Heroes Who Can't Fit into the Team and New Encounters

That's right, if you simply want to escape, you don't need to be with Kerr.Madeleine needed a shield, a shield to get away.If Kerr was to blame for everything, Madeleine's own escape plan would be foolproof.

Even if you fail, you can put your responsibilities aside.

"Sister, answer me, what are you thinking? You said you liked Kay, and now you want to run away. Is the relationship between you two irretrievable?"

"So what? This is my business, it has nothing to do with you!"

"Oh——" Kerr sighed, and came to the final conclusion: "Then you can write a letter, or just say it out, tell them that it is your true wish to escape, and then I will take you with me."

"Why, are you doubting me? Are you so distrustful of me?"

"I don't have doubts, nor do I distrust. Or I can tell them with you. Indeed, leaving without saying goodbye is too bad for the other companions." Kerr squinted at Madeleine: "To go or not to go , you decide for yourself."

"..."

A kind of distrustful anger and a sense of shame that she was seen through by others arose spontaneously, and Madeleine's head and face turned red as if she had been burned.

Today is the first time that Madeleine has negative emotions such as anger, resentment, and complaints towards the honest Kerr.If asked whether she disliked Kerr more or Kay more, Madeleine couldn't answer.

Do you hate the evil deeds of bad people a little more, or do you hate friends who don't follow your own way more? This is a difficult question.

Because most people think that a friend's kindness is due, and once a friend doesn't meet his own wishes, he is no longer a friend.

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Getting up from the bed, the animal skin quilt that had come off the thread was covering the stomach, Kerr opened his eyes wide to wake himself up, and the day came again.

A year ago, Kerr also woke up immediately like today.Only in the past year, Kerr didn't want to get up when he woke up.Sometimes Kerr would ask herself, am I such a superficial person?No reason to fight without a woman?Later, it wasn't until Truy appeared next to the current Kerr that Kerr realized that he might not lack women, but a lack of "companions".

Even the strongest brave in the country, there will be times when he is afraid of losing his fighting ability and will be bedridden.If the nightmare comes true, Kay will lead the three heroines to successfully defeat the Demon King, leaving Kerr alone in bed waiting to die.

Indeed, in the past four years, Falian has never slackened in treating everyone.But when Falian and Kay were dating, Kerr inevitably had some pessimistic thoughts.

How sad is it that at the strongest age, with the strongest power in your hands, no one favors you? 19-year-old Kerr has nothing, so what will the 29-year-old, 39-year-old, and 49-year-old Kerr have?

I am in this world with nothing in my hand and only me by my side.

By my side, only me.

I forgot what I was fighting for, and what I was working so hard for, until Troy appeared.

Only the existence of Trui is the reason Kerr wants to continue fighting.

Brave men are not liked by girls, nor are they favored by the people, so why not fight for the only believer?With the stability of the protected kingdom, children like Troy will surely have a bright future.

Then, now Kerr realized that protecting Troy does not need to kill the Demon King, and Kerr's current ability may not be able to stably kill the Demon King.

It might as well leave here. Even if he doesn't live here with Ayers, Troy can continue to grow.

Fleeing from the front line was not because Kerr was timid, nor because Kerr was not brave.Instead, he discovered that there is actually no place for him here, and Wiswaziri may not lack a brave man with regressing strength.

Therefore, Kerr agreed to take Troy out of here, become her big brother, and help her find a good wife. This was Kerr's unilateral agreement with Troy.

"Ah, my relationship with Falian has just recovered a bit, and now I decided to run away again, will she be angry?"

Getting up savagely, Kerr suddenly remembered the reconciliation conversation between him and Falian.That was when Falian was going to borrow troops from Antonio before Kerr decided to leave Wiswaz.

Kerr had always been looking for soldiers before, so Falian made an appointment with Kerr the night before the day of departure to ask about his experience in borrowing soldiers.

Kerr doesn't have any experience of "borrowing soldiers". In his eyes, it is natural to contribute to the kingdom in times of crisis. He usually cuts off his master and snatches the soldiers directly.

There is no experience to talk about, and no reason to say no.

In the empty cafeteria late at night, Kerr sat with her legs crossed in front of the big dining table.It was a large long dining table for soldiers to eat. Normally, many people would stay here to eat.Right now, in the middle of the night, only Kerr and Falian were sitting facing each other.Between the two was the long wooden dining table with a three-pronged candlestick on it. The light from the candlestick illuminated the two of them, but it couldn't dispel the other darkness in the cafeteria.

"Keer, I didn't expect you to value Truy so much, can you forgive me?"

Forgive my stupidity, I didn't realize that "masculine" troy was so important to you, and that was an oversight on my part.

"Hmm...Actually, there is nothing to forgive or not to forgive. The different ways we treat the same person make me feel that there is a big difference between me and the Holy Maiden..."

This passage was not resolute, and Kerr seemed to think that it was difficult for Falian to let Troy sell "male sex".But it's just unacceptable, not unacceptable.

Because Falian has the banner of justice that keeps Troy alive.

In order for Truy to survive, she was allowed to return home.

Saintess Falian has such an unbreakable banner.

"We are no different. Like you, I don't want anyone to die. You keep her by your side. I want her to return to China. I think we are essentially the same."

"That's it..." The flame of the candle flickered in Falian's blue eyes, Kerr seemed to see Falian, the fledgling saint four years ago, in the dim candlelight.

"Ah."

"Master Saint, I'm really sorry. I was too excited when I said such impolite words to you last time."

"I, when I was a saint, I saw a huge number of corpses and wounded in different horrific situations. I have seen a lot, and I have become numb. In front of mountains of corpses, I am more willing to see people who are miserably tortured , but people who are still breathing. They can rely on my magic to come back to life before they die. So I really think that it is better for Troy to become a plaything of the nobles than to die here."

Falian lowered her eyes, her big blue eyes were covered by long eyelashes, Kerr couldn't see the expression on Falian's face clearly.

"...Well...the fact is like this, I still can't accept it emotionally."

"I didn't make you accept it, I just let you understand what I was thinking. Kerr, am I not a hopeless woman? In terms of the number of human beings saved in the past four years, I don't think I will lose to anyone people."

"Haha, in terms of the number of human beings saved, I will not lose to anyone."

After many days and nights, the saint and the hero finally smiled at the same time.The two alone, in the orange-red flame of the three-pronged candlestick, brought them back to the past, the days of adventure where only they and Carroll were around the campfire.Four times the white ash bloomed, and four years passed.Kerr and Falian have already passed through their youth and have officially entered their youth.

People change every time, let alone four years.

In front of Kerr, it was still not the Falian four years ago, not the irritable and impulsive saint, nor the person he could easily pursue.

Four years ago, Kerr thought that he would be rewarded a lot by becoming a brave man.Now it seems that it is better to farm the land honestly.

"Keer, you are right. We saved this kingdom together with you, and no one can erase your contribution to the kingdom."

"Just kidding, I don't have any achievements. The voice among the soldiers is not as high as Kay's."

"Bored maggots don't need to pay attention to them. Commoners who think that they can gain status as long as they please Kaiyi, if they have this kung fu, they might as well train their physical strength to increase the possibility of survival."

"So, Miss Saint, you don't like those people?"

"Yeah," Fa Lian shook her head: "It's not people who hate it. To be precise, I hate slack in self-improvement, but try to make profits by flattering me."

"You think so, too, my lord."

"It's been so many years, and I'm still called Lady Saint. You call Kai by name directly, but you rarely call me by my name. In this castle, my status may not be nobler than Kai's."

Kerr thought for a while, and in the yellow candlelight, she felt that Falian's face was not as immature as she remembered before.The years that are enough to change a person have passed, and Falian is no longer a girl, but a saint who has experienced many battles.

"That's right, the wife of that guy Kay, it's also strange for me to use an honorific name."

Hearing this, Falian felt a burst of distress in her heart.She has never imagined that the time when Kerr was willing to call her by her name was when Kerr thought she was someone else's wife.

"Madeleine probably really likes Kay. But me, do you really think so?"

It was late at night, and Falian's face was not very real under the beating of the candlelight. Kerr sat there quietly listening to her narration.

"If it wasn't for the consideration of the family, if it wasn't for the letters sent by the Pope, I—"

The beautiful and fragile voice of the saint turned into a flying bird, flapping its wings and flying in the room.It seemed impossible to fly to the destination like that, but it always stopped on Kerr's shoulder in the end, and conveyed the remorse and painful emotions from his ears to Kerr's heart.

Cutting off the past and ignoring the future, at this moment, Kerr did receive Falian's inner lament.

Chapter 110 Can You See Dawn After Dark Night?

"Is it the pressure from the family... and the religious religion? I still envy your status as a saint, and now knowing you is not easy."

"Kel..."

Fa Lian's eyes were filled with tears, and when the tears fell, it seemed to be the same as the sound of clear water dripping in the kitchen.

Ding—all of a sudden, the water drops fell somewhere, shattered and scattered.

"But that can't be helped, right? That's Falian, your family, and the Sun God Cult that made you a saint. There are many things that can't be helped. Four years ago, Carroll and I didn't even touch the sword. However, we have to fight against the magic army with weapons, we are all the same."

Being played around by the world and others, losing one's own will, unable to be happy, not even knowing the way to pursue happiness.

"Um……"

Falian sobbed softly, and in the silent night, that cry was especially light and moving.Ordinary people's cries would be unpleasant and harsh, but from Fa Lian's voice, it was like a wind chime, which made people feel affectionate.

"So what do you want to do? There's no way, is there?"

"Kel, what do you think?"

"I?"

"To me it's just a sad woman who obeys the family and the Pope."

"What can I think, Falian." Kerr shrugged his shoulders: "Things have come to this, you are not young, you should understand that some things cannot be changed."

"Um……"

"Don't mention pessimistic thoughts, if I change it for you, do you have the courage?"

"Eh?"

"If it's for Falian, it's not impossible for me to cut off Kai's head now."

The leftmost flame of the three-pronged candlestick was extinguished, Kerr's face was instantly hidden in the darkness, and was illuminated by the remaining flame.

Deciding someone's fate in an understatement, an indescribable chill crawled up Falian's back, shaking and rubbing, the chill was like reptiles, but it didn't make Falian feel disgusted.

Rather, this feeling excited Falian.

Kerr's decisiveness is one of the qualities that deeply attract Falian, and Kay absolutely cannot have Kerr's temperament.

Sometimes, Falian would even speculate that if he asked Kerr to help him kick out the Pope and make himself the female pope of Ayers, would Kerr help him realize his wish?

Dreamers are only interested in dreaming, and maybe they have no interest in making dreams come true.

Falian is such a person.

She lacks the courage to act independently.

Or in other words, it was Falian's own lack of this kind of thing that attracted him to a place like Kerr.

Thinking about it carefully, Kerr's weakness only exists in matters related to the three of us, so maybe it's because Kerr cherishes the performance of the three of us.

He was unequivocal in his dealings with others.No matter how high the opponent's status is, they are exactly the same as ordinary enemies in front of Kerr.

In the end, Falian didn't have the courage to turn her heart into reality.Regarding Kerr's proposal, she replied: "Yes, I am very helpless. If Kai dies here, I can't help you. Kerr, you will be hunted down by the kingdom."

"...Is that so. Is this your answer, Falian."

"Ah."