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"I am handsome, but I am a poor boy. Although I am talented, I am still a weak chicken." Ye Xin thought, and slowly lay down on the bed.

Although I am suspected of pretending to be 13, but I am such an honest child, Ye Xin asked himself silently, thinking narcissistically.

In fact, Ye Xin knew in his heart that since the failed love in his previous life, he has fallen into the shadow of failed love.

Although I was smiling every day, my heart was always pierced like a thorn. Whenever it was late at night, I would always be pierced with heartache.

After finally coming to Cang Xing, a world full of elves, he could forget about it for a while, but a letter from Lan Meng brought back his memories again.

Coincidentally, Ye Xin's first love in the last life also started on his birthday. In the KTV, he invited the girl who had chatted with him for a long time to participate, and Ye Xin fell in love with Zhu Bo at first sight.

With a dead skin and a bad face, he kept inviting this handsome girl named Zhu Bo to watch movies and eat delicious food.

In the end Zhu Bo fell, and Ye Xin returned home with the beauty in his arms.

They fell in love when they were sophomores in high school, and it took six years.

After experiencing the cruel college entrance examination, Zhu Bo got into the Academy of Fine Arts with excellent grades, but he failed and became a junior college student.

The two get together less and leave more, and gradually cracks appear in their relationship. Ye Xin's deepest impression on Zhu Bo is the summer when he graduated from high school when he was passionately in love.

The two met from time to time in college, and Zhu Bo didn't change much, but the distance and time caused a lot of cracks in the relationship between Ye Xin and Ye Xin, who were by Zhu Bo's side.

After stepping into the society, everything changed, and the differences between the two became more and more serious. Since then, they have become strangers and broke up.

After a while, Zhu Bo proposed to get back together, and Ye Xin agreed.The dog licking career began, and half a year later they broke up again, shattering Ye Xin's last fantasy, bowing his head in front of reality.

From then on, Ye Xin became a workaholic, and resumed the persona of the straight man of steel, only thinking about career, ignoring a lot.

Ye Xin, who came to Cangxing, actually had expectations for Zhu Bo, his ex-girlfriend, but they were also washed away by the arrival of the elves.

He just wants to take his own path as a trainer. As for Zhu Bo, his ex-girlfriend, forgetting silently is the best ending.

Lan Meng's letter was like Wang Bo, four second and two kings, which made Ye Xin feel sober.

"Actually, I don't need to care about a relationship that has failed for so long. Even if it's my first love, the thorn in my heart seems to be picked out by Lan Meng with tweezers, so I don't want to prick my heart anymore."

Ye Xin looked at Lalu Lasi who was still meditating hard, thinking about what he had now, letting go was the best choice.

As for Lan Meng's relationship, ε=(?ο｀*))) Well, let's wait until the two of you are more mature before thinking about it.

The night is accompanied by the autumn wind, which blows away the troubles of the teenagers and brings new troubles.

Chapter 36

Tuesday, October 2009, 10.

Ye Xin asked for a day off with Zhai Jing, the class teacher, every year at this time, and today was no exception.

"Are you ready?" Pan Qin looked at Ye Xin who had finished washing and said, "Lalu" Lalu Lasi gave Pan Qin an affirmative answer.

Pan Qin knew that her son was feeling uncomfortable, and it was thanks to Lalu Lasi who helped him wash up in the morning.

Pan Qin said: "Come and have some breakfast, and then go to the old house."

"Yeah..." Ye Xin remained silent without saying a word, sitting at the dining table stiff like a zombie, mechanically eating the breakfast made by strange force.

Every year after birthdays, Ye Xin and Pan Qin always visit the old house to pay homage to Ye Xin's father.

This is also the reason why Pan Qin's mother and son seldom invite outsiders to attend their birthdays every year. Every time Pan Qin sees Ye Xin celebrate her birthday, she always leaves a piece of cake in the refrigerator.

Nest myself in the room, cry bitterly, and take the cake to the old house.

Pan Qin also kept a copy of yesterday's cake in the refrigerator, just while Ye Xin went to wash her face.

Don't let her son see her leave the cake, just don't want to break the happy atmosphere yesterday.

It's been a long time since I saw my son smiling so happily. For Ye Xin, Pan Qin, a mother, was heartbroken.

The two, who hadn't had such a quiet breakfast for a long time, took a car to the old house with cake and some memorial items.

Lalulas and Guaili were collected into the elf ball, and Lalulas could also feel the emotion in Ye Xin's heart, and she didn't say much about the well-behaved goal.

The dilapidated and desolate old city is the poorest place in Dushan County. Although most of them live here are tenants, occasionally there are old neighbors and mother and son who say hello.

Walking along the alley to a not-so-big three-room building, Pan Qin looked at her son beside her, and couldn't say anything else at this moment.

Ye Xin, who silently followed Pan Qin into the old house, shed tears one by one. Although he vowed that he would shed less tears in the days without his father, whenever he came to this former residence today, he would always feel the same. Born from the heart.

This was the day that Ye Xin hated the most, and he never felt that his birthday was a happy event. Instead, he felt that every birthday was his nightmare.

Peeling wall coverings showed the age of the house, and old furniture lay beneath dusty drapes.

Entering the hall, there is a portrait of Ye's father on the desk in the room. In the silly and crazy photos, Ye Xin feels so kind.

I used to hate this family very much, it was incomplete, and to be precise, there was no paternal love, but watching the intimacy of the crazy father to Ye Xin when he was normal occasionally made Ye Xin feel complicated.

On the day when Ye Xin was happily waiting for his father to accompany him on his ninth birthday, he would never forget his father's missed appointment.

"Xin...Xin, do you know,,, do you know why I gave you this name?" Father Ye stammered, different from the usual madness, he stumbled and asked his young son with a clear head at this time.

Ye Xin was a little scared and said: "I don't know. To be honest, this character is very difficult to write. A few days ago, the teacher punished me to copy the name. I was angry at that time, because this character has many strokes."

Father Ye smiled kindly and said: "I, Ye Feng, lacked the courage to face the injustice of fate all my life. When I was desperate, I met a fortune teller with a natural bird. The husband said that I was born a coward, lacked courage, and wanted to break myself. Your life requires the courage to fight with your life."

"I went, to an unknown ruins, where I found countless unknown totems, I lost where I do not know how long, half asleep and half awake back home."

"Since then, I have found that unknown elf images often appear in my mind, or monsters to be more specific."

"Every day there was a bloody battle in my mind, and then I fell asleep again, only to wake up and realize that I had become a lunatic in people's eyes."

Ye Xin said: "Dad, you are not crazy, you are my father, although you sometimes beat me and mother, but mother said that is the reason why you are sick and cannot be cured, I will definitely find a way to cure you in the future of."

Father Ye smiled, did not answer, and said for a long time: "When I wake up again, I hope you will be healthy, wealthy, and full of courage, so I named you with the three gold characters Xin."

"Don't hate Dad. Dad also has difficulties. If you don't tear your own life apart in this world, it will be difficult for you to survive. What can you do to support you mother and son?"

"It's your birthday in a few days. Dad won't be bored in this room. He must celebrate your birthday. Don't hate Dad, son."

Tears filled the man who was insane all day long, and the young Ye Xin saw his father for the last time.

On October 2000, 10 in the league calendar, because his father missed the appointment, Ye Xin was suffocated. He still didn't understand why his father said that he should not bear any grudges against him. He also released his pigeons and did not spend his ninth birthday with him.

When the military leader in military uniform came home with a few of his father's comrades-in-arms, he realized that his father had been buried forever in the newly opened Longxiang ruins, and remained in the urn in front of him forever.

At this time, Pan Qin placed the cake in front of Father Ye's portrait, put fruits and other items on it, and knelt down in front of the burning pot not far from the ground to burn the paper.

The strong Pan Qin didn't shed any tears, maybe the tears had already dried up.It's just that the eyes are numb, and the paper money is mechanically burned.

Ye Xin knelt in front of Ye's father's portrait and kowtowed heavily. After three times, he shouted: "Ye Feng, you liar. I will always remember you. You owe me a birthday."

Repressed for too long, Cang Xing Ye Xin's spirit has already collapsed. As a latecomer, he is now just speaking for the young figure in the past, saying what he has buried in his heart for a long time.

Ye Xin, who cursed "Fuck" inwardly, felt the same way, maybe at this moment, the two of them finally became the complete Ye Xin.

The old story of the dilapidated house was brought up again, and no one heard of it with dim eyes.

Forget the pain in my heart for the rest of my life, and regret that my soul has returned to heaven.

The weeping Ye Xin, the quiet Pan Qin, the mother and son are in this ordinary noon, in this dilapidated house, missing the old man.

Venting all the suppressed emotions in his heart, Ye Xin, who was in a trance, silently accompanied Pan Qin to burn the paper money.

The star river hangs at night, the moon and stars are thin, the two people in the old house have already cleaned everything in the house, got up and left.

In the taxi, Pan Qin looked at the sluggish Ye Xin and said, "It's all over, isn't it? Ye Feng also hopes that you can bravely face your own life and live with your head held high."

Ye Xin let out a "huh", then turned his head away, not speaking while the wind was blowing.

"At that time, your father was the most talented person in our school, but unfortunately he didn't like to talk. After the talent test, he felt like he was living in a daze."

"At that time, a girl walked into his heart, and the two attracted each other, silently liking each other."

"In the end, the girl gave up the chance to go to university because of him, and accompanied him to drop out of school. She didn't even finish high school, and took care of him while working."

"The two fell in love, but fate did not favor the couple. Their married life was a mess until a little life came into their lives."

"For this little guy, he mustered up the courage to do the most dangerous work, dealing with unscrupulous businessmen, and went to do mining work in an unrecognized ruins."

"Ye Xin, it was you who broke his cowardly heart and gave him the courage to face everything in life. Even after returning from there, he was very happy with a meager reward, because finally my son and I don't have to go hungry anymore. Frozen, no need to rent a house under the fence.”

"It's a pity that working in that kind of work for a long time made his body deteriorate day by day, and finally he had hallucinations, until he went crazy. No one asked whether a waste is a great father, it's just that there is an extra lunatic in the world."

Pan Qin silently shed tears, not to say more, Ye Xin knew the rest.

Countless times, his mother taught him to study hard, and the most important thing is to live well, and now he understands the words that he didn't understand before.

The noisy mid-autumn wind disturbed the hearts of the mother and son on the way home. The night was late, the wind stopped, and the heart was calm.

No one is qualified to complain about the unfairness of fate, they can only continue to struggle in the bitter sea of ​​life until they reach the other shore.

Chapter 37 The goal is the strongest elf trainer

Ye Xin, who returned home and released Lalu Lasi last night, was silent all night and fell asleep.Lalulas accompanied Ye Xin through this lonely night until dawn.

It was dawn, and Ye Xin cleaned up, washed, changed the culture solution, and took Lalu Lasi for a morning run.

After finishing the warm-up, I took Lalu Lasi home and started meditation training. Although it lasted for a short time, for Ye Xin now, every second is precious.

He dreamed of Ye Feng last night, his father smiled and said that he had grown up and was living well towards the goal in his heart, and he disappeared in relief.

After finishing his meditation, Ye Xin went to school after breakfast. Today he brought Lalu Lasi with him.

Looking at the various elves outside the window, the goal in Ye Xin's heart gradually became clear.

If you want to break your own life, then you must become the strongest elf trainer and fight ten times with one effort.

Secretly made a promise in his life goals, Ye Xin, who was no longer confused, felt that he wanted to leave his own name in this world called Cangxing, a world where elves really existed.

The goal is to become the strongest elf trainer in Cangxing, let's do it!

It's a pity that there is no BGM of Pokémon, otherwise, the music aimed at Pokémon masters should be very suitable for the occasion.

Ye Xin started the learning master mode, and kept making up for the homework left behind, starting from basic mathematics, physics and chemistry, to various knowledge related to elves.

I knew it in my previous life, but it can only be used as a partial reference. The most important thing is to live in the present.

At this time, Ye Xin truly integrated into this world and became a part of it.

The spirit of not being ashamed to ask was brought to the wit by him, and he didn't care that every day Lan Meng looked at Ye Xin with a blushing face and asked her questions. Teacher Wang Yuheng was also asked by Ye Xin to ask different cultivation knowledge in the corner.

In this way, half a month passed.

Wednesday, October 2009, 10.