It's Very Easy to Fill in Next Time

Until Liu Shengshuangyue straightened her waist and waved her hands: "Brother, over here!"

A young man approached with a steaming drink in his hand: "Well, coconut and mango flavors."

"Thanks, brother."

"Thank you, brother—" Jinguji responded.

"Huh?" Threatening glances swept over.

"Cough, thank you, Brother Bai!" The witch immediately changed her words into a heroic tone.

Bai Wei smiled disapprovingly, then he noticed a third person's gaze, and lowered his head subconsciously.

eye contact...

Gui Die was about to get up subconsciously, she didn't touch and get close on purpose.

However, as soon as he left the seat, the young man held his shoulder with one hand.

"Don't get excited." Bai Wei said, "I know you didn't mean it, and you can't possibly know where I am."

"I'm leaving immediately," she said.

"It's quite rare to meet for the second time." Bai Wei also sat down: "Let's... have a chat..."

Jinguji and Liu Shengshuangyue continued shopping, and when they left, Bai Wei started to complain instead.

"Going shopping with a woman is really a huge project that consumes both mental and physical strength. I'm being treated like a moose, and I won't be rewarded."

"You want the horse to run, but you don't give the horse grass... It's too much to give the horse no grass!"

"It's so sloppy."

Bai Wei unscrewed the barley tea and took a sip.

"Besides, I can hardly remember how many times I went shopping... What's more, every time I go shopping, the route is different, and the clothes I buy will also be different. Women are really fickle in this regard, and even history has happened. There was a subtle error."

"Oh, I'm just complaining. I don't mean to incite confrontation. You can use my language loopholes to make statements, but you can't rise to the level of personality attacks. After all, I'm just a Ming countryman. This is a habitual complaint."

Not waiting for his endless complaints to end.

Gui Die opened his mouth and interrupted his gossip: "Do you remember how many times in the past?"

Bai Wei shook his head: "I haven't remembered it since the tenth time, maybe seventy or eighty times, maybe a hundred?"

"Aren't you angry?" the girl asked, mocking herself: "You can scold me, scold me for being too selfish, scold me for being too stupid."

"It's not that..." Bai Wei shook his head again and again: "A hundred times is too much, and now I live in the same ward with Rintaro Okabe."

"Even so!" Gui Die buried her head, she wanted to say that she had repeated it hundreds of times, but still got nothing, and even after dozens of times, her memory became vague, and she just kept repeating death.

Bai Wei expressed his understanding: "Although the experience of being forced to read files suddenly is not good when playing games, I don't blame you. Just like what I said, what you are facing is not an opponent that can be easily defeated. For normal people, it's hard."

"Yes." The girl folded her arms, her voice mixed with a nasal voice:

Gui Die raised her eyes, there was nothingness in her eyes, even her voice was so weak.

"It's hard...it's hard..."

"Your face is ugly." Bai Wei said: "It can be seen that your spirit is also hard to maintain. After so long, have you ever slept?"

She shook her head lightly, how could she fall asleep.

After a while, she said softly.

"Mr. Bai..."

"Ok?"

"It's dangerous to stay with me."

"I know……"

"Aren't you going?"

"The flow of people is the best umbrella. If it doesn't work, you can reopen it. I'll lend you a knife."

"It's heartless." The girl said.

"I'm sorry, but I'm the kind of person who shows off." Bai Wei laughed.

"Then it's just me talking to myself." She sat up straight: "Can you please listen to what's on my mind?"

Chapter 65 Do not go gentle into that good night

"My family is a prestigious family, and I am the daughter of a Wu family."

"Father told me to have the character of a daughter of a samurai family, so I went to read and study Ming Dynasty poems, followed by flower arrangement and tea ceremony."

"My father told me that one must have the skills of a daughter of a martial arts family, so I started practicing swords at the age of seven, non-stop every day, and gradually the sword never left my body."

"My father told me that as a daughter of the family, I have to contribute to the family, so I began to accept bridal practice at the age of 19."

"I like musical instruments and playing shakuhachi, but my father thought it would be a waste of time, so I lost shakuhachi and fired my vocal teacher."

"I like comics and reading materials. The martial arts novels of the Ming Dynasty tend to be documentary literature and are very romantic. I secretly read several volumes. After I was discovered, I never read any novels. I only read poems, famous novels and prose."

"I also like small animals, but the little rabbits, turtles, and goldfish I raised were all sent away. When I was ten years old, I received a Persian cat and raised it for half a year. Because it was sick, I missed a day of class. was also sent away."

"But so far, I can accept it."

"My family is like this, maybe it is destined to be difficult to be free in this life."

"I also know that my father is under a lot of pressure, my mother passed away early, my grandfather is not capable enough, and the burden of the whole big family is on his shoulders... I also hope that I can become an adult earlier and help him solve his problems."

"It doesn't hurt to sacrifice a little bit of ego for that."

"I guess, this is my fate."

"I've spent 20 years of my life like this, and I thought I was ready, I thought I was mature enough."

"but……"

"I didn't expect this to happen, it came so fast, I was caught off guard, it was just a sleep...but it was so bizarre, so traumatic, so brutal."

"In the first few retracements, I didn't pay too much attention to it, and I didn't take it too seriously."

"In fact, there are also science fiction novels, such as resurrection from the dead, rewinding time, and the elements in popular movies are very powerful."

"I accepted the status quo, I thought I could manage the situation and save the people in the tram like a movie star, and save myself."

"Is this a kind of self-deception? Or is something abnormal because of dying twice..."

"Looking back now, I also feel very strange. I seem to have no roots, very stupid and naive."

"Then, like karma, reality slapped me back."

"A very painful slap."

"When I saw the back of the head of the family I grew up with was split with an ax, I finally realized it."

"This world doesn't make sense at all."

"It's the same with the group of evil god believers, and it's the same with the suddenly changing world."

"It's so easy to die."

"It's like a piece of paper, it will be torn if you pull it lightly, and it will be burnt up in a fire, like grass, like dust."

"Die so many times."

"Been through so much."

"I finally realized that I was really immature, and I really took it for granted."

"I don't have the ability to protect myself in this world, let alone save others. I can't even save myself."

"Since the past, I have been walking on the path set by others. I have never made my own choice, so it is my own fault that I have fallen to this point. If I realized it earlier, maybe the result would be different. .”

"I am weak and I have no strength for revenge."

"So I dropped my sword and ran away in a panic."

"I'm also afraid of pain, I'm also afraid of death, and what I'm more afraid of is...meaningless repetition."

"There is no chance of winning, just repeating this again and again, what am I doing? What can I do?"

"Is it my destiny to go back and forth again and again until my soul and spirit are exhausted?"

She crossed her arms and buried her head.

Lonely, helpless, low, crying.

She was trapped in this reincarnation, no matter whether she was sobbing or howling, no one else could hear her.

Swallowing and chewing with bitterness and pain, I was secretly sad alone.

Telling the accumulated emotions to her mouth, slowly expressing all the backlog of mental pressure, she realized that she was already riddled with holes.

I'm really tired, tired, tired...

I don't even want to move a finger, I just want to cry, like a lonely child.

She leaned on the bench by the side of the road, tilted her head, and her voice became lower and lower.

……

"Brother." Liu Shengshuangyue approached.

"Falling asleep." Bai Wei beckoned her to come closer, and lightly exchanged places with her: "You stay here."

"Clam?"

"I have something to do, you wait here for my return." Bai Wei gently stroked his sister's cheek: "Got it?"

"Oh..." The temperature of her cheeks being touched made the girl blush and her heart beat, and she even forgot to ask.

It wasn't until the back of the young man mingled with the crowd that she realized that she should ask, but she had no choice but to sit still because of the little girl beside her.

……

Bai Wei walked around the corner and stopped: "Planning to follow me?"

"No." Jinguji Saki poked his head out: "Pure passing by..."

"It's better for you to stay with Shuangyue."