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But if you really have such skills in the game called Earth OL, your life will not be too comfortable.

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When Honda Yueyong went to the kitchen, Bai Ye said to Kaner Nayuta who was afraid to look directly at him: "Kazuko, can I sit next to you? It's easier to talk this way."

"Ah."

Kaner Nayuta nodded in embarrassment, and moved a little to the side.

Bai Ye also grasped the distance very well, and sat down next to her with a distance of three fists.

This distance was just right for Kanernayuta to feel comfortable, and it would not look unfamiliar.

In order to check the topic, Bai Ye said: "You must be very confused, why should I do my best to help you, right?"

Kanernayuta was stunned for a moment as if his mind had been read through, and then nodded again.

"Actually, I have also been bullied on campus..." Bai Ye began to tell the "past" he had made up all afternoon in a nostalgic tone.

"Just because of a small incident, I offended one person in the class, and then the books were scribbled and a lot of obscenities were carved on the desk."

"At first I thought that I had done something wrong in that matter. His revenge was normal, and it passed after he endured it. I didn't think this was the beginning of being really bullied."

"My resignation was taken as cowardice, and seeing me act so weak, some of his friends also tried to play some pranks on me."

"But even when I started to resist and explicitly told them not to do it, they became more excited and started to do more things, hiding my meal card, putting half-worn thumbtacks in my shoes, using buckets, etc. Come and splash me with dirty water..."

"Even if I tell the teacher, the teacher thinks that this kind of behavior without real physical harm is nothing. It's just a joke that goes too far. After a little reprimand, there will be no more."

"And then they tortured me in a different way, no longer physical contact, but all kinds of negative news about me, making me walk in school will be pointed at, the first time in my life The second most famous school is actually because of infamy..."

Bai Ye shook his head mockingly.

"Things have come to this point, even if I yell and punch and kick those perpetrators, it will only make my reputation worse, and even teachers and other students will start to favor them who belonged to the perpetrators!"

"At that time, I felt that those bystanders and onlookers were hateful people. When the perpetrators were violent to the victims, they would keep silent. But when the victims resisted revenge, they would jump out to persuade them. The victim is magnanimous. Once the victim refuses to listen, they will even help the original perpetrator continue to oppress the victim under the banner of justice. They are still bullying and afraid of the hard in their bones, but they want to pretend to be a good person, so they become this kind of ambiguity. Not four things!"

The more Bai Ye talked, the more he got into the drama, his emotions changed rapidly, as if the little boy who was bullied in the story was really himself.

And Kaner Nayuta also gradually moistened the eye sockets, and the eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes.

What Bai Ye said made her feel so empathetic.

Ke Er Nayuta's voice was a little hoarse, and he asked, "What happened next?"

Chapter 50

Creatures like human beings, especially women who use more emotional thinking, will always be affected by a thinking circuit called "empathy".

The story that Bai Ye made up now obviously aroused the emotional resonance of Kaner Nayuta, and involved some of her memories.

Just like two injured cats licking each other's wounds, the girl immediately regarded Bai Ye as her own, and even because Bai Ye experienced more miserable things than her, she couldn't help but want to stick to him and give him a comforting hug hug.

Thinking of the erhu piece he played that day, Keer Nayuta felt extremely sad.

Only when you have truly experienced despair can you pull out such contagious sadness, right?

So she was eager to know what happened next.

Bai Ye's voice was also a little trembling: "Later... I became a lunatic and a psychopath in the eyes of everyone in the school, and even I almost felt that way myself."

"Every day at school has become a torment. No one is willing to sit with me, no one is willing to have a word with the madman, and even the teacher is unwilling to look at me again...

"This kind of cold violence is like drowning in a dark and cold lake, depriving me of all hope little by little."

"Until that day, a new trainee teacher came to our class—"

Seeing the brilliance in Bai Ye's eyes again, Kanarnayuta also became excited.

"She is a young and beautiful teacher. She paid close attention to me who was reading in a corner alone. On the first day, she sat next to me in the cafeteria and tried to strike up a conversation with me."

"I still clearly remember her embarrassment and panic when she wanted to communicate with me who was already autistic but didn't know where to start. This kind of sincere childishness made me feel warm for a long time, but at the same time I was afraid to put her I was dragged into the water, so I kept silent all the time."

"That meal was naturally spent in the strange eyes of others and the silence between each other. Just when I thought she would quit in spite of the difficulties, or choose to ignore under the bewitching of other teachers and students, she was eating lunch again. The time has come for me."

"This time I found that she brought an extra small bowl full of meat dishes. When I was wondering if she was a big eater, she suddenly poured all these dishes to me."

"Then explained that I'm at a growing age and should eat more."

"Such a simple, direct and even clumsy way of expressing kindness made me stunned at the time. I had never cried when I was bullied the most, but I burst into tears for no reason..."

Just when Bai Ye was about to squeeze out two tears to express the meaning of the situation, she found that the tears in the eyes of Kaner Nayuta next to her could no longer accumulate, and the two lines of clear tears drew beautiful arcs on her cheeks.

white night:"……"

Forget it, it's better not to cry, so as not to be seen as a flaw.

After taking a sip of barley tea, Bai Ye continued to talk about the future development.

In fact, these things are not completely made up. After synthesizing the experiences of many other people and adding some artistic processing, it becomes the story he said.

It's not once or twice that he cheated an ignorant girl, his conscience would not react at all, and he would even eat melon seeds and watch the show next to him.

Almost at the end of the story, Bai Ye made dumplings for the jealousy that had been laid before: "In this way, with the company and encouragement of that teacher, I rediscovered myself step by step, and regained the hope of living well. When we were together, she held my hand, wishing that I could live a better life, and passed on this hope.”

"So Kazuko, are you willing to accept the hope I pass on to you?"

Bai Ye stretched out his hand, looking quietly into the girl's eyes.