I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Liuzi Bierma smiled and said: "Subaru boy, don't you have the control over our Liuzi, as long as it is Liuzi, then there is no way to resist you, Subaru boy."

"Whether it's ordering the old body and the others to do something, or wanting to 'hold' the old body and the others, the old people can only accept it."

"I always feel that your opinion of me seems to be getting more and more biased and you can't pull it back at all..."

Subaru covered his cheeks in pain, he had no eyes to look at Bilma standing in front of him.

"Does it mean that I look so hungry and thirsty?"

"After all, there are too many girls around you, Subaru. Even an ordinary nobleman probably doesn't have as many girls around you like Subaru, does he?"

Ryuzu Bilma teased, while Subaru fell silent.

Subaru didn't know how many girls the average nobleman had as his harem, but there was one thing that Subaru knew, that is, the many girls that Ryuzu Bilma saw were not all of them.

There are Crusch, Anastasia, and Priscilla in the royal capital of Lugnica, and there are Ruri, Koji, and Yuno in the chat group, and if there is even an ambiguous relationship, it has not been confirmed. If there are people, then Jiujie and Chunri Yechun must also be counted.

By the way, Jiujie Subaru gave Uryu Miyine the nickname, because Uryu Miyine is 9th, so one day before she used Yuno as a microphone to chat with Subaru in the chat group, Subaru gave her came up with this nickname.

And Uryu Miniyao complained a bit, but still accepted it.

"Anyway, let's not talk about those girls. After all, the Sanctuary is more important now, isn't it?"

"Subaru is easily shy, this is nothing to be ashamed of!"

"I'm not ashamed!"

Subaru retorted in embarrassment, and brought up the matter of Ryuzu and Garfiel again.

"In short, it is very likely that Jiafeier still has contact with Xima, and Xima's words also very likely know what Jiafeier saw during the trial, right?"

"Then, if possible, it's better to find Sima first, maybe this will make me more confident when dealing with Garfield."

Although, after Bilma's reminder, Subaru has also realized that the fundamental reason why Garfield wants to leave the sanctuary or stay in the sanctuary is from his family, or his sister and mother, But it should be more beneficial if you can get Xima's help.

"If it's Shima, Subaru, you can search for it through other Ryuzus. Although the elders haven't tried to find it, if it's you, Subaru, who is an apostle, there is no problem."

Ryuzi Bilma offers her own advice.

Chapter 381 The witch, said so

Emilia was walking alone in the woods near Sanctuary Village. When everyone gathered together to wait for Subaru to come back, Emilia left the Sanctuary alone because she was bored. The place where Domain used to take a short rest, turned to the outside.

But Emilia didn't want to find Subaru alone. Although both Rem and Beatrice could accurately determine Subaru's exact location, Emilia had no intention of disturbing Subaru.

Because, Subaru must also be working hard to liberate the Sanctuary, Emilia thought so.

However, the reason why Emilia wanted to go for a walk alone instead of waiting for Subaru in the house with everyone was of course not because she felt that the environment in the house was a bit boring, but because she had a certain relationship with Subaru. There are some relationships.

In other words, Emilia was actually feeling anxious about Subaru.

Because of the barrier surrounding the sanctuary, all demihumans, including Emilia, cannot leave the sanctuary. This is why they need to liberate the sanctuary.And Subaru, as usual, was constantly working hard to solve the predicament he was facing.

Like when she first met Subaru, Subaru would help her find the lost badge.When in the territory of Mezas, it will prevent the attack of monsters.When she was in the capital, she would try her best to defend her way of becoming king.

I will go to fight against the white whale, go back to fight against the Witch Cult, and will continue to work hard for the people around me.Subaru has always been like this, and Emilia is well aware of this, and has been trying her best to stay by Subaru's side to help him.

In fact, for Emilia, for her now, whether it is the king | election or other things, in fact, Subaru is not as important in her heart, even compared to continuing to participate in the king | For things like this, what Emilia wanted more was to stay away from these things with Subaru and live peacefully in some unknown place.

The reason why she never said such a thing to Subaru was because she didn’t want Subaru’s hard work on her behalf to be in vain, and she didn’t want Subaru to think that she was someone who would easily shrink back in the face of difficulties. A man of courage and responsibility.

Therefore, all she can do is to get closer to him and understand him better. As long as Subaru makes a choice, then she will firmly stand by his side to support him, no matter right or wrong. .

Then, become what Subaru thought Emilia should be.

"But this time it's different..."

Looking at the bright moon in the west of the sky, Emilia sighed softly, and her sigh contained melancholy and worry.

Emilia still remembered Subaru's appearance when he just woke up in the room of the ruins trial.

Emilia, who ended the trial due to the failure of the trial, just got up from the ground when she noticed Subaru who was also lying on the ground and fell into a coma. name, but she soon realized that Subaru should have undergone the same trial as her.

Although it was not clear why Subaru was able to carry out the trials without demi-human blood, Emilia didn't have too many doubts about this aspect in her heart, she just stayed quietly by Subaru's side.

Although Emilia also thought about taking Subaru away directly, but because she didn't know if there would be any problems if she took him away during the trial, she could only choose to wait for Subaru to wake up from the trial. , and then the two of them left here together.

Then, Emilia saw...

In the eyes of Subaru, who was waking up from a coma while resting on her legs, there was a dead gray and gloomy color like that of a dead person.And, what Emilia had never seen before, Subaru's face was so ugly that it could be said to be ferocious, even in the memory of Subaru's face named 'Suppressing King', the expression had never been seen before.

Emilia was worried, really worried about Subaru's state.Even though Subaru said that there was nothing wrong with him, even though Subaru tried hard to show that there was nothing wrong with him, Emilia couldn't ignore the gray color in his eyes.

Because, that is really too similar.

The color in Subaru's eyes at that time was the same as the "King of Purging" in Emilia's memory, but compared with that "King of Purging", Subaru is now more emotional and richer It's just human touch, and that 'Suppressing King'...

He no longer shows the pain on his face.

Emilia was very worried, she didn't know what Subaru saw in the trial, just like she couldn't figure out why she had never seen and never remembered the "childhood" in her trial same scene.

Emilia didn't dare to ask Subaru what she saw. She was afraid of touching the wound in Subaru's heart, afraid that Subaru would become the person she remembered being hostile and betrayed by everyone, so she didn't care about anything. I dare not do it or say it.

It's just that I can only offer my legs as a pillow and my arms as a harbor, just like what I remember doing to Subaru of the "Purging King", hoping that I can calm Subaru again and regain his composure. Just back to normal.

And it was precisely because of this, seeing Subaru as if he was about to collapse in silence and depression because of the trial, that Emilia was full of worries at this time and could not calm down.

Because even Subaru like this is still working hard for her and for them, trying to change the current predicament.

Even, Emilia knew very well that if necessary, Subaru would still go back and choose to challenge the trial no matter how painful it was.

Emilia, I don't want Subaru to feel pain.

If possible, she wished that all the pain Subaru had experienced could be transferred to her.If possible, she also hoped to bear everything instead of Subaru.

"If you can, pass the test..."

Emilia looked in the direction of the ruins with gloomy eyes. Even though it was blocked by jungle trees, she still knew that the ruins were there, and the trial was there.

"But……"

Emilia bit her lips hard, maybe because of her increased strength, traces of bright red blood oozed from the place where her teeth bit her.But Emilia didn't realize this, and her eyes were still staring straight at the direction of the ruins.

There is no way for her to pass the test, at least for her now, there is absolutely no way for her to pass the test without knowing anything.

——That's what the witch said.

Chapter 382 Emilia's Determination

Emilia couldn't understand why she couldn't pass the trials of facing the past.

Although she did not have the memory of those fragmentary scenes during the trial, she was not a fool who didn't understand anything.Since the content of the test is to face one's past, then logically speaking, as long as one can accept that past, shouldn't one be able to pass it?

The scene during the trial really made Emilia confused and even unbelievable, but even so, if it was for Subaru, Emilia could accept it all calmly.

She had already prepared to bid farewell to her past. At the moment when she reiterated her return to the past... No, it was before her rebirth, the moment when the Temple of Demons was breached by Reinhardt and others, Emilia had already decided Well, say goodbye to your past completely, and abandon everything in your past.

However, couldn't this be regarded as an act of leaping over the past?Whether it is accepting one's 'sin' or denying one's 'sin', the current Emilia can do it.

"But, why is it impossible to pass..."

"Even if I don't have those memories, if I accept it, I accept it. Why can't I pass the test? Why does Subaru have to bear everything?"

"I also want... I also want to do something for Subaru!"

It's useless even to challenge the trial again, although Emilia will not just choose to stop, but if she doesn't make any changes, if she doesn't remember her past, then she can't do anything.

"That witch, she doesn't recognize me..."

"If only Parker was still around."

For some reason, Parker had no choice but to show up.Although there were times when Parker didn't show up occasionally before, it was never like now, and even the connection between them became weaker.

Emilia is not worried about Parker. As the last beast of permafrost, as long as it is not an enemy like Sword Master Reinhardt, there will be no danger at all, so it is impossible for Parker to suddenly disappear by her side is.

What makes Emilia feel uncomfortable is that she needs Parker now, needs Parker so much.If you want to pass the trial of facing your past, memory is a very important and indispensable part. Emilia thinks that it is precisely because of the lack of that part of memory that even if she shows her intention to accept it, she will not accept it. Cannot be recognized by the witch.

And Parker, it must know the past she forgot, already knew everything before and after the freezing of her hometown Ariol Forest.

If Parker can help her...

"I'm sure I can remember it, right?"

Emilia thinks so. She stretches out her hand and gathers the gemstone around her neck vigorously. It is a prop used by Parker to possess. When Parker is not around, she usually relies on it to rest and reserve magic power.

"Parker...why didn't he show up at this time..."

Obviously because she can fight without hesitation even in the face of invincibility like Reinhardt, obviously because she can face it willingly even if she knows it is a battle that must die, obviously because she is willing to do anything, just like family...

"Why doesn't it show up at this time..."

Emilia murmured in a low voice, but the voice that comforted her in the past did not sound now.

Subaru wasn't by her side, and Parker wasn't by her side either.

"...No, you can't just give up like this, Emilia."

Emilia shook the phone vigorously, and patted her face lightly to cheer herself up.

She hoped to be able to stand with Subaru, to share the responsibilities and pressure on Subaru, and to make Subaru rely on her for once, so she couldn't just give up like this.

"It should be, there is still a way..."

It's definitely impossible for Parker to have an accident. Although I don't know why Parker has never appeared, and although I don't know why the contract connection has become weak, Parker is still her contract spirit and is still by her side.

Even if she never responded to her call, even if she never appeared in front of her eyes, Parker must be here, so what needs to be done is to find a way to make Parker reappear in front of her.

"If it's Parker..."

Emilia thought of a method, although she was not sure if it was really useful, although she was not sure if Parker could appear, although it was very dangerous.

but……

"If it can be done..."

If Parker can really appear, if he can change the current predicament, if he can recall the past memories, then...

"It was all worth it!"

Emilia's eyes became firmer, she let go of the gemstone she was wearing around her neck, and looked into the depths of the forest.

"If I remember correctly, there seems to be a lake near the ruins. I saw it by accident when I went to the trial."

In the evening, Emilia happened to see a lake in the forest on the way to the trial accompanied by Subaru and others.