I Have Crossed Over, but You Are The Second Week?

Looking closely at the man in front of him, he was no longer as gloomy as he remembered, and his body was still healthy and strong. The intact neck made her subconsciously want to touch it, but she stopped.

She wanted to hug him, to rely on him, to ask him for the dependence and warmth that only belonged to her, and to ask him why he chose to abandon himself.

However, she can't do it.Emilia knew very well that the Nayuki Subaru in front of her was the one she cared about, but she was not the one who would be three years later.But that's fine, as long as that's it.

"Emelia...?"

Seeing the girl in front of him who continued to look at him with a look that made him feel weird after introducing himself, Subaru Nayuki didn't know what to say.Not to mention that one mission was completed at one time, and then another mission target was found.

Let's just say that this Emilia in front of me is because he has not yet followed the customs, or is it simply that the girl in front of him is a little too strange?

"Oh, you seem to know Xiao Liya."

Suddenly, a cat-like creature appeared out of thin air beside Emilia floating in mid-air.That creature looked at Subaru Nayuki with his hands pinched at his waist just like a human being.

"But if you want to get close to my lovely daughter, you have to go through my investigation!"

"Really, Parker, stop talking nonsense!"

Emilia interrupted the kitten-like creature, Parker, and apologized to Subaru Nazuki apologetically.

"This is Parker, my contract elf. Sometimes he says some strange things, please don't mind."

"Ah, it's okay, I don't care."

Subaru Nayuki waved his hand and said that he didn't care, after all, this elf looked quite cute, and he didn't think that the elf said how strange it was.

However, there is still another problem before Nayuki Subaru, and that is the first task 'Help Emilia find the location of Wang Xuan's badge'.He didn't know if Emilia had lost that badge now, and he didn't know what reason to follow her.

However, what Nayuki Subaru didn't know was that while he was thinking about how to follow Emilia's side, Emilia was also thinking about how to make a request to accompany Nayuki Subaru.

The two were silent for a while, thinking about their own affairs, but Parker, the elf, floated in the air and looked back and forth on the two of them.

From before, Parker felt that Emilia seemed to have changed somewhere, but he couldn't say exactly where it changed for a while.And now seeing the strange appearance of Emilia, who has always been his daughter, Parker understands that everything has something to do with Subaru Nayuki.

However, Parker would not interfere with Emilia's decision, and it could also sense that Subaru Nazuki was not someone with a dark heart.So if Emilia is in contact with him, it will be relieved.

So looking at the two people who were silent, Parker just observed with great interest, wanting to see what the two of them wanted to do, so that he could directly ignore each other's thinking.

"that……"

"Excuse me……"

"You speak first."

"You speak first……"

The two people who were completely synchronized looked at each other, and finally Subaru Nazuki and Emilia laughed at the same time.

"Excuse me, have you seen a little girl, short, blond hair, the kind that is very flexible and fast, she stole my things, so I want to get it back."

Emilia knew exactly where Felt was, and she knew exactly what kind of danger she would encounter if she went to find Felt.However, she had already asked Reinhardt for help in advance, and when necessary, Reinhardt would appear to solve the danger.

And the reason why she said that was just to find a reason to let Subaru Nayuki go with her.

"Sorry, I haven't seen it either..."

Subaru Natsuki shook his head, then looked at Emilia.

"But I can help you find it together. After all, one more person has more strength, how about it?"

"Then... I'll leave everything to you, Subaru."

Everything has just begun... Rem didn't die, and Ram didn't hunt down Subaru Natsuki.The current Nayuki Subaru is still the same as the original, enthusiastic, confident, and makes people want to get closer.Instead of the cold, gloomy King Sweeping who controls the lives and deaths of others at will.

However, no matter what kind of Subaru Nayuki is, whether it is him now, or she is the King of Purging, they are the objects Emilia relies on.No matter when, anywhere, in those three years, she had already become someone who could give up everything for him.

So, in the future, she will definitely change...

Reply to the post, the cause of the anger IF can be said to be Rem's death, but it was Ram who really caused Subaru to become the King of Purging.In that snowy field, the world completely faded in the eyes of Subaru, who was about to die as Ram grabbed his neck.

The person who was laughing and laughing before could kill him at the next moment, he could no longer trust anyone, everything in his eyes was black and white, and black and white represented falsehood and lies.

So in essence, it was Ram's desperate pursuit that led to Subaru Nayuki's transformation into the King of Purging.

Prompt that there are prohibited words, but I can't find it after searching several times.

Chapter 5 Belongs to Ram's Tenderness

While Subaru Nayuki and Emilia were inquiring about Felt together, Ram, who was Emilia's entourage, did not stay in the place where the two of them were staying, but also walked in the royal capital. received above.

Although the two didn't know each other's true situation, Ram was not Ram at this point in time. She was also from the future, or more precisely, Ram three years later.

Everything is like a dream, and she clearly realizes that even the five people that Wang | selected have not been collected yet, and she just followed Emilia to the capital to deal with related matters. It never happened, and everything made Ram feel that he was just having a dream.

But she is very clear that the memory of the future is not a dream, she really experienced the unspeakable three years, and returned to the present three years ago after her death.

Everything... when did it start?

By the way... It was that time, when my sister Rem died due to an unknown curse... From that time, the future that was doomed to the end began.

Emilia is not by her side now, and Ram, who has returned as a rebirth, is very clear that the current Emilia should have met that man, the man named Subaru Nayuki who had influenced her life.

After that, the two should go to the slums in order to find the lost royal selection badge, and then meet Elsa the intestine hunter there, and finally be rescued by the sword saint Reinhardt.

After that, in order to repay Subaru Nayuki who helped her, Emilia will bring him back to her master Roswaal's territory with her, and live there.

And all the pain and tragedy started at that time.

I don't know why, but Subaru Nayuki always exudes a smell.That is not some kind of smell that actually exists, but the aftertaste of witches that only those who are cared for by witches will exude.

But even though it was said to be the 'witch's lingering scent', for Ram and his sister Rem, that smell could only be described as 'foul smell'.Because their homes were destroyed by witch cultists.

As important guests of Roswaal and Emilia, although they felt disgusted, she and Rem were both enduring it, and tried their best to make Subaru Nazuki not feel alienated and dissatisfied as a guest.

Maybe the days should go on like this... but on that day, everything changed.

His younger sister Rem died of an unknown curse, and of course, as the only outsider in the Rosvall territory, Subaru Nazuki, who had the 'stench' that belonged to witch cultists, became the only suspect.

Rem was her last and most important relative, and she would do anything for Rem's sake.Likewise, if it was the person who hurt Rem, she would kill him no matter what.

With only hatred in her head, she wanted to kill Subaru Nayuki.She left Rem, who was not buried, and Roswaal, the master she served, and everything behind her, and kept chasing Subaru Nayuki who escaped.

Non-stop, non-stop, just to kill that man, and keep moving forward.

In the end... in the snow, she grabbed him again and grabbed his neck with her own hands. Everything was just for him to die in pain.

Even in the midst of hatred, Ram could still see that the instinctively struggling man who was strangled by her throat had long since lost the desire to live.Even the physical struggle is just the body's instinctive survival response.

But...she failed...

When she was young, she lost her most important horn as an oni in order to protect her sister Rem due to an attack by a witch cultist.Without horns, she cannot accumulate magic power by herself, instead, she will continue to consume the magic power that is only in her body.

If the magic power in her body is exhausted, she will die of weakness because of her lack of magic power. She has always relied on Roswaal's help to fill the magic power in her body.In order to hunt down Subaru Nayuki, she left Rosvall, and he lost his way of replenishing his magic power. At the last moment when he was about to kill Subaru Nayuki... he lost his mobility.

Maybe she will die like this... She thought so at that time.Lying in the snow unable to move, in the end will only die of weakness and exhaustion.

But... that man saved her.The man she hated and wanted to kill immediately, causing him to die in an extremely painful death, and the man who made him die a hundred times a thousand times more painfully, frantically collected the spar that could provide her with magic power and saved her.

Ram knew very well that there was no desire to live in the man's eyes, and the whole person was like a walking dead.To him, it seems that death is the best relief, and living is just a painful torture.So why is she still alive?

She was rescued by him and then imprisoned by him.He established his own territory and owned his own organization.In order to survive every day, I am careful, don't trust anyone, and have a strong sense of distance from everyone except myself.If it senses danger, it will immediately kill the opponent.

And he, who couldn't even stand someone standing behind him, chose to imprison her in the secret room behind his bedroom.

And this imprisonment... is three years.

In order to ensure that she can survive, every once in a while, she will be provided with spar containing magic power that can replenish her body, and she will also be cleaned and groomed regularly. The two have communicated, but only a few sentence.

In these three years, she knew the truth of the year.It wasn't from that man's mouth that she learned the truth about the cause of her sister Rem's death.

It had nothing to do with Subaru Nazuki, and Rem's death was caused by malice from other people.And everything she did was just angering innocent people.It was what she did that caused the man to completely lose his desire to live, but he continued to endure the pain of living.

So...why is he still alive?What is it that keeps him alive even in pain?What does he desire and what does he want to do?

There was no need to ask, not even to talk, just looking at her had already confirmed... what he longed for was death.However, that was not a casual death, he... hadn't made up his mind to die.

And then... that day came.The ground was shaking, and even in the secret room, Ram could feel violent vibrations and explosions.The organization that Subaru Nayuki had built in three years and that no country could ignore was broken.And he, once again opened the door of the secret room and came to her.

Those are the same eyes that have not changed in the past three years. They have lost their color and have no desire to live. They are like eyes of a dead person.There was no dialogue, no need for dialogue, he walked in front of her, and she understood what he was thinking.

He... longed for death, longed for liberation... longed to be killed by her.

Maybe the thing that should be done at this time is to make up for the wrongs he had done, so that the man in front of him can feel warm and safe again.But...that's something that can't be done.She knew him, and nothing could impress the man in front of her.All he longed for was her hands, and only being killed by her would be his salvation.

The only person she had been in contact with in the past three years, the only person she could see in the past three years, and the person she could not rest assured during the past three years.There was only one thing she could do.

"Finally... have the idea of ​​seeking death... Balus."

After a long absence, she only belongs to her exclusive name for him. In the past three years, she is the only person who knows him best.Only she knew what the man in front of her longed for.And she, there is no hatred, no resentment, no hesitation... Yes, she just wants to satisfy his wishes, to free him from the pain.

Once again, she stretched out her hands to the neck covered with fingerprints that she had left three years ago.

Subaru Nayuki died... just like in the snow that day, she died in her hands with a smile.What exactly led to this ending?

Ram is very clear that the root of everything lies in himself... It is he who has caused the tragic ending.Hearing the footsteps, Ram, who was sitting on Subaru Nazuki who had lost his life, raised his head.

And at the end of her consciousness, all she felt was the painful scream and the ice pick that hit her face.

When she woke up again, she had returned to the present three years ago.Nothing has happened yet, everything has only just begun.Emilia may have just met Nazuki Subaru, and she is just the maid who has not been blinded by hatred.

And now, she is ready for everything... to make up for that man, and to change that future.

This chapter has been updated.I originally wanted to write a 3K, but I was worried that it would be too watery, so I clicked it so far.

About the content of anger IF, it is generally explained clearly through Ram's memory in this chapter.Then there are some details. When Subaru was on the verge of death in the snow, the world in his eyes lost its color and was only left with black and white, and black and white represented falsehood.There are only three people of color in his eyes, Emilia, Ram and Betty.

Knowing Betty's pain for 400 years, he killed Betty with the last tenderness, longing for death, but not willing to be killed by false people, longing for Emilia to kill him.But Emilia, who had also lost everything, felt Subaru's support and twisted herself through constant contact, feeling that she only had Subaru, and Subaru only had herself, so she made a change and chose to stand by him regardless of right or wrong. around.

But this is unacceptable, and making a change means deception.Subaru's last hope was Ram.But Ram sensed Subaru's pain and chose to end his pain.This is the tenderness that belongs to Ram.

Chapter 6 Chat Groups and Names

"Really... Subaru is stunned again."

"It looks pretty normal, is there something uncomfortable?"

At this time, several people had just inquired about Feirut and learned that she was a thief living in a civilian area.However, before the few had gone far, Nayuki Subaru seemed to be thinking about something without saying a word.However, unlike Parker, who is a little strange, Emilia is a little surprised.

In the last life, apart from the long time she lived in the Pandem Hall, she only had contact with Subaru for a short period of time at Roswaal's mansion.But at that time, she noticed that Subaru would occasionally go into a daze as if he was thinking about something.