People Are in Yuanshen, I'm Really Not Miserable

Then, the two came to the outside of the cave, and the light suddenly became brighter.

Ayaka Kamari looked at the notes intently, while Suzumiya Yu stood beside her, not saying a word, and never stepping forward to disturb her.

Ten minutes passed in this way, Ayaka Kamari suddenly put down the notes. She closed her eyes slightly, then looked up at the sky, wondering if she had finished reading it.

"That's how it is..."

She whispered softly, not knowing what she was talking about.

"What's in the notes? Are there any clues to Chun's whereabouts?"

Suzumiya Yufa asked, he knew what was written on the note, but in order not to arouse suspicion, he chose to pretend not to know.

"Tsubaki...it's actually my mother."

Ayaka Kamari handed the note to Yuzuru Suzumiya.

"If you want to know exactly what happened, just see for yourself."

Suzumiya Yu was not pretentious either. After taking the notes, he carefully read the contents above, his expression never changed, and there were no subtle movements such as frowning.

"So? What do you think?" After reading the contents of the notes, Suzumiya Yu said, "A mother who is usually a respectable person, has such a childish side behind her back. Do you think it is ridiculous or incredible? "

Ayaka Kamari was silent for a while.

"I think...I should be able to understand what my mother thinks because I am like her."

"Really? I'm a little curious, why don't you tell me?"

"I like beautiful things, I want to try the food in each region, I long for unseen beautiful scenery, but because of the trivial matters of the family, I have never had time to do these things. Even if I have time, I can't easily do it in front of people. Things like that are detrimental to the family's image."

Every move represents the Kannari family, and people are always watching her, and Kannari Ayaka is troubled by this. This idea has been around for a long time.

The mother in the notes was the same as her. For some reason, when she saw the contents of the notes, she always felt that her inner thoughts were being seen through.

Is it really worthy of being a mother and daughter?Even the worries and the things you want to do are the same.

"Is it normal?"

"Eh?"

Ayaka Kamari raised her head and looked at Suzumiya Yu in disbelief.

Suzumiya Yu ignored her, but continued.

"Everyone has their own things they want to do, but these things are often out of tune with their usual self. Because I always care about other people's eyes, I haven't practiced them. Over time, another side of myself was born."

"Just like me, I don't usually say that killing people is a pleasure, but there must be a lot of people who died at my hands. Like this, I also like light novels, and I am easily touched by the stories in them, even if I cry because of it. Not surprising."

Shenri Ayahua's mouth opened slightly, and she was surprised, as if she had heard something incredible.

The most important thing is that Suzumiya Yu said these words, is it to comfort her?

"Don't look at me with that expression, I'm just stating the facts, everyone has an unknown side, it's normal, it's not something strange or shameful."

"Yes... yes, I see, thank you."

"Actually, I have a secret."

Suzumiya Yu paused.

"My name is not Guiwu Tsuji Wumisui, but Suzumiya You. Because I don't want people to find out who I am, I use a pseudonym externally."

"Then...why are you telling me?"

Kanri Ayaka was very puzzled. Since Suzumiya Yu didn't want people to know his name, why did she tell herself?

"I wouldn't tell him to ordinary people, but you are different. Can you understand what I mean? Linghua, you are a special existence to me."

"A special...exist?"

Suzumiya Yu's words touched the knowledge blind area of ​​Ayaka Kamari, so it was difficult for her to understand the meaning of the other party's words for a while.

"Yes, to put it bluntly, this sentence can be translated as: [You are a very important person to me]."

When Suzumiya Yu said this, Kannari Ayaka understood.

But...she was still a little hard to accept.

"If that's the case, why would you do such a thing to me? Imprison me, just so you're satisfied?"

"Besides, what do you say that I am a very important person to you, but why? I have never felt your feelings for me in you?"

Kanri Ayaka said a lot in one breath, and this was the first time she showed such emotions in front of Suzumiya Yu.

"What kind of way do you want me to express my feelings for you?" Suzumiya Yu asked back, "Is it touching your heartstrings with rhetoric? Or is it a deliberate play that makes you cry?"

"But, I don't understand. If you want to get me, there should be a better way, right? Why do you have to do such a disgusting thing?"

Ayaka Kamari stepped forward, her face close to Suzumiya Yu's face, and the two of them could even feel each other's breath.

But even so, Suzumiya Yu's expression remained calm.

"I am a very ambitious person, and I am doing this not only to get you, but more to keep my plan going."

Suzumiya Yu kept these words in his heart and did not say them. He knew very well that once he said these words, all his previous efforts would be in vain.

Even if they can re-establish their relationship with Kasato Ayaka, this estrangement will never disappear.

Therefore, in the face of her questioning, Suzumiya Yu chose to remain silent.

"Then what do you want me to do?"

After a long time, he finally spoke.

"At this stage, it must be impossible for you to let me go, right? In this case, please let me feel your heart."

"Intention? Can you be more specific?"

Suzumiya Yu could understand the deep meaning of this sentence, but he could not understand its literal meaning.

"Like...help me fulfill my wish."

After saying that, Kannari Ayaka hurriedly added another sentence.

"I know you don't like to do things that are not good for you, so if you can promise to help me fulfill my wish, I can also promise you a request. Except... that kind of thing."

Chapter 37 Acting to Express Your Heart

Suzumiya Yu looked at Ayaka Kamili, and there was some disbelief in his eyes.

There is no doubt that Ayaka Kamari hates him, and even this hatred can rise to the level of hatred.

His initial thought was to use time to dissipate the disgust of Shenli Linghua towards himself. He thought it would take a long time, but he didn't expect that only a month or so had passed, and her attitude towards him happened. Such a big change.

However, this should all be attributed to his lukewarm attitude towards the other party. If he had been enthusiastic from the beginning, he might not have achieved such results.

Of course, it's impossible to say that Ayahua doesn't hate him anymore. She's just curious about herself. Whether it's her behavior or thinking, she's different from ordinary people, that's why she's attracted to her.

All in all, Suzumiya Yu has achieved some results during this time, and the most obvious time should be now.

"So? What's your wish? You can't let me guess."

"I have a lot of wishes, and what happened just now can be counted as one. If it is now, it should be... I want the eye hunting order to be abolished."

Sure enough, even though he was a subject loyal to General Raiden, Ayaka Kamari was actually very opposed to the Eye Hunting Order.

She had previously reported to General Raiden the official document of the abolition of the eye-hunting order, but it was intercepted by Jiujiao, so it was not sent to General Raiden.

Ayaka Kamari didn't know about this, and she didn't even know that the Kujo family had betrayed the shogunate.

"Abolish the eye-hunting order? Do you mean to put me on the opposite side of General Raiden?"

In fact, Suzumiya You already stood on the opposite side of General Raiden, but he did not show it.

"To be an enemy of the gods, it takes a lot of effort just to make this determination. No matter what you get from you, I will be the one who suffers in the end, right? And there is a risk of death."

"Isn't it stupid to lose your life for someone who might not get it?"

Again, he always puts his own interests first. If there are no equal benefits, he will never agree.

To be honest, Ayaka Kamari hates Suzumiya Yu, but if she calms down and thinks about it, she can find that what Suzumiya Yu said makes sense.

From the first day of the promulgation of the eye-hunting order, Ayaka Kamari was trying to make it abolished, but even if she was determined to stand against General Raiden, she could not do it, let alone make plans.

God is an awesome being, and Ayaka Kamiri knows this very well, so she also knows that her wish is somewhat difficult for a strong man.

As Suzumiya Yuru said, no matter what he gets from himself, it will always be him who suffers in the end.

"I understand... If this is the case, then change your wish..."

Before Kamili Ayaka could finish speaking, she was interrupted by Suzumiya Yuu.

"If you can give me one thing, then I promise to help you fulfill this wish."

"What... what kind of thing?"

Kannari Ayaka spoke almost subconsciously.

"I can't think of what it is, as long as it's important to you."

"Huh?" Ayaka Kamari raised her head, "Something important to me?"

"Yeah, like... a hairpin or something."

In the game, after finishing the legendary quest of Ayaka, she will give the player the same item named [Egret Streamer Hairpin].

Although this prop is just a home decoration, its symbolic meaning is far greater than its own value.

Some people jokingly call this a token of love given to them by Ayaka in the gods. It's not wrong to think so, because in ancient times, women would send hair accessories and other things to their favorite people.

Suzumiya worried about overthrowing General Raiden. In his opinion, the abolition of the eye-hunting order was just a matter of convenience, because the promulgation of the eye-hunting order had no effect on him at all.

Therefore, he had no reason to reject Ayaka Kamari, nor was he stupid enough to give up such a good opportunity to gain favorability.

"Is that just enough?"

Shenli Linghua was a little surprised. It was clear that Suzumiya Yu was still resolutely not agreeing just now, but he didn't expect to only make such a request.

"Indeed, the benefits I get from you are definitely far less than the contribution I make. But like you said just now, I did this just to express my heart."

Ayaka Kamari said just now that she wanted to see Suzumiya Yu's intentions for her, and this kind of intention is always reflected in the fact that even if she knew that she would suffer, she would definitely take the risk for someone. .

"So that's the case... If that's the case, then please tell Thomas and ask him to bring something from my room, and that thing will be placed..."