My Affinity Explosion List

"I don't know you, let go."

Like a shattered mirror, the blue-white mist that shrouded Ye Xin's eyes dissipated. He stared at the delicate girl in front of him in a daze, as if he had been a lifetime away for a while.

"This, is it, impossible, how could this be..."

The girl shook off Ye Xin's tugging hand impatiently, and said angrily: "Although we have chatted online for a long time, you can't just meet for the first time, it's really ,Neuropathy!"

The girl didn't shake Ye Xin who stayed where she was, and left angrily.

The picture turned to Ye Xin's eyes, and what appeared in front of his eyes was the outside world, not the Cangxing Ruins.

Ye Xin looked at everything that was both familiar and unfamiliar in front of him silently. After a long time, he sighed, "Is it Zhuang Zhou's dream of a butterfly, or is it caused by an illusion?"

He looked at the familiar supermarket in front of Dushan County No. [-] Middle School, his alma mater of Earth Middle School, and the stationery store that was crowded with people at the moment, and remained silent.

He never expected that the memories hidden deep in his heart would be used by the illusion in the mental fog to form this seemingly real but illusory place.

Ye Xin thought to himself: "Now is not the time to think about these things. You must quickly find a way to break this illusion, and you must quickly find Xanadu. This is an illusion, an illusion, wake me up!"

The students around looked at Ye Xin and hammered the wall at the corner of the stationery store like crazy, and discussed in a low voice: "I'll go, hurry up, another senior who was driven crazy by the college entrance examination, fortunately we are only in junior high school, otherwise It's so miserable."

"Hurry up, hurry up, what if this psychopath goes crazy and beats us up, hurry up!"

Blood dripped from Ye Xin's hands continuously, and the incomparably real pain seemed to tell him that everything here was real, that he would ache and bleed.

"Nimma, so what kind of pain can break the illusion, and what kind of meditation relies on spiritual power to break the illusion are all deceiving children..."

"Whoosh, whoosh."

Ye Xin was sitting on Shi Deng in the neighborhood behind the stationery store, panting heavily. From what seemed like an afternoon to the approaching night, he tried various methods but failed to crack this fantasy world. Ye Xin couldn't help but Doubts about one's surroundings arose.

"Did I really come back through time travel? No, even if I come back, I should be lying on the bed and sleeping, and..."

The memories deeply buried in Ye Xin's mind began to revive. At first, the pretty girl who scolded him as a hooligan seemed to be his ex-girlfriend and also his first love, someone he thought he would never see in this life.

Ye Xin and Zhu Bo have been in love for 6 years. Seeing that Zhu Bo graduated from university, Ye Xin can be regarded as a small success in his career, but God made a big joke with them.Ye Xin, who was immersed in work, neglected to accompany her, causing Zhu Bo to break up. The successful long-distance relationship really only exists in miracles.

"No, the timeline is wrong. The first time Zhu Bo and I met was in 2009 in the earth calendar, but I remember that I went to the Cangxing World inexplicably while sleeping in 19 years. Even if I came back, the time would be different. not on."

Ye Xin got up, walked out of the community silently, and walked on the streets he was familiar with. Looking at the buildings on both sides, he could vaguely see the appearance of the original earth.

"No, this world is indeed very real. Is it because the timeline is wrong? When I traveled, I didn't pass through the soul, but my body also went. When I came back, my body traveled back, so the timeline is wrong?"

"Body, clothes, items, yes, I am really stupid, just look at the belongings."

Ye Xin didn't care about the strange eyes of the passers-by on the street, and immediately began to check his belongings.

"Space belt, no."

"Space backpack, no more."

"The clothes are still the style of Cang Xing, the poke ball, the poke ball, damn it."

He, Ye Xin, is not an all-knowing and omnipotent traveler, and even all kinds of knowledge about elves are supplemented by Cang Xing.As a former otaku youth, it was the memory of Cang Xing Ye Xin that made his character resolute. Although he was a little greedy for money, he was able to grit his teeth and persevere in the things that were firm in his heart.

However, even so, Ye Xin is just a 16-year-old boy, with a 26-year-old soul, inexplicably falling into not only an illusion, but also returning to the previous world. He is flustered, nervous, and even afraid.

"Calm down, Nima Ye Xin, calm down, think about it, think about it!"

Ye Xin ran to the green belt beside him, supported the tree and slapped himself twice.

"Huh, huh."

After 10 minutes, Ye Xin was finally able to calmly think about his current situation. He sat cross-legged in the green belt, carefully recalling Hou Rui and Qiyana's evaluation of the mental fog.

"The shape and color of the mental fog are wrong. According to Qiyana, the most terrifying thing about the mental fog is its erratic characteristics. At the same time, it looks like a thin layer of mist, not the kind of thick fog I saw. "

Ye Xin secretly thought that according to Qiyana's description, the fog with spiritual energy he saw was far from the actual spiritual fog.What's more, Xanadu replied to me "Xanai" from the moment he entered the mental fog. It was a cry, and it was different from the previous telepathy.

"Don't tell me, it can't be. If this is the case, the mental fog is indeed worthy of its name, asking the heart, asking the heart relic."

Ye Xin recalled Hou Rui's last confession to them when he was at the outpost, if he really entered the mental fog, he would forget everything inside, and he must not get stuck in it.The mental fog in the Wenxin Ruins was formed naturally, and it existed for countless years. Countless super-power elves and fairy-type elves died in it. Even without the control of powerful super-power elves from outside, a real illusion can be formed.

The most terrifying thing about these illusions is to torture your heart. The more your heart wants to forget something, it will be like a mirror, reflecting and projecting it to your spiritual world, and eventually you will fall into the illusion, or break the previous memory or It's fear, all on your own heart.

"Is today what I most want to forget in my heart? I guess it's not just Zhu Bo's appearance, but also, this ghost place is an illusion, an illusion of mental fog."

Combined with Qiyana's explanation and Zeng Hou Rui's exhortation, Ye Xin gradually cleared up his thoughts after calming down, but he was sure in his heart that he was in the illusion, a trap of mental fog.

Ye Xin looked at the condition of his body, and knew in his heart that even if he died here, what he suffered from the outside world was only a certain amount of mental power, but if he fell into the illusion like this, then the one who greeted him might be the real one. died.

"Xanadu is still by my side, but I don't know how to wake me up. Maybe, maybe from the moment we drove this morning, we have entered the mental fog. Xanadu's taciturnity, unreal dragging feelings, everything Everything is an illusion of mental fog."

"There is also a possibility, maybe, Xanadu and I have both fallen into the illusion of mental fog, and even when we just started from the fairy forest, the influence of the mental fog has already begun. Although the two-day rush It may be true, but it also gradually allows us to enter the place where the spiritual fog can produce hallucinations, so the most fearful spiritual fog in my heart appeared in the ruins of the mind, and the color and form are the same as I used to be. The appearance of the mental fog that has been imagined."

Ye Xin gradually straightened everything out, but it only made him understand his situation, and it didn't help him get out of it.

Chapter 134

"It's another day full of energy, no wonder."

The sky did not change much. In the crisp autumn morning, our classmate Ye Xin woke up from the bench in the park and started a new journey.

Ye Xin watched the old man practicing Tai Chi in the park in the morning, and the stray cat on the side of the road meowing, and said in his heart, "Do I miss you too, little guy, a stray cat can't find a home."

Judging from the fact that he didn't drink or eat for nearly a day, but he didn't feel hungry or thirsty, Ye Xin now knew that he had really fallen into an illusion.

After thinking about falling asleep on a deck chair in the park all night, Ye Xin didn't know how to get out of this damn illusion.

"It's man-made. Hou Rui said that the way to break the illusion is to face the memories you want to forget and the fears you once had. Let's try."

Ye Xin felt that he seemed to be the protagonist in a certain type of online novel, but his urban rebirth was the scene that made him most sad and wanted to forget, rather than the real rebirth of Wen Chaogong, writing songs, doing things, etc. Play a game, start a company or something.

It's a pity that the reality is far from the imagination, and the memories in my mind are like edited versions of love movies.

In fact, it is not difficult to let go of this memory. People have to learn to forget some, and then they can grow.

Loing......

Ye Xin spent the sweetest year in his life in the illusion. Like a dream, he returned to the track of love, became a school bully that he never dared to imagine before, and became the child of someone else's family in the eyes of his parents.

But fortunately, after repeated pondering over the past few days, Ye Xin discovered that although this illusion was constructed according to the memory deep in his heart, it had a fatal bug.

Why do you say that? The reason is that Ye Xin found out in class that the teachers would only repeat the knowledge he could memorize, repeating the cycle.According to this logic, Ye Xin continued to explore, and found that everything in this world was repeating the year he most wanted to return to, and it was an optimized version. Make way for him, the kind that walks very smoothly.

Ye Xin has also found the way to break the situation, that is, to break the most beautiful and most yearning story ever, this sweetest memory, and also the memory that he regretted endlessly.

In the room, Ye Xin was lying on the bed, secretly counting the passage of time.

"59:56, 57 seconds, 58 seconds, 60 seconds, [-] seconds, zero o'clock, it's time to see if it's as I thought."

This year, Ye Xin obtained the love he thought he had, a harmonious family, his parents hadn't divorced, everything in the family was the same, his relatives were still alive, and his grades were excellent.None of this has changed, the only thing that has changed is the repeated news on the TV in front of Ye Xin: "The following news is broadcast, September 2009, 9, Huaguo..."

"Sure enough, it's a pity, if it's a Cangxing local trainer, maybe it really won't be able to get out of this illusion, but what you don't know is that I am not a Cangxing native. I have, two The memory line also has two completely different lives."

Ye Xin silently turned off the TV, and went back to the bedroom alone. Seeing all the familiar things, he felt that it was time to leave this world that he missed so much.

The passage of time in the illusion is very fast, and nearly a year has passed. Ye Xin has been collecting some useful information about Pokémon in the former earth world in his spare time here. Although he is a Pokemon fan, But there are some things that I haven’t read for a long time, and I’ve forgotten them in Java. It’s good to use this little bug in the illusion to review them again.

On the stool, Ye Xin said to himself: "I'll know right away whether my way of breaking the situation is right."

For a year, Ye Xin refused to fall in love with Zhu Bo and cut off contact. The sweet time in his heart became completely different with his memories.His grades were low, his parents divorced, his mother abandoned him, his father was seriously ill and was bedridden, and even his former friends gradually alienated Ye Xin, the broom star.

"Sure enough, this illusion is forged according to my inner memory, manipulating my spirit, depriving my five senses, making me think that I am in it, but in fact everything is my imagination. Since it is created by my memory, then Whether it's the sweetness that makes me fall, or the bad year that scares me, it's up to me."

Ye Xin got up, sat cross-legged on the bed, and the clock passed twelve o'clock.

During meditation, Ye Xin felt the flow of spiritual power in the illusion for the first time, and he knew that this illusion could be broken.

"Boom!"

The sky was torn apart, the earth was collapsing, and all the memories buried in Ye Xin's heart were also buried in this illusion that was both true and false.

Like a soul floating in the air, Ye Xin watched all this happening from the perspective of God. He knew that these were his memories of the earth, the most beautiful and unforgettable past.

There are the sweet emotions of first love, the love of family members, the pain of parents' divorce, the helplessness of relatives' death, and the betrayal of one's best friend. All memories collapse in this boundless illusion.

"Maybe there really is Zhuang Zhou's Dream Butterfly. Unfortunately, I don't want to live here forever. Even if it is the beauty I most yearned for, it is also false. Today's wind is quite strong, um, it must be."

Ye Xin felt that his body was gradually condensing into a solid body, and countless elves wailed in his ears, as if asking Ye Xin why he didn't want to stay here and accompany them.

Ye Xin, whose eyes were a little red, watched the scene in front of him shatter like a mirror, and gradually fell into the boundless darkness.

In a blur, I seem to see that 26-year-old dead fat house elf fan Ye Xin waving to him, as if telling him to live well, pursue his dream in Cangxing, and live with his favorite elves Everything, let the dream shine into reality, don't come back again, for sure.

"Ah! Ah!"

"Huh, huh."

"I, this is me?"

The glimmer in front of Ye Xin gradually made Ye Xin realize his current situation. Xanadu looked at him anxiously, his eyes seemed to be crying a lot.

"Ye Xin, you scumbag!"

Ye Xin: "Meow meow?"

"Let me say, classmate Xanadu, I just escaped from the illusion of mental fog, and I finally got out of it. Why did you suddenly say that I am a scumbag?"

Xanadu curled his lips and said, "It's the scumbag who scared me to death just now. Do you know that you passed out suddenly yesterday, and we just entered the Chaos Plain not long ago, which frightened me. No way, you sleep I have to be like a dead pig, and I can’t wake up no matter how much I scream. When I realized something was wrong, it was over.”

"Then, and then I, I also had a dream. In the dream, I dreamed that you were accompanied by other Shanaido. It seemed that you had subdued Qiyana, and there were many elves, and the young lady was with you. You You ignored me, and finally abandoned me alone, you scumbag, ┭┮﹏┭┮......."

Ye Xin thought to himself: "I'll knock in the code, and Ye Xin, after enjoying the fantasy world, give the so-called scumbag's hat to the young master?"

"Meow meow meow???"

Seeing Shanaido crying sadly, Ye Xin coaxed helplessly: "Oh, everything just now was an illusion, didn't you also say that. At that time we both entered the illusion, it was all an illusion, how could I have anything else Xanadu, I'm not sure about what my little sister said, after all, I also want to reproduce."

Straight man of steel, hardcore coaxing people.

Five seconds later, the man turned into a beautiful shooting star and died at the age of 16.

Chapter 135 Turn Sadness into Appetite

"I said, if you hit me next time, can you be more gentle, little ancestor."

Ye Xin rubbed his dark circles, looked at himself covered in dust, and had a friendly exchange with Shanaido, whose face was full of unhappiness.

"Shanai!"

"Oke Oke, don't slap your face next time. I was wrong. I, Ye Xin, swear to this chaotic plain that I will never disappoint Xanadu Fengyin's love in my lifetime. I will stay with my family Xanadu wholeheartedly, no If you subdue the other Shanaiduo, you won't find many young ladies to have monkeys, if you violate this oath, you will be struck by lightning!"

"boom!"