I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

what happened?In the end what happened?

Subaru couldn't understand, no matter how much he thought, he couldn't understand what was happening in front of him, he couldn't understand why Beatrice rejected him, why Beatrice didn't want him close, why... so scared and sad.

Subaru couldn't figure it out...but even if he couldn't figure it out, he could know that all of this must be because of him.It was he who chose to leave by himself and threw Beatrice in the bathroom alone, and it was he who ran back on his own, and it was also him... that made Beatrice no longer what she used to be.

At this moment, Subaru deeply realized the most important point. He wanted to communicate with Beatrice, and to show Beatrice the most sincere thoughts in his heart, not just as Wu Geng Liuli reasoned with himself, but Intellectual understanding and recognition.

Whether he is rational or emotional, he doesn't want Beatrice to become like this, and he doesn't want Beatrice, who has been working hard all the time, to be as sad and frightened as she is now. He wants...to truly understand Beatrice each other!

And in order to be able to show my sincerity to Beatrice, the first thing I must do is to let Beatrice approach him, make Beatrice willing to listen to him, let Beatrice know...

"You are the most important thing to me..."

"Beatrice."

Regardless of Beatrice's resistance, Subaru forcefully embraced her in his arms.And Subaru also clearly realized that Beatrice wasn't really resisting him, otherwise, as a great elf, she could have used magic to throw him directly outside the bathroom as before, so that he couldn't get any closer.

"don't want……"

Beatrice, who was embraced by Subaru, struggled and patted Subaru's chest and face with her small hands, but she was afraid of hurting Subaru, but she didn't have any strength. Instead of resisting, it was more of a lover's caress. a feeling of.

Beatrice actually knew it, knew that she was not strong at all, not only not strong, but even a little weak.

Subaru was the first person who approached her regardless of her resistance, and also the first person who would not ignore her and took the initiative to go to the forbidden library to accompany her. At the same time, he was the only one who told her that the important thing was not other people but herself, No one can make decisions for her, only she can really decide and choose everything.

That's right, she listened to these words, and walked out of the shackles of the past. She chose Subaru... she chose Subaru to be the one she had been waiting for for 400 years, and she chose Subaru to be the one who took her out of the forbidden world. library people.I also chose Subaru...to create a 'beautiful memory' that I will be able to live hard even if I am still alone in the future.

But Beatrice actually knew that the agreement she made with Subaru was an illusory bubble that could not be reached. Even if she broke free from the shackles, even if she began to make choices on her own initiative, she knew very well that she was still the one who would 'Inferior products' that cannot survive alone without important existence.

And for her, the Subaru who told her the importance of herself, who helped her break away from the shackles of the past, and led her away from the forbidden library, was the most important existence. If she lost Subaru, she would have No matter how good the memories are, there is no way for him to survive alone.

She is like a parasitic plant, if she loses the existence that can parasitize, she will wither and die. Even if she walks out of the forbidden library, she will not grow at all, and she will not be able to achieve any independence at all, and this is what she hopes The reason for going further with Subaru.

Because after all, Beatrice doesn't know what love is at all, and she has never cared about what love is. She can be indifferent to Ram and others' love for Subaru, even knowing Xiaosi is Subaru's. Wife, she can also not care.

She just...just hoped that she would not gradually lose her position because of the increase in Subaru's lovers, and that she would not be able to get close to Subaru because of the approach of those people, so she longed for more, wanted to get More.

She was just, just looking forward to this.

"Betty... Betty... I don't want to be separated from you!"

Finally, Beatrice uttered all the thoughts and words in her heart. Countless thoughts, seemingly endless feelings, all merged into this sentence, a sentence that feared being left behind.

Beatrice buried her head in Subaru's chest, her hands tightly clutching Subaru's collar, her body trembling slightly.

"Will not!"

After hearing Beatrice's words, Subaru hugged Beatrice's petite body tightly, as if wanting to integrate her into his own body, and let her know his inner thoughts.

"I will never leave you, Beatrice, didn't I agree, we will be together forever!"

"You are an elf that belongs only to me, and I am also a contractor who belongs only to you. No matter what, we will never be separated."

"Didn't I say that you... are the most important thing!"

"Subaru...will you really not separate from me?"

As if she couldn't believe it, Beatrice asked a little nervously, because Subaru had clearly rejected her so clearly before, so she was really afraid, very afraid that Subaru would say something to keep the two of them at a distance.

"No... I just want to tell you, Beatrice, something."

Subaru stroked Beatrice's long hair with his hand, from the top of the head to the back, trying to reassure Beatrice in this way.

"I just want to know, Beatrice... what do you think of me? And our relationship..."

"You also know that I am a man after all, and you are such a lovely girl, Beatrice. It is impossible for anyone to be indifferent to Beatrice, right?"

Although it was a shameful thing to reveal his heart like this, Subaru still tried his best to express his somewhat confused thoughts.

"Me too, Beatrice, you can feel it, right?"

"Whether it was when we were still in the mansion, or when we took a bath together just now... it was always like this, and it's always like this..."

"I have feelings for you, Beatrice. I... want to get closer to you, Beatrice. But..."

Subaru paused, trying hard to organize his words so that his words would not be misunderstood, and Beatrice would not be hurt again. He thought for a while and said, "I... fear."

"Because we have agreed on a future relationship, a relationship that we have agreed to create beautiful memories that will never be forgotten, and at the same time, you and I are each other's only ones in the contract, so... this relationship is in my heart It seemed special and important."

"Different from relatives, different from lovers, different from friends, different from any relationship, but it seems to be related to all relationships, in my opinion, this kind of relationship may... should not be recognized by my Destroyed by desire."

"So I was a little scared. I took my own thoughts for granted, and then I didn't care about your thoughts. I took my own thoughts and imposed them on you without authorization."

"I just left the bathroom suddenly, and it's the same... I don't know what to do, and I'm afraid that I won't be able to control myself, and I'm also afraid that it will damage our relationship, and then I keep making excuses, for your excuses, too. An excuse to myself, a way to get away from..."

"Pleiades……"

Beatrice didn't expect Subaru to say this to her, and she looked up at Subaru's face.But Subaru just shook his head and said softly "Let me finish".

"Although it's a bit late, I still realized that this is wrong. My thoughts are just my thoughts after all, and my fears are just my fears. Those shouldn't be imposed on you, Beatrice."

"So... I want to know, Beatrice... what do you think of me?"

"Obviously it shouldn't be like this, but I still have desires for you... What do you think about it, and what do you think is the best way to do it?"

"I hope that our relationship is not just an idea I imposed on myself, but a real relationship that belongs to both of us and belongs to us alone."

Seeing Subaru's nervous expression and the questioning look in his eyes, Beatrice gradually settled down.

Subaru didn't want to reject her, but hoped that she could make a choice again, and that the two sides could truly examine their relationship.

Beatrice didn't answer, she just showed a smile, and then gently stroked Subaru's sensitive part with one hand. Under her movement, Subaru was a little surprised but didn't stop him, and there gradually Become lively and hot.

Beatrice, using her actions to describe the relationship between the two of her expectations.

End of this chapter

I really didn't expect that the first blood was actually given to Beatrice. When discussing in the group before, it was said that it was either Ram or Priscilla.

By the way, there is a reward for adding rewards related to the work, which is valid for a long time, and currently owes 8 more

Chapter 146 Morning after 'First Experience'

"In the end, the first time was with Beatrice..."

Subaru rubbed his swollen head and got up from the bed. He had already given up his habit of sleeping naked, and he was still naked. Even Beatrice, who was still sleeping on the bed next to him, was still naked. with.

Subaru looked around, and the originally clean room became a little messy. The quilt that should have been spread on the bed was still on the floor like garbage, and there were still large areas of water that hadn't dried out and spots of blood on it. It was he and Beatrice who took the photo. When the two came back to their senses, the original quilt could not be used anymore. He had no choice but to find a spare quilt and re-lay it on the bed.

In fact, it was a bit troublesome to do it between the two. After all, Beatrice was too petite, and Subaru's part, which was much larger than ordinary people, was difficult for Beatrice to accept. It was just at the beginning. It fell into a deadlock.

Afterwards, although it went on smoothly, it may be the first time that neither Subaru nor Beatrice could control themselves. In other words... the two of them worked together all night and didn't fall asleep until early morning.

Also because of Subaru's part that is different from ordinary people, although Beatrice was a great elf for the first time, she seemed to be unable to bear Subaru's size and persistence. After getting up, Beatrice was still lying on the bed in a drowsy state, fast asleep.

"I slept soundly..."

Looking at Beatrice, whose delicate body was covered by the quilt covered with hickey marks, Subaru stretched out his hand and gently brushed her hair.

From the moment the two kissed last night, the relationship between them has undergone a qualitative change.

In the first kiss, he and Beatrice changed from having nothing to do with each other to a contractual relationship with each other, and in the second kiss last night, the two changed from a simple contractual relationship to a more complicated one. , but also a closer relationship.

Are you a lover?may be.

Are you a lover?Not like it.

It was a complicated relationship, but it was also a more intimate relationship. He and her truly embraced each other, possessed each other, and would not be separated again.

"However, what should I do with this room..."

Subaru sighed. He was also worried about this, so he woke up after a short sleep when he slept in the early morning.

Ram and Rem are responsible for tidying the room, and whether it is Ram or Rem, if they see the room like this, they will definitely realize the problem, and it will be hard to explain when the time comes. After all, he shot at Beatrice, who looked nothing like a child.

If this kind of thing were placed in his original modern world, he would definitely be arrested and imprisoned in prison, not to mention whether it is indefinite or fixed, anyway, social death is certain.

"Let's tidy up first, and we have to go out later..."

Subaru sighed, found the panties that were there for some reason in the corner, and put them on, and then found his own clothes and pants that Ram made by himself in different places.

After finally getting dressed, Subaru pulled up the quilt that had been put on Beatrice on the bed, covering Beatrice's hickey marks all over her body and neck, and then he began to lick at Ram or Rei. Before Tom arrived, tidy up the messy room, especially the unusable bedding.

"For this, it's inconvenient to be clear... It's just that there is no way to wash it in the bathroom. If this is the case..."

After thinking about it, Subaru neatly folded the quilt covered in Beatrice's bodily fluids and a little blood, and then put it into the cupboard where the spare quilt was originally placed.

Since there is no way to clean it, let’s hide it first. Thinking about it, even if Ram and Rem were to tidy up the room, they wouldn’t open the cupboard where the spare bedding was stored for no reason, would they?

As for what to do with the quilt... Anyway, this is only a temporary residence in the capital, and after they leave, someone will naturally take over and tidy up the place. Although this is a matter of causing trouble to others for no reason, Subaru can only do it right now. I can think of a solution to this.

Lift up the chair that I touched from the ground, and wipe off the wooden table that is full of traces. As for the sofa, it is made of leather, so it can be wiped without any traces on the surface. Compared with the set of quilts It is too convenient to say.

The same goes for the bathroom. Subaru returned to the bathroom, and Subaru had never felt as grateful as he did at this moment for the fact that this medieval world had a structure that was close to that of a modern bathroom.

He splashed the water on the ground casually, then dragged it with a mop, and then roughly dragged the floor of the bedroom, and finally heaved a sigh of relief.

"However, Beatrice hasn't woken up yet, is she really too tired?"

Subaru sat on the chair and looked at Beatrice who was still asleep. It took him a while to clean the room, but Beatrice still showed no sign of waking up.

But this is also a matter of course, after all, Beatrice is too petite, even if it is difficult to accommodate him, what's more, the two of them did not just do it once or twice, but almost did not stop for a whole night , Thinking about it, I was too tired.

But Subaru will go out later, and in the afternoon, he and Emilia will go to Astrea's house to visit Felut. Originally, he wanted to take Beatrice with him as usual, but seeing the current situation, There should be no other way.

Although he can also choose to wake Beatrice up, and when Beatrice wakes up, she will definitely choose to follow him, just like before, she will be wherever he is, but Beatrice has been tossing the whole night It's late, if Subaru doesn't let Beatrice sleep well now, then he really has no conscience.

"It's already such a relationship, Beatrice shouldn't be afraid because I go out for a while..."

Subaru sighed, thinking of the loneliness and fear that Beatrice showed last night, the way she was afraid of being separated from him.He thought for a while, found a pen and paper in the room, and then wrote a paragraph crookedly on the paper with the words of the world that Ram taught him.

'Beatrice, I didn't wake you up because you were still sleeping, and I couldn't stay in the room with you because I still had things to do. I'll be back soon, take a good rest. '

"Should... there is no typo, right?"

It's a pity, just like Ram always satirizes him, his learning progress of the characters in this world can be said to be slow. It is obvious that Ram has basically learned how to write Japanese characters, and even writes very beautifully. But he didn't quite know whether there was a typo in what he wrote.

and……

"Isn't it too ugly?"

To be honest, Subaru really didn't want his ugly handwriting to be seen by others, especially now that Beatrice had such a relationship with him, it was even more unacceptable to be seen.

But there was no way, after all, he couldn't leave Beatrice in the room without saying anything, could he?Isn't this the same as a scumbag who had a turbulent relationship with the other party the night before, and then sneaked away irresponsibly the next day?

"Anyway, that's it..."