Dimensional Chat Group

"Brains are a wonderful thing, and I hope you have one too."

This is the first sentence Gaia said to him when he returned to the house after driving the Nian beast away.

After hearing this, Chen Yu bowed his head in shame for the first time, and it was the first time that Gaia said this and Chen Yu thought he was right.When facing Nian Beast, he didn't think of anything else, but impulsively wanted to solve this trouble with his own ability.At that time, as long as Chen Yu calmed down and thought about it, he wouldn't be forced to that point by Nian Beast.

As an authentic Yanhuang native, Chen Yu actually forgot that the Nian Beast was afraid of firecrackers. At that time, he only thought of Chen Yu, who was head-to-head with the opponent, and was almost pressed and rubbed on the ground by the opponent.

"Eri, why did you come out?"

Chen Yu didn't see who it was until the person behind him approached.

Now it's time to drive out the Nian beast, after the New Year's Eve dinner, everyone takes a shower and goes back to their room to sleep.The reason why Chen Yu is sitting here is because he is reflecting on everything that happened today, especially what happened to Nian Beast at night, the loss he suffered at the hands of Nian Beast, Chen Yu vowed not to suffer similar losses in the future.But even so, when everyone saw his disheveled appearance, Chen Yu was still very blocked.

This was the first time he was seen as powerless outside of Gaia, Reimu and others.For Chen Yu, who is nothing on the surface but actually very strong, the encounter with Nian Beast tonight is the most depressing time since he traveled.

Everyone hopes that they are reliable in the eyes of others, and no one wants the person they care about to see their incompetence, especially for someone like Chen Yu who has a lot of self-esteem in a certain way, this time it is completely It was his own negligence and negligence that made the mistake, which made him the most unforgivable.

"After driving away the Nian beast, everyone noticed that you were abnormal, Chen Yu, and everyone was very worried about you."

Originally, I wanted to talk about me, but when it came to my lips, Eri replaced me with everyone.

The time I spend with Chen Yu is neither long nor short.When Chen Yu was not present in the chat group before, people in the group would always mention Chen Yu unconsciously.Every time Chen Yu is mentioned, his strengths and weaknesses are discussed.After many discussions, everyone has roughly determined Chen Yu's personality.

The result of everyone's discussion made Ayase Eri a little sad.Because, as Chen Yu's girlfriend, Ayase Eri found out after seeing the results of everyone's discussion that she didn't know Chen Yu as much as anyone else.

"Everyone"

When Ayase Eri mentioned this, Chen Yu felt even more irritable.

Don't forget the beginning, don't forget the beginning, don't forget the beginning

These four words are the source of Chen Yu's current irritability.

Before crossing, Chen Yu himself didn't know when he was living for others. In his world, as long as the people he cares about around him are happy, he will be happy.On the contrary, if he is sad, he will also be sad.Chen Yu knew this very well, but he didn't know how to correct it.

Living for others is, in a way, an expression of extreme inferiority

This explanation is also correct, Chen Yu has low self-esteem, if he hadn't low self-esteem, he wouldn't be what he is now.As a loser in the real world, Chen Yu wants to live a "normal" and "happy" life. Apart from hiding or converting this inferiority complex into positive energy words by deceiving himself, Chen Yu knows that the next life will be extremely difficult.

Even after crossing, Chen Yu has not changed at all.

After time travel, the people in the chat group are the ones Chen Yu cares about the most. People who care about them see their incompetence. People like Chen Yu who are self-respecting but also inferior are absolutely unwilling to see, especially This happened because of my negligence.

"In fact, everyone hopes that Chen Yu can rely on them."

These words were not fabricated by Ayase Eri to comfort Chen Yu.It is the real thoughts of the people in the chat group. Most of the current chat group members have been helped by Chen Yu.Because of this, everyone wanted to help Chen Yu in turn.But in the face of Chen Yu's pretense of refusing help, everyone couldn't find a way to understand their own intentions.

Especially Eri Ayase, who got Chen Yu's past memories, hoped that she could help Chen Yu, whether it was spiritually or materially.But every time he gets along with him, he will take the responsibility on himself.Even if it is dismantled once, it will still be the same next time.

This can be said to be a morbid symptom, and everyone in the current chat group except Chen Yu, the person involved, knows about it.

"rely on"

Chen Yu really wanted to rely on them as Ayase Eri said.But in fact, Chen Yu would not do that unless it was a last resort, but if it was a last resort, Chen Yu had no chance to rely on them.

Chen Yu's reason for doing this is partly because of his character that he doesn't want to cause trouble for others, and partly because he is afraid that he will become a waste that cannot be independent in the future due to his addiction to dependence.

Looking at Chen Yu who was in deep thought, Ayase Eri gently moved Chen Yu's head on her lap, and gently combed his hair.

In her mind before, Chen Yu was a very reliable senior.But as she gets along with him for a long time, Ayase Eri gradually discovers the morbid contradiction hidden behind his trustworthiness.This kind of contradiction, appearing in other people, may have gone crazy long ago.

But Chen Yu not only has morbid contradictions in him, but he can also show this kind of appearance, which makes Ayase Eri very distressed.

I feel sorry for everything that Chen Yu suffered alone, I feel sorry for Chen Yu thinking about the consequences of every decision before doing everything, and I feel sorry for Chen Yu's selflessness that he can't find a goal but still tries to help others.

Therefore, Ayase Eri wanted to free Chen Yu from that morbid contradiction.What made her decide was what Gaia had said to her before.

558 Extreme sin--jealousy

"Xiaochun!"

"Xiaochun, open the door. Let me and Xiaotuo see if you feel unwell, we"

"Don't worry about me anymore!! You guys go!!!"

This time, before Chiyuri Kurashima finished speaking, Haruyuki Arita interrupted her.Arita Haruyuki said to Chiyuri Kurashima outside the door in an extremely rough tone.

""

The words in his mouth were swallowed abruptly, and his worried and anxious face suddenly became extremely disappointed.

"I understand"

"Xiaochun, you have to take good care of yourself."

Chiyuri Kurashima, who lowered her head and couldn't see the exact expression, left.

Dai Tuowu glanced at Haruyuki Arita behind the door, hesitating as if he had something to say to Haruyuki Arita, but in the end he didn't say it, and turned to chase after Chiyuri Kurashima.

Hearing footsteps from outside the door and realizing that the other party had left, Arita Haruyuki was so depressed that he didn't know what words to use to describe it.

At this time, in Arita Haruyuki's heart, what he was thinking in his heart were the scenes that happened in the previous life and the scenes that happened in this world, and the memories of the two lives overlapped.

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"I'm sorry, Xiaoqian Atuo, I don't want to hurt you, but everything I do now is beyond my control"