I Won't Be a Loser

There is also a little bit of murmuring in my heart. I wrote such a work based on Mito Yuka's experience, and I don't know what kind of mood the girl will feel after reading it.

The ending is not good, even if the whole person's experience is placed on anyone in reality, it is extraordinarily heavy. Even if there is an "angel" who saves her, it does not save her from the ending of her youth.

I don't know if Mito Yuuke will give himself some razor blades when he meets next time after reading what he wrote, or will he directly give himself two knives?

Looking at the girl next to him, he thought that during the time he had been in contact with her, he knew her, her character, and probably couldn't do such a thing.

Instead of caring about Mito Yuka, it's better to think about whether the Saiyuanji world will rush into your room with a knife when you don't pay attention one day, and stab yourself twice in the stomach The possibility of this is a little bigger than that of Mito Yuka.

Thinking about the messy and complicated relationship with himself now, the sage is also a little emotional.

Xiyuan Temple Doriko and Kiyoura Mai don't need to care about them. They will definitely not be with him. Even if they don't consider the age issue, they will never be with him just for the sake of Kiyoura Setsuna and the world of Saiyuanji. The sages are together.

As for the relationship between Xiyuan Temple World and Qingpu Setsuna, Qingpu Setsuna, as Xianren's official girlfriend, still met Xianren's mother, and it was almost confirmed.

"The world also knows about this, but they just don't know when she will give up..."

"what?"

"Ok?"

The sage, who was lost in his own thoughts, muttered inadvertently, and Mito Yuka, who followed him and walked beside him, couldn't help but cast his gaze on the sage, with a confused expression on his face.

Suddenly heard the sage speak, but there were some inexplicable content, such as "world" and "giving up", which made her feel inexplicable.

"Sorry, I was thinking about other things just now, lost my mind for a while, and said some strange words."

The sage who came back to his senses couldn't help but smiled apologetically at Mito Yuka. He even forgot that there was someone beside him. He searched the bookstore for a while, and looked through the half-finished bookshelves on the first floor. , and failed to see his work, just when he was about to give up, Mito Yuuka took her hand, gently pulled the sage's arm, and pointed his finger in one direction.

"Is that book over there yours?"

Looking back towards the direction pointed by Singer Mito Yuki, I saw a three-color poster of black, white and red. The three colors are diagonally occupying one-third each. In the middle of the white, there is a falling figure. The Angel Bearing a Stigma" as the title of the book.

Among the other works in the entire bookstore, the tone is a bit heavy, and it is also a bit conspicuous in the entire bookstore, but the corners are a little bit remote. The sage looks at the location of his books, and his mood is slightly subtle. He glanced sideways at a more prominent position, and then at the names of the books displayed there.

A new work by a popular author.

Forget it, it's all right.

I couldn't help but sighed in my heart, even though I expressed my understanding for such a thing, but my heart was still unavoidable, Jingnen's cheeks moved slightly, he smiled helplessly, and silently restrained himself Bitter, he walked to his book silently and stopped.

"Miyashui... Xige?"

Mito Yuka didn't feel anything when she saw the name of the book, but when she saw the author's name, she couldn't help but froze.

Looking sideways at the young man standing beside her, her mood suddenly became complicated, her eyes fixed on the side face of the young man, she couldn't help biting her lips lightly, and couldn't help but lift herself up. His hand lightly rested on his lips, covering up the expression on his face.

Her face was slightly hot, and she was a little shy in her heart.

"I'm not good at things like naming things, but because I feel that the name 'Xige' sounds good, and I got inspiration from you, so I just used my name and yours to make up a pseudonym. Sorry, this , it seems that I didn't discuss it with you..."

"No, compared to this, it really doesn't matter if I...use my name? You...I...are very happy."

After being silent for a while, Mito Yuka, who didn't know how to describe her mood, smiled slightly at the young man beside her, reached out and picked up the books on the shelf, and picked up a book.

"Do you want to buy it? I still have two copies at home. I can give you one as a gift. When I came here today, I forgot to bring it."

"No, I can just buy it myself, and it's better to buy it myself."

Mito Yuuka shook her head slightly, her clear and bright eyes stared at the young man in front of her, even looking at the young man's uninterested expression, her eyes were extraordinarily dazzling and shining at the moment.

The two strolled around the bookstore for a while, and it wasn't just Mito Yuuka who bought his books. Sage also took this opportunity to stroll around the bookstore and bought some books that looked popular and popular. The topical work, I bought it together with Yuka Mito.

After leaving the bookstore, he was not in a hurry to end it. At Mito Yuka's suggestion, he was invited to ktv by the girl. The two sat in a small room, and the girl invited him to sing together... ...

Unfortunately.

Sage is not very good at the songs that young people like. Under Mito Yuka’s surprised eyes, the songs he ordered are those old songs that have been around for a long time, almost in the 80s and 90s. There are new songs, but there are very few of them, and... when they sing, the tone...

As a professional music high school student, Mito Yuka's expression became a little inexplicable when listening to the sage's song. Looking at the serious and engrossed expression of the sage, he was silent for a long time, and then slowly smiled. .

"How do I sing...?"

After singing, the wise man looked back at the girl sitting beside him, and couldn't help asking.

Facing the calm expression and confident eyes of the sage, Mito Yuuka was a little hard to say, but still smiled and applauded lightly, giving praise——

"It's powerful and emotional."

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The Season of Cherry Blossoms: 181. I can't rest easy

At first glance, it sounded fine, but when I thought about it carefully, I didn't seem to be singing any majestic song. His eyes fell on Mito Yuka's face, and seeing the girl's reserved smile, he silently He sat down and didn't make a sound.

Seeing the sage's sudden silence, Mito Yuuka also had no mood to continue singing. Amidst the music playing, the two sat in the room quietly drinking juice and the fruits they ordered.

"Have you thought about the future?"

Sitting on the sofa, under the sound of leisurely music, the sage's eyes fell on the girl, looking at Mito Yuuka who was holding a glass in both hands and biting a straw with his head down, he opened his mouth slowly and asked What happened after Mito Yuka.

Aware of her speech, Mito Yuuka, who was a little rude, lowered her head silently, while drinking juice, thinking about herself. Now she suddenly heard the wise man's question, and she looked at the wise man , but for a while, I didn't know how to answer.

"I don't have much time to think about such problems. Now I'm working and working every day, and school things have taken a lot of energy. When I can rest, I don't have any extra time to think about those things. gone."

In a slightly dim room with flashing neon lights, Yuuka Mito looked down at the juice in her glass, and she felt so extravagant just thinking about the topic of 'future'.

When she was young, the so-called dream was probably to wear a pure white wedding dress and be with the person she liked, just like the family she once had. The family lived a happy and happy life. Later, it became an ideal. To be a singer, but reality shatters her life...

Her parents couldn't accept the reality of being deceived by her friends, and chose to end her life, leaving her to live in this world alone. Without her parents, she was left alone, and she realized that she couldn't even maintain her life. It's all that difficult.

Food, clothing and housing.

She can still wear her old clothes, which is not a big problem, but the rest has become a big problem for her to live on. Her previous savings and the saved living expenses only made her stick to it. Less than half a month's time.

Those burdens on her body made her former relatives unwilling to have any entanglements and involvements with her...

Looking at the young man next to her, she would think back to that day from time to time, if the person she met was not a sage, what would have happened, and what kind of world would she sink into?

Presumably that must not be a happy ending.

If you don't meet a sage, then it must be a very sad future, right?

Lying in his own small 'home' at night, Mito Yuuka would also shed tears at some point, feeling confused and sad about his future, the pain in his heart is hard to tell anyone. in the mouth.

The good things she experienced in the past have now become nightmares every night, making her always open her eyes early to face this cruel and cold real world.

the only light.

"I checked. According to the relevant legal provisions, your parents have become the guarantors of the debt. Even if they assume the debt, it is limited to your parents' property. You have no direct guarantee relationship, and you don't need to replace the debt repayment. "

"After my parents passed away, those people didn't take the initiative to come to me, but even so, my life is already very bad. If I continue, I don't know what will happen in the future."

After encountering such an experience, I am afraid that even after graduating from school and looking for a job, it will be an indelible trace and become a burden in her life.

"Would you like to leave Tokyo?"

After hearing Mito Yuka's words, the sage's eyes fell on the girl, looking at the girl in front of him, he opened his mouth slowly.

"If you are willing to leave Tokyo and leave this place, I may be able to help. In my hometown, Gifu, it is a relatively peaceful place, where no one will know about you, and you can start your life again with peace of mind. "

Mito Yuka looked at the sage in front of her, and after quietly listening to the sage's words, she had a puzzled expression on her face.

It's not that she doesn't understand the meaning of the sage, but understanding the meaning of the sage has nothing to do with her understanding of the reason why the sage did so. She looked at the young man in front of her, and her heart was filled with deep puzzlement.

"Why, help me like this?"

"I just don't want to see the person in front of me sink into a deep quagmire. A normal person wouldn't look at a blooming flower and be soaked in mud, right?"

Hearing the sage's explanation and answer, Mito Yuuka couldn't help but fell into a dumbfounded look. Seeing the sage's serious expression, he couldn't help but curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly.

"You've already helped me a lot, it's enough, and now you've given me so much support. In a short period of time, I don't need to be too hasty. I will seriously think about things in the future."

Looking at the sage, Mito Yuuka pursed his lips and gave an answer with a smile.

Looking at the girl in front of him, those pure eyes and expression always make him inadvertently recall the past, think of those people who were kind to him, and silently close his eyes.

He took a deep breath and calmed himself down.

He opened his eyes again, looked at the girl in front of him, and smiled slightly.

"Well, if there's anything you need help with, let me know."

"Well, then, I will trouble you then."

"It's not my style to give up halfway after helping someone."

Blinking, Mito Yuka looked at the boy in front of her, bit her lips lightly, and her eyes flickered.

"Did you really not think about what you said at that time?"

"Ok?"

Looking at Mito Yuka with some confusion, looking at the other party's calm eyes and the smile on the corner of his mouth, he probably understood the other party's meaning. After being silent for a while, he slowly stood up and walked from the seat he was sitting place, came to Mito Yuka's side, and sat down.

Under Mito Yuuka's somewhat tangled and nervous gaze, the sage did not do anything that made her heart beat, but silently turned his body sideways, and then put his head on her pillow. on the legs.

"Well, let me lie down for a while, is it okay?"

".......certainly."

Lying peacefully on the girl's lap like this, pillowing on the other person's leg, closing his eyes and resting, is not an unattainable dream for him, if he speaks, no matter it is an instant, or the world will be easily satisfied he, but...

With his eyes closed, the sage was quietly pillowing on the opponent's lap, and Mito Yuka also lowered his head, looking at the sage with his eyes closed and a relaxed expression.

It lasted for about half an hour. When the two left the room, Mito Yuka, whose legs were a little sore, couldn't help but become awkward when she walked out of the room. The sage walked beside her, Holding her by the arm attracted other people's subtle gazes.

However, the two of them would not be so idle as to explain because of other people's gazes. After walking for a while, the two of them took a short rest in the restaurant they passed. After dinner, the sage After sending Mito Yuka back to her place of residence, she waved goodbye, turned around and walked towards the subway, preparing to go back to her apartment.

Standing quietly at the door of the manga cafe, watching Kento's leaving back, Mito Yuuka looked down at the plastic bag in his hand, which contained the books he bought at Kinokuniya Bookstore.

"Let's go back......"

I went back to the private room where I lived, entered it, put the book on the table, picked up my clothes, and left my private room silently. When I got to the shower, I rinsed off first.

When she walked out of the shower room, she found that there was already a long queue outside. She silently averted her gaze, went back to her private room, locked the door, and sat down slowly.

The narrow space, even with the lights turned on, will inevitably be dark at night, cutting off the surrounding space, but there is no ceiling on the top, and any random movement can be heard through the partition, let alone talking about those who are in the room. The smell wafting around...

People who step here occasionally, just feel that the smell is a bit weird, but living here for a long time, it is inevitable that they will have some opinions on this. Mito Yuka couldn't help but bought cheap air freshening balls and put them in the In your own 'room' to make sure the air doesn't smell weird.

Living in such a place for a long time, the fighting spirit will only be wiped out, and the mind will seem to be bound by this narrow space, making it difficult to think about those complicated issues.