Too Virtuous, I Messed with a Rich Woman

And the little empress, who held her head up to feel the gentle sunshine, also said with some yearning.

"I really don't know Xiaoxi, why are you always so optimistic and happy, can you teach me?"

Xiaoxi was praised like this, and he raised his tail cutely, rubbed his nose and said, "It's very simple! Because Xiaoxi is an idiot! My sister will be happy every day if she becomes an idiot!"

This unexpected answer made Yan Ling and the little empress a little surprised, and after a while, they both let out a tacit sound of laughter.

Yes, you don't have to think about it so much, you will be very happy indeed.

Xiaoxi also twisted and asked curiously at this time: "Speaking of which, sister Yixin, what are we waiting for by standing at the school gate?"

After being asked by Xiaoxi, the little queen was surprised to find that she was standing here in a daze because she was instinctively afraid of thunder and rain?

Eh?

For such a long time, she actually stood here and did nothing.

Just because I saw the dark clouds in the sky, so I worried that I would get wet by a heavy rain, and I was afraid of the harsh sound of thunder?

She was dragged down by the concerns in her own consciousness, so she stood here subconsciously and cowardly, trying to hide from the rain in a confused way?

After realizing this, the little empress suddenly woke up.

She was also unconsciously confused and fell into her own cowardly nature.

At this moment, the little empress resembled her weak mother.

She couldn't help but think, was it the same with her mother back then?

Is this the case with the once young and arrogant mother? In a moment of relaxation, when she did not notice it, it was just because of her natural fear and cowardice that she inexplicably sank into the quagmire of incompetence. , and finally got deeper and deeper, which led to nothing over the years?

Therefore, it is not the incompetent mother who handed over the power of the royal family.

But when she noticed something was wrong, was she already powerless?

...

In the 20 years of the little empress's life, this was the first time she stood in the position of the woman she had never looked down on in her life, so she put herself in her shoes and thought about the difficulties and encounters she had faced as empress mother.

She thinks that she and her mother should be different, but in fact... just like her, she will be shrouded in these sudden negative emotions and affect her judgment.

However, she was not disturbed by this kind of nonsense.

Now that she has made a choice, she shouldn't just stay in place and spend precious time in a daze.

Therefore, the little queen also said to Yanling and Xiaoxi: "It just happens that this afternoon is still long! Xiaoxi, Yanling, let's go to the amusement park!"

Eh? !

"Why do you suddenly say such absurd things?" Yan Ling thought that the little empress had something important to arrange, but she said that she would go to the amusement park, besides—

"It might rain today, the weather forecast can tell, it might be a storm... Are you sure you're all right?"

Yanling knew that the little empress was afraid of storms, and she couldn't overcome the fear of thunder.

Therefore, out of concern, Yan Ling did not agree with this kind of joke-like arrangement. She didn't want to see the weak side of the little empress, after all, it would make her little empress humiliated.

Moreover, since the little empress is determined to start an alliance action with the eldest princess, it is time to spend the time on the arrangement and planning of the official business.

But in response to Yanling's warning and dissuasion, this time the little empress actually said with a sincere smile.

"It's precisely because the rainstorm is coming, that we should take advantage of this time to enjoy the last leisure, isn't it?"

"But, as I said, maybe there will be a storm soon..."

"At least not now? Isn't it?"

"It's not really now...and there probably won't be a storm."

"Then go! gogogo!"

The little empress pushed Yan Ling's shoulder with one hand, and pulled the stream beside her with the other, and was about to start making trouble.

She's never fooled around!

Throw away the step-by-step planning, and those bad moods, and just go to the amusement park!

She has never done this before!

So, do it!

At least today, she is not a little empress, at least today, she just wants to be an unreasonable Li Yixin!

I don't work hard for someone's expectations, I just indulge for my own happiness.

"Just this time!"

Now that he said that, Yanling had to shut his mouth obediently, and Xiaoxi also cheered happily: "Amusement park! I've never been to an amusement park! Sister Yanling!"

...

When Yanling heard this sentence, it was inevitable that her expression was slightly bitter.

Because, she was embarrassed to confess to Xiaoxi, this was also her first time...

go to the amusement park...

Chapter 62 The past is always difficult

What does an amusement park look like?What's the fun in there?Will there be staff wearing mascot dolls, smiling and handing themselves balloons and gifts?

For these, Yanling has never been clear, because she has never been there.

In other words, since she was a child, she never felt any beauty that should belong to innocence.

In Yanling's childhood, there was only a huge villa in which she lived alone.

The meals she eats are nutritious meals prepared by emotionless robots, and the clothes she wears are given to her by men and women who come to her house to please her mother. She has played games for children, but she is only alone. Put countless dolls in the courtyard, and play the house alone.

She was even told by her mother that she could not go to school or make friends too early because of her racial peculiarity. She could only stay at home and accept a tutoring robot bought by her mother to help her with her homework.

Eating, sleeping, bathing, playing games, studying, daze...

Everything, she has to stay in the courtyard like a prison and do it alone.

Loneliness is like a part of her, and she is used to tasting loneliness.

But even like this, she can find her own happiness.

Yes, Yanling, who was only five years old at that time, would always ignore the advice of the mechanical servants, barefoot like a wild girl, grabbing the tall vines and the protruding bricks and tiles in the high courtyard wall with both hands, Climb up to the high wall where you can see the outside world up close and sit.

But she could only sit on the high wall and did not dare to go over it.

Because once she left the villa, the robot servant would call her mother to complain, and her mother would sigh and say why she was so ignorant.

In order not to make her mother angry, she always rubbed against the edge of the wall and obediently rode on the wall that was not much taller than her.

As for why he likes to stay here, that is a secret that belongs to Xiao Yanling alone.

Yes, secrets, secrets never told to anyone—

At the age of five, she would watch Father Sun go down the mountain every day, go to the corner of the villa, in that familiar place, sit on the wall and look out on the sidewalk, the children with friends, playing with laughter and laughter, run.

She can also see countless children, calling the women around her mother in an innocent and lovely tone, showing off what she has learned at school today and meeting those friends.

Then those children who were about her age would use a coquettish tone, and the man next to them called Dad, begging for the other party to buy them toys, or for Dad to accompany them to play with them on vacation.

And those women who are called mothers by their children will have happy smiles on their faces.

They were so happy as if they were listening to the adventure stories of little heroes, they listened to all the things about the children at school, and then they happily praised the children who were alive and kicking in a great tone.

Although those things are trivial and insignificant, the laughter between them still attracts the lonely Xiao Yanling, obsessively indulging in the happiness of others.

As for the men who were called fathers by the children, they were completely different from those Yanling had seen.

The faces of those fathers were filled with the doting that Yanling yearned for, and their voices also excitedly agreed to the children's various requests.

They seem like omnipotent heroes who can meet all the demands of the kids!

In the eyes of the once naive Yanling, these parents were like the gifts that the children received from the [school].

They care, look after, listen, and understand everything children feel.

Xiao Yanling also rides on the fence of the villa every day, grabs the branches outside the fence with both hands, and uses the leaves to block her glittering hopeful eyes. She does not dare to disturb the happy atmosphere of others, so she can only hide here quietly. , looking at the parents and children on the sidewalk outside.

The cute Xiao Yanling will regard this time as a happy game. Until dusk, when the lights on the roadside are turned on and no other children are walking across the road, she will return to the villa shaking her sore body. go to sleep.

And every day in her dreams, Yanling is imagining that one day, she will have her parents who love her and love her.

It is this craving and yearning that supports her, and she sinks into a fantasy daydream little by little.

At that time, almost every morning and afternoon, whether it was windy or rainy, she would hide here, tenderly and beautifully remembering every parent and their child who passed by.

And after looking at it for a long time, she found that it seems that every child's parents have not changed.

And they always say things like 'home', 'our home', 'home'.

Family?

What it is?

Curious Xiao Yanling always climbed the branches and tilted his head to think about what home they were talking about.

The innocent little succubus didn't understand these words at all, and when she asked these questions to the tutoring robot, the answer she got was always that every child has a father and a mother, and every home should have a father and mother, and A child loved by his parents.

But since every child has it, why does she have no parents?

Among the people she knew, there were no parents, only a strange woman named [Mother]...

For five-year-old Xiao Yanling, the mother who never accompanied her was not the gentle mother she had seen, and she had never seen her father come to her.

When she was a child, Yanling was always thinking, she was thinking about it, and finally she even used the thinking of a child to guess in a confused way.

The parents of those children must have been picked up by children from outside.

There must be such a place in the world where you can pick up your parents who dote on them.

It is precisely because of this idea that Xiao Yanling is always looking forward to - hoping that she can have a pair of parents who only belong to her like those happy children?

Therefore, with this beautiful dream, finally, one night after waiting for two months, her mother returned home with a man she did not know.

At that time, Yan Ling happily ran to her mother and held up the drawing board in her hand to her mother.

She drew all the parents and mothers she saw outside, and she still remembers that she looked at her mother with so much anticipation at that time, and said something to the woman in a pleading tone she had never seen in her life. talk--

"Mother and mother! Can I buy a mother and father for Yanling!? Yanling also wants... I want a mother and father who is always with Yanling! Yanling wants to live at home with her mother and father!"