Heroes Who Can't Fit into the Team and New Encounters

Whether it is the memory of fighting side by side, or the memory of returning to the royal capital, it is exciting and exciting.

I can't forget those memories and Kerr's back.

am i going to get him

Do I need to express my kindness to him?

What did he think of Madeleine and Carol?

And we haven't arrived yet, it's too early to think about it.

In this way, it dragged on year after year in an ambiguous state.Things changed a lot until Kerr and I were both 18 years old.

Originally, we had all invaded the territory of the Demon Race, and we were about to take the most important step in the crusade against the Demon King. Kai joined the team.

Kay is a handsome nobleman. Undoubtedly, in terms of attractiveness, he is more able to arouse women's desire than Kerr's slightly wooden boy.But I'm not the kind of superficial woman who won't be easily hooked.

I really thought so at the time.

One more thing that has changed is Kerr.

On a certain day, Kerr killed a stingy nobleman who refused to be used by our troops.

From that day on, Kerr was as heroic as before, and he could clearly see the heavy haze in his eyes.And surprisingly, the color of his magic changed too.

The pure white and dazzling white turned into a blood-like crimson.

The color of the magic power represents the state of mind or character of the magic power holder from a certain angle.

White usually represents qualities such as firmness, justice, and kindness.

And red represents enthusiasm, hearty, tyrannical, angry and so on.

I don't know what changed in Kerr's heart and why, but I know that Kerr no longer has the radiance of the past.

And it's not just about a year ago, it's been happening earlier.The color of magic power will not change instantly, it will always have a slow changing process.I wanted to ask, but was also afraid to ask.I don't know what Kerr's heart is like, and I'm afraid that after knowing Kerr's heart, whether I will be disappointed, despair, and hate him.

Red magic power, what kind of magic power is that?What does it mean Kerr is thinking?

I want to ask, I want to know, I want to know.If the Sun God came down to me at that time and asked about my wishes, I would definitely choose to know Kerr's thoughts now.

I dreaded seeing what lay beneath Kerr's dark eyes.

Possibly a sticky and deep swamp.

It could also be the fire of anger that loses its mind.

I'm scared, but I can't suppress my curiosity.I want to know the heart of that man, the secret of that man's strength.

Still, every time I wanted to talk to Kerr alone, I always felt a twinge of pain when I saw him talking to Carroll and Madeleine.

Especially Carol, who is Kerr's childhood sweetheart, she often circles around Kerr.I heard that she was one year old when Kerr was younger, and she spent more than ten years with Kerr. She might be his closest person and the person who knows him best.

"..."

Therefore, every time I want to talk to Kerr, I can't speak when I see Carroll next to Kerr.

Just as I was having extremely complicated emotions for Kerr, the Pope of the Theological Church began to send me letters.

In his letters, he publicized Kay's family background, praised Kay's achievements, and told me about the power and wealth of Kay's family.

Do not say such things in your letters, my lord.

I know Kai's merits, but it's because he joined that the progress of the brave team's strategy slowed down.Because the original command of one person has become two, many nobles and soldiers may not necessarily concentrate on Kerr's orders.

But I cannot complain to His Holiness about Kaye's influence.

Because he is the Pope.

There must be a meaning to his letter, and I happened to understand it.

Kay, who has royal blood on her body, and me, the saint of the gods, are you.

The unity of kingship and theocracy?Or does it have other deeper meanings?

I can't fully read what His Holiness means, but I know what His Holiness needs me to do.

I'm going crazy.

My thoughts are driving me crazy.

Power, emotion, and family surrounded me like three witches, judging and cursing in a small room.I can clearly feel that the fire of judgment is burning my soul and wearing down my will.

I vaguely remember my mother's lonely eyes.How beautiful are the blue eyes of the mother, who is a noble lady, as blue as the vast sea.

But in the end her life was not as free as the sea.

Because of the needs of the family, my mother married my upstart father and gave birth to me.

"Mother, are you happy?"

I used to ask her that when I was a kid.

"Happiness. If you are not happy, how can you be raised so big?"

Despite my mother's answer, I will never forget those blue, tired eyes.

So what am I supposed to do?

Kerr's affairs, Kay's affairs, Pope's affairs, Carol, Madeleine, demons, Demon King——

These things drained my heart and brain.If someone could cut open my skull, it would be an empty skull.

Therefore, I, who didn't understand anything, and who couldn't make a choice, nodded lightly on the night when Kay wooed me.

Maybe I just want someone to help me choose.

Finally, free from these things.

I don't need to worry about Kerr anymore, and I don't need to think about Carol anymore.

At this time, I occasionally ask myself, have I really liked someone?Or just looking for someone to rely on?In terms of external conditions, Kerr is no match for Kay, but is the connection between people only between power and money?

After my mother married my father, I never had to worry about food and clothing, but is life just about food and clothing?

The most important thing is, now is the time of war, Kai, who has military power, or Kerr, who can only rely on violence to subdue the nobles, which one is more worth following?

I still can't figure out these things. When I grow up, I may scold me for being weak.But that's my limit as a woman.

I am afraid.really scared.

Although war is now something I am accustomed to, the tension that pricked my skin when I first entered the battlefield has left an indelible mark on my heart.And at that time, who was by my side?

What should I do?I really can't decide.

Therefore, I can only let others decide for me.

Kay helped me make a decision that night that I couldn't have made on my own.

I have to admit that when Kay entered my body, apart from the severe pain, my mind and body were greatly satisfied.

Involuntarily, a sound like a bird's call came out from the depths of his throat.

That's the voice I was once praised by Kerr.

"My lord, your voice is very nice."

Kerr smiled shyly.

At that time, he was an extraordinary brave man.

Now, in the heart of the saint, a young man with bright eyes has been lost.

Behind the scenes without the protagonist's involvement, eight city girls don't dream of Prince Charming

Madeleine, 18 years old, was born in the city and is a graduate of Phellenwalt School of Magic.Joined the brave team in the 32nd year of the solar calendar, and his position was magician.

I was born in an ordinary family with ordinary parents and ordinary friends. As an ordinary person, I went to an extraordinary magic academy, but when I entered the academy, I was still ordinary.

My parents, neighbors, friends, and others all think that it is a rare thing for me to study in the magic academy, and it is something to be proud of.But after I entered the college, I could clearly understand that there are thousands of "students who are proud of ordinary people" like me.I am an extraordinary ordinary person. Inside the academy, I am ordinary, but outside the academy, I am extraordinary.

When I was still in college, my grades were above average, which had nothing to do with the outstanding talents discussed by my classmates.When you are lucky, you can get a good score in a certain test, and you can get the praise of some ordinary students, or the attention of outstanding students, but that's all.The exams in school are like an endless sea in the northwest, with no end in sight, but my attention-grabbing time is only for a moment.

I am an ordinary person, I also think that I am an ordinary person, and I am willing to be an ordinary person.

Magic Academy is hard to get into.I won't say much about how difficult it is to get in.

From the composition of the students in the college, we can know that more than [-]% of the noble students and [-]% of the civilians.

If civilians want to enter, they can only rely on their brains, exams and magic research to step into the gate of the noble academy.

Those are two worlds completely different from ordinary society.Expensive and beautiful clothing, exquisite uniforms, school buildings with a long history, students, professors, and teachers of noble blood.Everything seems to be piled up with gold, dazzling and yearning.

Noble but not vulgar, luxurious but beautiful.

It's not as unbearable as the common people who hate the nobles say.Many commoners would laugh at some of the outrageous aesthetics of the nobles, thinking that their brains were fooled by the wings of the griffin beasts, and they actually used gold coins to create a lot of ugly and outrageous things.But in fact, the academy is endowed with high class and wisdom, expensive buildings and decorations, and many researchers who are proficient in the abyss of the magic way.

And I am in it, neither noble nor wise.

Madeleines are just plain madeleines.A little more gold coins than the common people in the city, and a little more wisdom than the common people in the academy.

It can't reach the long hair of the nobleman at all.By the way, many aristocratic girls think that the longer the hair, the more noble, because only rich girls have time to take care of their long hair, and they don't need to drag their beautiful hair to do chores at home. Or dirty work.

Therefore, I often teach my juniors, don't be dazzled by those noble students in the academy, there are many things that you can't get.The attention of the crowd, the glory of the school, the admiration of the professors, and the admiration of the classmates are all exclusive to many aristocratic students, and ordinary people are not entitled to enjoy them.

But there are still many juniors and juniors who are blinded by those dazzling things like stars. They pounce on the handsome men and women in the nobles, and the result can only be pitiful and ridiculed.

Ahhh, another school girl got pregnant today.Let's accompany her to buy abortion pills on another day off.After all, it is a noble breed, if it is born without permission, serious internal struggles may break out in the child's father's family.

Uh, a junior was cheated on by a noble girl.I have already reminded him that the noble lady is a slut who only eats virgins, but he didn't believe it and insisted on going.In the end, she was tricked into going to bed, and the next day she saw that young lady kissing another man.Now howling and crying I have to comfort him.

Um?A junior was raped by a senior today?

Eh?A school girl was pulled into bed by her school sister?

The aristocrats aren't all bad guys.My younger brothers and sisters all uphold this belief and associate with nobles.But I know one thing, nobles who mess with their relationships are definitely not good people.Unfortunately, most people won't heed my advice.

In other words, if it is really a nobleman with noble background and strict family education, who would choose to combine with a commoner?There are also many beautiful and intelligent young ladies who are not human.

How could a commoner girl meet Prince Charming?Prince Charming, you have to be a princess to be worthy of him.

Therefore, what I can do is to chat with those injured juniors and occasionally give some help within my ability to relieve their heartache.

Therefore, I don’t know when it started, there have been rumors in the college that I love to take care of people.

There are many young juniors who respect me, and many outstanding juniors have pursued me, but only I know this clearly.

What's the use of being respected by the common people?I'm an ordinary person, that's all.