Fantasies That Descend on Collapse

"yes..."

Looking at Qiyana who thought carefully and then gave an answer, Luo Chen just smiled, then reached out and stroked her head.

"Well, there is now."

"..."

"Come on, I'm not a kid anymore,"

After feeling the comfort coming from the top of her head, Qiyana just froze for a moment, and then slapped off the other party's palm that was stroking her head with a reddish cheek.

She didn't hate that feeling, but she couldn't say she liked it either.

This was the first time that Kiyana was touched on the head by someone other than her father.

"If it's not a child, then it's a child, right?"

"It's not a child either! I've grown up and become an adult!"

"No Qiyana, you should still be a child."

Looking at the 16-year-old girl in front of him who had already started claiming to be an adult, Luo Chen just chuckled, then shook his head and objected to the conclusion proposed by Qiyana.

"All children will eventually grow up, and the condition for growing up is not just being old enough."

"Son, I know you are strong and smart, and I know that you have gone through a harder experience than your peers."

"These experiences can make you grow and let you understand the world, but it may not be enough to make you grow up."

"Growth requires opportunities. The earlier you grow up, the more cruel the opportunities you need."

"And even if you get the opportunity to become an adult, the status of an adult is not an honor, but a responsibility."

"My child, if one day you really grow up..."

"Then you need to make your own decisions about everything you face..."

Luo Chen said so, and then stretched out his hand to caress Qiyana's head again, his eyes were full of doting.

"If I could, I'd really like to..."

"I very much hope that you, that child, Mei and Bronya, can spend this supposedly most precious time in life safely and happily..."

Luo Chen gently stroked Qiyana's head with his hands, the expression in his eyes became more doting, and at the same time, the movements of his hands became more gentle.

And Kiyana, whose head was being stroked, didn't resist as much as before. Now she just blushed and quietly enjoyed the extremely unique care from the other party.

He carefully smoothed the raised hair on the top of Kiyana's head, and neatly stroked the white hair from the sideburns behind her ears, just like a young mother taking care of her young daughter who can't even dress up.

"Okay kid, I really have something to discuss with Fu Hua. If you don't mind, I'll continue to listen to you about your past experiences after I finish handling the matter and return to the room."

"Oh, by the way, and remember that after I leave, remember not to talk to strangers casually."

After such an explanation, Luo Chen just stood up again, and then walked out of the restaurant, but this time, Qiyana just watched the other party leave from his sight without saying a word.

She put her hand on the top of her head, but what she experienced was not the unique sense of comfort that she could feel before.

"Hello, little girl..."

"Eh...?"

The abrupt greeting made Qiyana stop touching her head. She turned her head and saw an elderly man walking towards her with red wine in his hand

"Can you do me a little favor, old man?"

Well, that might be bad news

How should I put it, it should be a long time no see, probably more than half a year.

Let me first talk about what I have been doing in the past six months. It is not a sudden disappearance. Since the end of last year, I have been busy for a long time. I have a question about graduation, and it took a long time to get it right. After a short rest, I Something that everyone knows happened, and the only feeling at that time was shock, and I was also thinking about whether to start writing again or not.

As we all know, every Mihei was originally Miweibing. The main reason why I wrote this book on a whim was because of impulse and dissatisfaction with the plot in the game. A novice who writes texts, has evolved into the current one after stumbling and stumbled. It should be said that he can write for people to read and understand, right?After writing a book for so long, I naturally have feelings for this book, not to mention it is the first book I have read in my life, and I don’t want to just tj drop tj so casually, I will feel sorry, It is also a pity for the book I wrote, but judging from the performance of mhy during this period, it is difficult for me to treat this book with the greatest enthusiasm as I did at the beginning. book.

There are actually three stages in writing a book. The first stage is to write a book for myself, while writing a fanfic is because of my love for the original book and dissatisfaction with the official plot, which led me to write to write what I think It is better content; and the second stage is for those readers who have similar interests, those who have read my book, those who have read my book, those who support me, and those who are dissatisfied with the original plot, all It can become the driving force for me to write books, so that I can happily write these, what I want to see, and what you want to see, and these two stages are also the highest point of writer's productivity, and can make writing The opportunity for the enthusiasm of the hand to fall from the highest point is nothing more than time and the unforeseen accident.

Indeed, with the passage of time, my enthusiasm gradually began to decline from the highest point. Some of the reasons are indeed because I have been writing books for a long time, and some of them are because of the official blindly eating Book.

Maybe it's tired, maybe it's love, or both, and usually at this time, the writer's creative stage should have entered the third stage, writing purely for profit, yes, if If you really want me to write, I can still write 2k words of unnutritious hydrology a day, and then occasionally write something that readers want to see, so that my updates can be guaranteed, and my interests can also be guaranteed. ensure.

But to be honest, I am not short of money, and I started writing because of my passion, and this kind of behavior is not only irresponsible to readers, but also deviates from my original intention of writing, although I said that this situation happened when I first launched it. Although there are only about a few chapters, no matter how many reasons there are, this is caused by me alone. It has already become a fact, so I still want to say sorry to everyone here. , I am really sorry.

Well, this may be bad news 2

I chose to create this book out of my love for the original work of Honkai 3rd, and the readers who can see my book must also like me, love the original work, so they choose to click on me This book, and then choose to read, so even though my enthusiasm is no longer what it used to be, I still choose to use a 2-3 day update to get the chapter content out of the level of hydrology, to reach the level that I think can barely let readers The point of reading, but it was delayed for a long time because of academic reasons.

Then after this period of procrastination, I encountered what mhy did. How to put it, I was really disappointed. The game and character design that domestic players love so much were treated like this by the official, but after all, these things are important to the game. To them, it's just a way and condition to make money, but it's just too disgusting.

Since then, I have also tried to write to see if I can continue to write, but every time I think of the facts that happened, the feeling when I write, it is not as smooth and happy as before, the only feeling is only shock and sadness. , probably... I really can't fall in love anymore

To be honest, in such a mood, what I wrote naturally cannot be described in words, and it is really unreasonable to ask readers to pay for this thing that cannot even be called a text. Why don't you just...

To be honest, I thought about it for a long time, whether to end this first book in my life, but after thinking about it for a long time, I finally couldn't bear to make this decision, but I couldn't just do it like this. Everyone has a result. If this is the case, the update frequency of my book may be described as a long delay. Maybe when mhy really responds positively, I should start writing again. After all, according to my outline, more than half of this story is still unfinished, but now, from my personal point of view, I don't have much motivation to start writing, after all, I really can't love it anymore, can I?

As for future thoughts, I should still open a book. Recently, someone fooled me to see the horse racing girl and then kidnapped me into the game. The content of the next book is already obvious, so there is no need to repeat it , Maybe after opening a new book, it is hard to say that I will go back to write the old book when I can’t write anymore. After all, the update frequency of the old book is a long-term delay.

Well, the current time is June 2021, 6. Before I knew it, it has been so long since April 25, 2018 when the update was first started. I am really grateful that I have been able to open this book. , thank you for reading the chapters before I put it on the shelf, thank you for those who read the last chapter after it was put on the shelves, and thank you for those who can still see this description. After all, as a writer, I am here with you. The fate in this book has come to an end.

Then, as a writer whose fate with you has been exhausted, I can only wish that you will encounter books that are better than mine and that suit your own taste in the days to come.

Once again, thank you again, thank you very much and I am very sorry. I also hope that I will have the opportunity to meet you again in the future.

Chapter 9 I was actually surprised when this happened

"call..."

Luo Chen, who was standing in front of the vanity in the bathroom, after recalling what he did before, just sighed, then turned on the water valve, and washed his hands with a complex expression.

Doesn't the attitude I showed when I talked to that child earlier seem a bit too... intimate?

There is no doubt that he loves the other party very much, but this does not explain why his previous self showed such out-of-the-ordinary emotions towards the other party.

The clear water washed his hands, bringing him a little coolness, but it couldn't take away his confusion at this time.

So...what the hell...why?

He stared at his hands that were washed by water, pondered and worried, until someone's voice suddenly sounded in his ears.

The person who spoke was Cecilia, but the answer given by the other party at this moment was completely beyond his expectations.

'You prefer this child, just like I, as a mother, prefer my own children. '

"This is your preference, Chen..."

After getting such an answer from Cecilia, he just turned off the switch of the water valve with his hands, then supported the table with both hands, and kept repeating the answer in his mind

Preference...preference, why is it...preference?

Unable to understand, he just raised his head and stared at the mirror in front of him, which reflected his own appearance.

Is it because of Cecilia?The mother's preference for her daughter is expressed to that child through herself as the medium?

Or is it because of Kallen?The ancestor's preference for the younger generation was expressed to the child through the medium of himself?

Confused, he touched his own image in the mirror in front of him with his hand, and then he was in a daze.Unexpectedly, I got the answer to solve this confusion.

After he stopped touching the mirror, he just stabbed his finger hard into his 'cheek', and after a sound as if the soft body was being torn apart, he tore off his 'cheek'.

The 'appearance' of the past was held tightly in his hands, and what was shown in the mirror at this moment was his present 'appearance'.

Yes, indeed, as Cecilia said, it was the emotion called preference that prompted him to make the previous behavior.

It was real, from his heart, the preference he gave to that child.

He stared at his current 'appearance' in the mirror, and then put his hand on the mirror again, as if he was stroking himself in the mirror.

"Because that child and I are actually the same kind..."

That child is just like me, with a different 'appearance', but the difference from me is that the other party at this stage has not yet noticed this fact.

That child's 'appearance' in the past was Sirin, but the current 'appearance' is Kiyana, so...the future 'appearance' of that child...

"Will that child end up like what I have seen, become like that?"

He whispered like this, and then he tightly clenched the palm that was attached to the mirror, and then slowly relaxed after a while, his eyes were full of melancholy.

"I just hope that the world I have seen before can become a little bit more perfect because of my intervention..."

"But I have no right to see the future, but I still have such thoughts... Do I seem a little too greedy?"

Looking at his own reflection in the mirror, he just said so mockingly, and at the same time withdrew his palm attached to the mirror, then stretched out his hand to untie the shackles of the dress he was wearing, and slowly took off the clothes that seemed to him to be so important to him. Said to look too gorgeous attire.

In the past, he was outside the line and could only watch what happened in the line but had no right to interfere. Now he is placed in the line and has the right to tamper with it but cannot spy on everything in the future.

"If I can become a shell to protect them, will the future that I can't see become less cruel than I remember?"

'But the shell will eventually break due to the passage of time, and the people protected by the shell will eventually face the day when they face reality. '

'If that time really comes, what should you do as a shell, and what will happen? '

After being fully dressed, Luo Chen heard the question from Kallen's mouth. He just stretched out his hand and put on his past 'appearance', and walked towards Huan's washroom while answering the other party.

"I didn't know what would happen to me at that time, and I didn't know what to do."

"But at least now that I am a shell, I can save them from having to face the cruel reality so early."

"That's enough."

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Bound by gravity, doesn't that seem...strange?

All living things in this world will inevitably be favored by the thing called gravity, but the feeling brought by this favor should not be described by the word bondage.

But at this moment, Fu Hua was unexpectedly fortunate to realize what kind of experience it is to be bound by gravity.

The hands are controlled, and the body is imprisoned in the air. Although the feet are off the ground, the body in the air does not have the slightest sense of lightness.

Now she is fixed on the wall called the sky by invisible shackles.

Completely, blundered.

Although I already expected that the other party would deploy guards at the place of the transaction before starting the task, but I didn't expect that the other party would choose to replace all the human guards on the upper level with machine guards. .