Are You Born Again?

"—ah, I want to fuck her."

"I fucked her on a bike; I fucked her in a car; I fucked her on a plane."

"Over the mountains, over the sea."

"Across time, through life."

"Up to the summit of the Himalayas, down to the abyss of the Marianas."

"—ah, I want to fuck her."

"Past, present, Future."

"Last night, tonight, tomorrow night."

"Wait, right now, soon."

"To a lovely woman—Hikigaya Hachiman."

After Hikigu finished writing this paragraph, his face was a little red, and his emotional catharsis turned into the most vulgar sentences, mixed with some rhyming context, pouring out on the desk through his fingertips.

"It's day, what the hell did I write?!"

"I really wrote this unsightly thing?!"

"I think back to the art class, when we stared at the nude model, after class, some of my peers proposed to find a wild model because they were dissatisfied with the appearance of the object."

"They despise the age, appearance, and figure of the nude model, but the nude model arouses the desire in their hearts."

"Sarcasm, what irony, what mercilessness!"

It's time, could it be that he is such a vulgar person?Hikigu was shocked, and hurriedly turned his head to stare at Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, to confirm whether he was really what he thought.

Now, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was not feeling well either, she stared at her thoughts after writing, and found that she was actually a pure virgin.

On weekdays, her tone of voice is very mature, and she also claims to be a person with a lot of connotations.

However, what is this writing about?

Not only is the love for the first time, but also a lot of weird knowledge is unclear, so that the written expression becomes immature and ridiculous.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu took a deep breath, closed the notebook, stood up, and walked out the door with it in his pocket.

A 40-year-old woman is so pure and out of control, what a loss of self-control, let’s buy A’s V in the afternoon, buy more, and watch it slowly in the room alone.

"What are you going to do?" Bi Qigu asked subconsciously.

"I...I'm going to take a...take a shower." Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu speeded up, and went back to the room to find clothes after going out.

Hikigu grabbed his head, with a beast in his heart, telling him: Do you really want to be a house husband in the future?It seems that there is a better way to choose!

"Let me think about it for a few more days..." He sighed, wanting to sigh with a smile.

At the door, Xiazhiqiu Shiyu paused: "Mom, are you here...?"

"Well, I don't go to work today, I will rest at home for a day." Aunt Xia Zhiqiu said.

"Oh, I'm going to take a bath~"

Xiazhiqiu's mother watched her daughter walk into the room, then opened the door of Hikigu's room, walked in quickly, turned around and closed the door.If you don't know, you might think that she is going to see Lao Wang who lives next door.

Bi Qigu was taken aback, but said: "Auntie, good afternoon."

"Hmm...you seem to have been in the room last night..." Xia Zhiqiu's mother was really tired.

Hikigu observed carefully, and found that the corners of the aunt's eyes were a little soft, and there was a little bit of dark circles under her eyes?Did she not fall asleep last night, or did she come out to keep an eye on her from time to time?

She wouldn't suspect that she and Xia Zhiqiu Shiyu would mess around while she wasn't around, no matter in the bathroom or bathroom, living room or bedroom, hallway or doorway, just getting bored with each other without moral integrity...?

Chapter 34 How wonderful!

"Of course, Auntie, I slept soundly last night and didn't wake up until 10:30 in the morning." How could Hikigu not know what Aunt Kasumigaoka was thinking?He is already in his 40s, and as he, 'he', you, and I see, he is still a sullen literary youth with a ferocious beast living in his heart.

Aunt Xia Zhiqiu pursed her lips and smiled, "Have you been doing things since you woke up? This is a good thing..."

Said, sighed.

Hikigu felt that Xiazhiqiu Shiyu's mother seemed to hesitate to speak.

Her thoughts are very complicated, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, after so many years of joy, anger, sorrow and joy, which mother does not hope that her child will grow up healthily?

Take Xiazhiqiu Shiyu as an example. Although she matured relatively early and wrote popular novels, her mother would still be worried if she stepped into the society early.

Probably... She didn't know that Xiazhiqiu Shiyu was reborn, and thought she...

"I think Shi Yu met something at work, right? Auntie has been reading papers on 'creator's psychology' since she came back from the hospital that time, and she also asked her former classmates, but she finally felt that it was not very good." Aunt Zhiqiu said.

Hikigu nodded, "It's true in the Internet age. The author will face the thoughts of many people every day, especially a popular writer like Xia... Shiyu. The so-called life has all kinds of flavors, everyone's joy, anger, sorrow, and joy. Mixed together, it's like knocking over a five-flavor bottle, so many people... It's the real flavor of life."

"Yes……"

Hikigu paused: "Look, everyone may be very tired if they know the thoughts of a hundred people every day. But an author like Shiyu, who has done offline sales, is still an incredible beautiful girl. I hope to share with her There are naturally more people to talk to.

Because, if I were a reader of Shiwa, I'd love to talk to her too.

After all, her writing is pretty good. "

Halfway through the talk, Hikigu couldn't help laughing.

Aunt Kasumigaoka asked: "Indeed, this kind of thing will happen to beautiful female stars and voice actors. What's the matter?"

"You can't say that." Hikigu said dumbly: "Just like the light novel industry, the media once reported that this kind of book may lead to bad readers.

But none of these media said that those guys like Taixing... are actually their own problems, and some of them are not even readers. discredit.

It's just that the target is too beautiful.The depth of the problem is not so high. "

He actually understands Aunt Xia Zhiqiu quite well, after all... Parents always think the most about such issues.

There is nothing wrong with it.

"Hehe." Aunt Xia Zhiqiu smiled wryly.

Bi Qigu comforted: "Auntie, after all, there are so many people, and Shi Yu has tens of thousands of fans. If you don't ask a few questions, aren't we living in heaven?"

"Yes, yes, Bi Qigu, what you said makes sense!" Aunt Xia Zhiqiu nodded in appreciation.

Hikigu smiled, but Aunt Xia Zhiqiu remained silent.

A few minutes later, he felt a little embarrassed, but at this moment Ms. Xia Zhiqiu raised her head, "Since you have seen through everything, I can share some things with you."

"Oh?" Hikigu was curious.

If a person is interested in a girl, then he will definitely be curious about the girl's affairs... This is true!

"Let's go to the balcony and talk. Shiyu's room is next door. This guy said he was going to take a bath, but he must be eavesdropping at the door now." Aunt Xia Zhiqiu giggled.

Those who know Xia Zhiqiu and Shi Yu are no better than his parents!

Sure enough, the next second, there was a thud at the door, and when Hikigu went to open the door, he happened to be watching...Shiyu, who was wearing Bar, Panji, and pantyhose, ran towards the bathroom.

Actually eavesdropping or something, I haven't found out yet, it's really good or bad~

You used to be like a slut, teasing me in every possible way, but now you are like a pure and shy virgin, it is really uncomfortable!

"Let's go to the balcony and talk, and then lock the door. Auntie uses soundproof glass because it is in contact with the outside world." Ms. Kasumigaoka said with a smile.

Hikigu nodded, I really learned it, and I will design it like this when I buy a house in the future.

The sun at noon was a bit hot, and after waking up and staying in the bedroom, Hikigu felt that the light was particularly glaring, especially the feeling on the skin, like the water used in the shower is too hot, making people want to go to the shade.

"While Shi Yu is taking a bath now, Auntie will talk about the important things first." Ms. Kasumigaoka thought for a while and said, "For a mother, a child has a different meaning than for a father."

Bi Qigu lowered his head and listened silently.

"More than ten years ago, when I saw Shiyu coming out of my body, that feeling was really unique."

"Bikigu, do you know? It's like a layer of tulle is separated from the field of vision. It can be seen clearly, but it's not real, so it can't be expressed in words."

When she said this, Ms. Xia Zhiqiu sighed, and she was filled with emotion. This only child is very important to her!

"I was lying on the bed at the time, just like those Middle Eastern mercenaries I used to refer to when I was writing a thesis. After these people were shot, their vision gradually blurred, and their strength was pulled from their muscles. They fell into a pool of blood, Recalling my own life and redefining each choice."

"And I am the same. From a woman to a mother, there are many things that I redefine at that moment."

"Such as money, such as interpersonal relationships, such as my definition of a husband, from a man to a child's father. And what is my future path for?"

In the end, Ms. Xia Zhiqiu made a conclusion: "So, seeing my daughter and a man coming out of that place and continuing to hug each other, Auntie felt a sense of powerlessness in her heart."

A 'feeling of powerlessness' has exhausted everything she wanted to express.

After paying a lot for the things you care about, and pouring most of your life into it, you will feel powerless when you discover this rebellious behavior!

Just like in a boxing ring, the sandbag still feels motionless after this punch.

"Stupid parents."

"Yeah, it's really silly..." Ms. Kasumigaoka laughed cheerfully, "Sometimes it's not a good thing to read too much, you can't control your thinking, and you are led by the nose by those 'knowledge'."

Not long after, Ms. Xiazhiqiu changed, and the annoyance seen on her body was gone, as if a layer of gray veil had been removed.

——This trash can dumps all the garbage, washes it and uses it to hold purified water.

Hikigu is inexplicable, and his famous work is a movie called "Mother".

He was lying on the bed, thinking about it. Aunt Xiazhiqiu's love for her daughter was very real and true.

However, the aunt does not have the vigor and vitality of love, but gives people a very plain feeling.

It's like pouring a glass of plain water instead of opening the bottle of Coke after shaking it desperately.

This is the beauty of simplicity.

10 minute later.

Hikigaya sat up and took out a book from his backpack.

This is a "Cthulhu Mythos Collection", which he placed on the table with A4 paper, and began to write quickly.

Since it feels wonderful, then write it down, this is your job, it is also the reason for your choice, it belongs to your own life.

A simple life with a pen in hand and a piece of paper in front of you.

This feeling of coming out!Originally, a person's true feelings are revealed, which is very rare in society. Now that I see it once, it would be a pity not to record it.

"Interesting...Interesting..."