I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

"Moreover, my sister's food intake has become smaller and smaller recently. Obviously, all the food prepared is in line with my sister's appetite, and the amount is also my sister's normal food intake."

"But recently there are always a lot left, and sometimes they don't even move..."

"so……"

Rem couldn't continue, because if this continues, if he can't even eat food, his body will become worse and worse, right?

Moreover, Rem knew her sister's physical condition. Because of the loss of horns, magic power would not be produced naturally in her body, but would be consumed continuously. Now Ram has locked herself up for half a month.

If it continues like this, even if there is no problem with diet, accidents will gradually occur due to the consumption of mana.

"If it really doesn't work, I can only choose to bring her out by force, otherwise that guy will really die!"

Beatrice reminded Rem.

The ghost clan who lost their horns, without the regular replenishment of external magic power, finally ushered in only death.And Ram is now walking on the road to death.

"Rem, I know..."

Rem nodded, she also knew what was at stake.

And after Beatrice had finished her lunch, Rem went back to Subaru's room after talking about the delivery package and took it away, staying with Beatrice.As usual, she was still looking forward to Subaru's sudden appearance.

I don't know how long it took, in front of Beatrice and Rem, a familiar figure, accompanied by a faint light, gradually appeared in the room from illusion to reality, and appeared in front of them.

"Subaru...kun?"

Chapter 226 Subaru and Ram, meanness and love

Subaru has returned from my wife Yuno's world, but even after returning here, Subaru has no time to relax. Compared to the leisurely life after the end of the 'Survivor Game', Subaru is once again falling into sadness .And what worried Subaru was naturally about Ram.

"It turns out that so many things happened..."

Sighing in distress, Subaru scratched his head a little anxiously. He basically understood what happened to him in the half month since he left from the introductions of Rem and Beatrice. .

In fact, Rem didn't want to talk to Subaru about this, but just like Subaru's sudden departure, although his sudden return made Rem and Beatrice, who were waiting for Subaru, feel ecstatic, but at the same time, it also made Rem feel ecstatic. Tom was caught off guard.

She couldn't hide anything about her sister Ram and Emilia, and Subaru had indeed asked about Emilia and Ram while chatting with her and Beatrice, so she couldn't help it. To hide something, even if you don't say it now, Subaru will know it later.

And if the matter of Emilia and Ram is mentioned, naturally it cannot hide the secret that Emilia and Ram were reborn from the future, and the two reborns of Emilia and Ram are mentioned , then she, Crusch, Anastasia, and Priscilla who were connected with it during this period of time also had no way to hide it from Subaru.

Therefore, Rem could only tell Subaru everything she knew.

"I'm not completely ignorant of the fact that Emilia is a 'reborn'..."

"Eh?"

"I heard it by accident before."

Casually ignoring the fact that he overheard the conversation between Emilia and Parker while pretending to be asleep, Subaru pinched his forehead in distress, thinking about how to solve the current matter.

Although I once overheard the conversation between Emilia and Parker, I learned that Emilia is a "reborn person", and I also learned about the future that has been changed before I have experienced it.

Knowing that the future self will be hunted down by Ram because of Rem's death, knowing that he has become the "Purge King" like a villain who commits all kinds of crimes, knowing his final ending, and dying at the hands of Ram this matter.

But, to be honest, Subaru didn't particularly care about these things, and he didn't have any prejudices or thoughts towards Emilia, Rem, or Ram because of these things.

To him, it was only the 'future' after all, and it was already impossible to come true, it was just a possibility.Since it's just a possibility that can't come true, how can he be prejudiced against those in the future because of that possibility?

It was like when he first learned from Liuli that the world he was in was just a novel, and he would be tortured and killed by Rem many times. Rem harbored malice, she just didn't want to really die once.

At the same time, when he learned that Emilia was a "reborn", he also doubted whether Ram would also be a "reborn", but when thinking of the future described by Emilia, Ram After hating himself, he also gave up that idea.

In the end, Elsa was only listed as the most likely suspect of being a 'reborn'.

And now, Rem and Beatrice have confirmed what he thought was impossible at first, that Ram is indeed the 'reborn', the one who kept chasing him in the 'future' and finally killed him That Ram, and Subaru confirmed it, but the current Ram likes him.

Subaru didn't know how to deal with this kind of contradiction. He felt that if he wanted to bring out Ram, who had locked himself up now, and help her recover, that must be the most critical and important information.

——Why Ram, who hated him, now likes him.

Of course, apart from the matter of Ram, Subaru still has more doubts now, such as why so many people are reborn, and the future that everyone has experienced is different.

The so-called future, since it has been determined, shouldn't there be only one?

What Emilia and Ram went through, the future where he became the 'Purge King', what Rem went through, the future where he and Rem went away from Lugnica and went to live in seclusion in Kararagi, Crusch and What Anastasia and Priscilla experienced, he became the king of Lugnica and opened the future of the harem.

To be honest, Subaru was not too surprised or difficult to understand that he had the future of becoming a king. After all, the badge identifying the "Dragon Priestess" did respond to him, even though he was a man.

Since the badge responded, it meant that he was indeed recognized by the dragon god who guarded Lugnica, and he was qualified to be the king's candidate.

On the other hand, although he doesn't understand why there are so many different "futures" and there are so many unexplained rebirth events, Subaru has somewhat understood the constant occurrence of "love at first sight" and the incomprehensible 'Love for no reason' anymore.

Because he was Priscilla's husband, Priscilla kissed him proactively and forcefully when they first met.

Because he is Rem's lover, Rem will say that he is her hero.

Because of his experience with Emilia and Ram, he was so cared by Emilia and approached by Ram.

Knowing all of this, Subaru, who knew all of this, suddenly felt that he was actually a very sinful person, obviously he had never done anything, obviously he just met them just now, but already because of the future What might happen, got the girl's heavy love ahead of time.

This gave him a feeling that he deserved it.

However, now is not the time for him to be indecisive and entangled in emotional matters, because the matter about Ram is something that must be resolved.

Ram has locked himself up for more than half a month, and his appetite has gradually decreased during this period, and Subaru also knows that Ram's body needs regular replenishment of magic power, otherwise his life will be in danger.

Half a month is already a long time, Subaru can't understand why Roswaal is not here at this time, can't he care about things of this level?

But whether Roswaal cared or not, Subaru cared very, very much.

He likes Ram, he admits that he likes Ram.

The confession on the dragon carriage, the heartbeat during the date in the capital, even if there is no clear confession, no clear statement that they are too right, but the two have already tacitly recognized that the other party is their lover.

Maybe he is passionate, maybe he can't be loyal in terms of feelings, but only the pursuit and seriousness of the feelings themselves, there will never be any falsehood in them.

Therefore, Subaru could not just sit back and watch Ram become like this.

and so……

"Ram, I'm back."

Subaru was the only one standing outside Ram's bedroom door.He rejected Rem and Beatrice's idea of ​​accompanying him, and he wanted to meet Ram alone.

"Sorry, I'm late. But, I came to see you as soon as I came back!"

There was no response from the room, and it seemed that even his voice couldn't make Ram show a different attitude.

However, Subaru did not give up, he still stood in front of the door.He didn't knock on the door anxiously, nor did he want to let Ram out excitedly. He just calmly expressed his truest emotions to Ram in the room.

"Actually, when I first met Ram, I felt that someone like you, Ram, would be a little difficult to get in touch with..."

There was no response from the room.

"When we met for the first time, I deliberately called by the wrong name. I had a very poisonous tongue and a very cold attitude. It gave people a feeling that if I went up to talk to me, I would definitely be scolded."

"Of course, good looks are also one of the reasons why people are so impressive that they can't forget."

Subaru smiled, and continued talking about things that belonged to the two of them.As she spoke, it seemed as if all the experiences from the first time she met Ram had resurfaced in front of her eyes, which made her understand more deeply the true feelings that Ram had for him and what he had for Ram. emotion.

"But gradually, I found that you are not difficult to get in touch with, Ram. Although you seem a little cold and often say some poisonous words, you are actually a very understanding, gentle, and kind person in essence. people."

"He will care about me with a cold tone and a poisonous tongue, he will stay up every night to teach me the characters of this world, he will care about health issues, and he will also teach me common sense here."

"Thinking about it carefully, it seems that since we met, you have always been taken care of by Ram. Although you occasionally joked and teased me, I don't feel disgusted by such behavior."

"And I just noticed now that before I knew it, I actually... have no way to leave you."

After a moment of silence, the room separated by the door was still silent, as if there was no one there at all.And Subaru knew that Ram was inside, listening to him.

Taking a deep breath, and letting it out slowly, Subaru said what he owed, which was long overdue.

"Ram, I like you...no, I love you!"

"I love you, Ram. I hope that you will always be by my side for the rest of my life."

"Your voice, your appearance, your laziness at work, your serious expression when teaching, your occasional venomous tongue, your kind gentleness, everything about you... I want to have it all."

"I love you...so..."

"impossible--"

Ram's voice interrupted Subaru's confession. Her voice was hoarse, low, and very weak, as if her body had reached the end of her life. It was impossible to imagine that it was the voice of a 17-year-old girl. sound.

The door of the room, which had been closed for half a month, was opened from the inside, and Ram's figure appeared in front of Subaru.

The curtains covered the windows, and the entire room was so dark that one would think it was night. Standing in front of Subaru, Ram was no longer in the spirit of the past. She was completely naked, and her naked body lowered her head and stood indifferently. In front of Subaru, he didn't care that the most intimate part of his body was exposed to Subaru's eyes.

"Ram..."

Subaru saw Ram's body, not blocked by clothes, but what he had imagined before, and Ram's naked body appeared in front of his eyes.

But at this moment, Subaru didn't have any lust in his heart, not even the slightest fluctuation.Subaru's focus was on another point rather than desire, and that was... Ram's health.

His skin no longer had the healthy color it used to be, but instead became morbidly pale, and his originally well-proportioned figure became abnormally thin. Compared to the excitement of seeing a naked body, Subaru now only has concern and heartache for Ram.

He wanted to push Ram into his arms and express his concern, but Subaru stopped as Ram retreated.

That's behavior that has never been done before.Ram, rejecting him.

"Ram?"

"Barus...you know it."

"……Know?"

"My business, Emilia's business."

Ram was asking if Subaru knew about her and Emilia, whether she and Emilia were actually reborn from the future, whether he knew... what she did matter.

And Subaru nodded in response.

"Then you should know..."

Gradually, Ram lifted her head down, her covered eyes and face facing Subaru's line of sight.

Ram's eyes are different from what he remembered when he left half a month ago. Now Ram, her eyes have lost the light of the past, and they don't match the look of the past. It seems that she has lost her purpose and lost her future. , like everyone who lost everything.

Empty, gray, like... dead.

"Different from Rem, different from Emilia, different from Beatrice, different from Priscilla, different from everyone... I am not qualified to be liked by you."

"Whether I like you, be liked by you, be close to you, or seduce you, everything is just my wishful thinking."

"All of this is just... my self-righteous act of self-saving."