Matou Shinji Returns from Infinite

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Matou Shinji Returning from Infinite Author: ZZ2

【brief introduction】

As a child, I thought I was the most special in the world.

until I met her.

In middle school, I thought she belonged to me alone.

until I met him.

In high school, I thought I was the last winner.

until I met it.

A few years later, I sat in front of the computer and reminisced about the bitterness of old age, thinking that I really understood everything.

until I met him.

……

In the winter of Chapter 199 3, the new Sorcerer Supreme returns and decides to take a gorgeous revenge on the 'future' that is to come.

(This is a decadent uncle who lived to be 37 years old and was thrown into the infinite space to be remade. He walked through countless battlefields, and was finally beaten by a certain purple sweet potato spirit. He returned to his eight-year-old days to make wind and rain, leading the history of pan-humanity A story of embarking on a road of no return)

Chapter 01. How many floors does a bag of rice have to carry

That pride, I can't remember when it was born.When you think about it, it seems like that's where it all started.

magician.

Both 'mysterious' users and inheritors.Controlling the power of miracles beyond the reach of ordinary people, it dominates the unknowable realm inside the world, like a lost continent under the deep sea that no one can observe.

From the bottom of his heart, he is proud of his ancestors as one of them.

Also have some regrets.

It's true that magicians pass on knowledge, but to use this knowledge beyond common sense, you need a "carrier" that also goes beyond common sense, just like a computer engineer without a computer. In the mysterious world, people Call it the 'magic circuit'.

It is a virtual organ similar to internal organs and nerves, which cannot be explained by modern science, nor can it be observed with instruments... At least the surface society cannot do it.

Quantity and quality are important criteria for evaluating a magician's talent.

And he, unfortunately, doesn't even have the qualifications to be assessed.

The inheritance of knowledge is also good, and there is no shortage of elder teachers who are worth learning.Obviously, he should be above ordinary people, and he should look down with cold eyes looking at the lower part of the food chain. What is the problem?Why would he not have a magic circuit?

He once asked his grandfather, and the grandfather's answer was very simple - 'because you have no talent'.

Without talent, there is no magic circuit?

It felt like there was something logically wrong, but in fact, this was the reality he didn't want to face.

Even more brutal is what happened later.

His father adopted a girl.

It took him a long time to find out that the girl had a magic aptitude that he did not have, and was raised as an heir.

Until now.

He still remembered clearly the complex emotions that filled his heart and made him feel physically and mentally painful.

Impossible to forget.

Even if you forget it today, you will remember it tomorrow when you meet him.

Over and over, over and over again... an endless loop.

It was as if reality had tortured him.

Especially when the girl stood in front of him and apologized very sincerely, the resentment in his heart reached the extreme.

what is this?pity?mercy?

Even outright sarcasm and abuse were more pleasing to his ears than this.

Ah, since you said so, then as my thing, use your life and everything to repay.

After that, the girl whose name was his sister became his venting prop.

It was completely unbelievable that there was a time when he truly loved her.

Is it because you feel betrayed?

Or is it anger at the girl's cowardly gesture?

Since he already has something he desperately desires, he should be prouder than anyone else.

What's with that pitiful look?In your opinion, is this 'talent' and a bright future so unworthy of attention?

Jealousy made him more twisted.

Although in the eyes of others, he is a winner in life who is excellent in character and study, has an excellent family, and is popular with the opposite sex, but he knows that he is a fragile shell.

This point must have been seen through by the arrogant eldest lady who prided herself on being elegant, so she didn't bother to care about his ridiculous behavior prompted by the muddy self-esteem.

Fortunately, he's still a lucky coward.

That's why he was able to survive the Holy Grail War.

...perhaps it would be better to die.

When he was injured, he ran away subconsciously screaming, and when he saw the benefit, he jumped up without even thinking about it.

Just like a mindless beast.

No, the beast is an overstatement.

He doesn't have the lethality of a beast.

...is there anything uglier than this?

even so……

Even so, when the dust settled and he was lucky enough to survive, after he was admitted to the hospital, the girl who had already been bruised and bruised in body and mind still watched over him tenderly.

At that moment, he realized something.

Unforgettable since childhood, the twisted obsession with wanting to become a magician, and the pain of the past ten years.

Compared with her, it is too insignificant.

Ah, so it is.

So it's her.

To become a magician, there is more than just a magic circuit.

he knows.

Even if he has a magic circuit, he cannot become a first-class magician, at best he is a 'mortal' among magicians.

What's the difference between that and usual?

It's not that he doesn't have the talent for magic, but he doesn't have the talent to be a magician.

wake up.

The dark distortions gradually faded in places that I didn't even notice, and sooner or later, the only distortions left would return to their original shape.

That was exactly the ending that suited him, Matou Shinji.

However, this way.

What should I use to fill the void in my heart?

There should be... and what else can be done by oneself.

Even such a self, such a weak and ridiculous self, should have something that only one can do, right?

He started looking for answers.

Then, one day.

The answer came out of nowhere.

"You want to understand the meaning of life, do you want to truly live?"

...that's right.

This is it.

Although it looked like a prank, he surprisingly didn't raise any doubts.