenly appeared, stretched rapidly, and rushed straight towards Su Qi.

boom! !

The ice cubes exploded, and shimmering shards of ice splattered in all directions. The super-spiritual body transformed into a mask state buckled Su Qi and Caiyue Subaru upside down, easily blocking the path of frost outside.

"It's so fast, it's a strange magic that I haven't seen before."

Parker was a little surprised in his heart, but the offensive didn't stop at all.Raising its right paw upwards, an ice crystal cone larger than an adult was condensed into shape within a few seconds, and then as its small paw swung downward, the ice cone shot out through the air and hit the super spirit body heavily.

boom! !

The sound was like thunder, the ice cone exploded, instantly disintegrated into a large number of ice cubes and splashed in all directions, and the fine ice particles turned into a cloud of white mist and dispersed, while the mask on Su Qi and the two of them only showed a slight fluctuation That's all.

"Well, this is troublesome."

Parker frowned, flew back to Emilia, and said helplessly, "Leah, I'm sorry, in my current state, I can't break through the opponent's defense at all, unless... summon the main body."

"no……"

If you use Ode, you can summon Parker's real body, a powerful elf named "The Beast of the End".But once it appears, it will forcibly absorb the mana and temperature in the surrounding area, and freeze other people nearby except Emilia without distinction. Do.

"But in that case, I can't do anything by myself."

"Don't... give up easily..." Resisting all kinds of discomfort caused by the heavy pressure, Emilia struggled to move out, while struggling: "Find a way... save Ang."

"Hey, she is really a wayward daughter, but such a kind-hearted Liya is also very cute, so I will try my best."

After Parker finished speaking, he flew over again, thought for a moment, and began to manipulate the mana in the atmosphere.

And within the mask, watching Emilia's efforts to save herself, Natsuki Subaru shuddered, feeling a stream of heat being injected into his cold heart.The feeling of warmth spreads outward from the depths of the heart, quickly permeating every corner of the body, as if in a cold winter day, suddenly stepping from the cold and windy outside into the room with the stove burning, the whole body feels warm.

"Emilia sauce..."

Unbelievably, Natsuki Subaru's trembling limbs stabilized, his stiff body relaxed, and the block in his heart was quickly melted away by the warm current, melting into a piece of pure crystal-like firmness.

"I will protect you...I will protect you...I will help you...I will be your strength..."

He muttered to himself, grasping the hilt of his sword again.The fingers are neither too tightly clasped, stiff, nor trembling uncomfortably, just hold it firmly.

"It's amazing..." Su Qi tilted his head slightly, looking at Nayue Subaru and his emotional fluctuations, with a hint of surprise in his eyes, "The mental state that was about to collapse suddenly became stable and powerful, and love is Is it such a miraculous thing?"

"I don't know, but now...for Emilia, I won't lose."

After Caiyue Subaru finished speaking, he twitched the corner of his mouth slightly, and pulled the blade out without hesitation, blood spurted out.

"Really?" Seeing Subaru Nayue lying quietly on the ground, enduring the pain, and gazing in the direction of Emilia, Su Qi's eyes lit up, "I just don't know, how long can you maintain this mood?"

……

A moment later, Natsuki Subaru's eyes went dark, and he regained consciousness again.

"Sister, this guest seems to be a bit unmannered."

A familiar voice came from the front, and what appeared in front of him was still the afternoon sun, the spacious avenue, the luxurious gate of the mansion, and the blue-haired maid who was examining him.But this time, the maid's eyes seemed to be a little colder.

Chapter 30 Keeping your head ironed and cool

Alive again...

Nayuki Subaru was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and looked around, seeing the scene that was basically the same as last time, he couldn't help but feel a sense of time and space confusion, as well as a sense of relief after the pain and terror.

But this time, that person's voice quickly sounded behind him, "How does it feel to return from death for the third time?"

He trembled, turned around, and saw Su Qi still standing quietly behind him like a ghost.

Su Qi=death=pain, the subconsciousness connects the three together, just standing in front of each other, Nayue Subaru feels inexplicably palpitated and faint.

"What else can I do with death? Even if I've been mentally prepared, it's still so painful and terrifying, but Su Qisang, I may have gotten used to it."

He tried his best to suppress the negative emotions in his heart, and deliberately put on a calm appearance on the surface.He wants to bluff, he wants to deceive Su Qi, if the other party can end this death trial early because of his performance, he will win.

However, Su Qi's power of observation was already very keen, and with the pupil of truth in his body, Nayue Subaru's thoughts were seen through in an instant.

"Really, then let's continue."

Su Qi threw the knife to Nayue Subaru, and then suppressed the three of Emilia again, and increased the intensity so that they couldn't even speak.

I will not lose!For Emilia, I can't lose!

Holding the handle of the knife again, Natsuki Subaru gritted his teeth, drew the rotary knife, and committed suicide on the spot.Then, under the witness of Su Qi, he began to torture himself with repeated suicides.

……

Returning from death for the fourth time, Natsuki Subaru could barely maintain his composure, but there was faint fear in his flickering eyes.

After returning from the fifth death, Cai Yueang's expression began to be in a trance, but he could barely hold on.

After returning from the sixth death, Nayue Subaru could no longer maintain his superficial calm, and when facing Su Qi, his face showed obvious tension.

Returning from the seventh death, when Subaru Natsuki stood in front of Su Qi, he could already feel his body trembling slightly, and a lot of noises appeared in his mind. The courage he borrowed from Emilia was being continuously challenged. Eradicated by pain and fear.

After returning from the eighth death, Nayue Subaru's mind was in a trance for a short time, and when Su Qi threw the knife over, he failed to catch it, and accidentally let it fall to the ground.And the expression on his face was even more sluggish and ugly, as if he hadn't slept for a few days, which even made Rem think he was suffering from an illness.

Returning from the ninth death, Subaru Natsuki's mental state became even more tense under the tremendous pressure.Then he hurriedly hugged the knife that Su Qi threw over, and once again held the handle with trembling palms, but he couldn't pull it out for a long time.

It will hurt!will die!Once I pull out this knife, I will suffer and die!

Pain and fear represent danger, and the survival instinct of human beings is to stay away from danger.

At this moment, his hands were shaking, his body was shaking, and his heart was shaking.He stared at the long knife in his hand, feeling the glare of the cold light, the coldness on the blade seemed to have eroded from the handle, like a icy poisonous snake climbing up his wrist, wrapping around his body, ready to bite him severely at any time.

clang clang...

When Nayuki Subaru reacted, the knife had slipped out of his palm for some reason, and fell to the ground, making a heavy and hard lingering sound of metal hitting the ground.

No, it cannot be dropped.For Emilia, for Ramrem, pick it up, use it to commit suicide, use it to die, use it to save Roswaal, so you can't put it down, you have to hold it tightly...

He was stunned, and bent down to pick up the long knife.But when the palm of the hand was close to the handle, it was trembling, like a river fish swimming against the current, getting slower and slower, until the moment the fingertips touched the handle, the icy chill suddenly exploded, like a cold electricity running through covered his whole body.

horrible!Terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible terrible... It hurts!will die!terrible!Absolutely not to take it!

While shrinking his fingers back as if being scalded, Natsuki Subaru knelt on the ground half-kneeling, as if he heard someone screaming and shouting in his heart.That was when his body was afraid of the knife that had killed him several times, and longed for the wonderful time when he would not be tortured by severe pain and terror.

Immediately, reason and instinct were entangled in his consciousness, fighting fiercely, making him freeze in place, his face constantly changing, as if in a daze.

"You are afraid."

At this time, Su Qi's voice was like a sharp red-hot knife, which ruthlessly pierced Nayue Subaru's brain and stirred him up, making him wake up all of a sudden.

"No, I... I didn't."

He retorted subconsciously, but the shadow of fear was everywhere on his pale face.

Su Qi's voice suddenly softened, "It's normal to be afraid, no ordinary person can not be afraid in this situation, not afraid... You are actually strong enough to persist even after dying eight times, but, so Is it worth it?"

"Of course... it's worth it... I want to protect Emilia, and I can't leave Ram and Rem alone, so... I have to save Roswaal."

"Roswaal is a villain."