Variety: I Loaded the Dream Game

He actually really wanted to hear Xia Zhi calling his brother at this time.

Seeing his gloomy expression, Xiao Xiazhi stuck out her tongue secretly, and leaned her head gently against his chest, feeling that all the anxiety and worries before had disappeared at this moment

elder brother……

She pursed her lips and murmured softly in her heart...

.......

Chapter 460 The Diary That Shouldn't Exist

In the dim room, the girl sat on the bed alone with her legs crossed.

There was a clear knock on the door downstairs, and a faint voice that seemed to be calling her name, but she didn't want to pay attention to it.

She didn't know how long it had been outside, and she couldn't see the sun in the room with the blackout curtains drawn tightly, and she didn't bother to look at the alarm clock.She hasn't looked at her mobile phone for a long time. Some time ago, the message notification ringtone would ring from time to time, but she didn't know when there was no more sound.

Although she felt a little sorry for those classmates who cared about her, she just didn't have the mood to pay attention to them... Or rather, even this feeling of apology doesn't matter now.

The sunny, lively, considerate, gentle, and lovable Xia Zhi originally existed because of his brother. Since he is no longer there, it is not surprising that he has returned to his original appearance, right?

"..."

The sound downstairs had stopped. It seemed that the people outside had finally given up and left, and the room was once again silent.

Xia Zhi is still indifferent to this... She knows that she must look terrible now, her hair has not been taken care of for several days, her diet is very irregular, and she does not have a good rest every day... 18

If my brother sees her like this, he will definitely be scolded, right?she thought to herself.

but……

"It would be great if I could be scolded..." She hugged her legs lightly, buried half of her face in her knees, and murmured in a muffled voice.

In the recent period of time, she has exhausted all methods, tried all methods, and visited all possible places, but she just couldn't find anything, even the slightest thing related to her brother.

Whether it's the words of the people around, or the disappearing traces at home, they all seem to remind her that the boy in her memory never existed.

Several times, Xia Zhi herself had some doubts, whether it was really her fault, but she quickly suppressed such thoughts.

If even he denies the boy, doesn't that mean that he really never existed?

That kind of thing...absolutely not.

However, what can I do?

A trace of confusion appeared in Xia Zhi's eyes.

If it was simply missing, then there is still a glimmer of hope and hope to find, but if there is no trace of the past, where should I find it?

It would be great if there was anyone or anything other than me who remembered my brother, at least it could prove that his existence was not my imagination...

"Past...records...proved..."

Xia Zhi murmured in a low voice, the confusion in his eyes gradually dissipated.

She seemed to have thought of something, and finally jumped out of bed after a long time. She didn't even bother to put on her slippers, and hurried to her desk, opened the drawer with a key, and quickly found the last The beige notebook inside.

"It's still there!"

Her mood was lifted, and she quickly took the notebook out of the drawer, turned on the lamp beside it, and placed it on the desk.

Afterwards, she took a deep breath, and slowly opened the pages of the notebook with a feeling of apprehension...

"May 21, weather: sunny"

"Today is a rare sunny day, and the school also organized a group medical examination.

When I came back, I happily told my brother that I had grown another five centimeters this year, but he didn’t believe me at all, saying that I was only three centimeters taller at most, and that the height measuring device in the school might be a counterfeit product , Suggested that I go to the Ministry of Education to report to the Ministry of Education that the school teachers received kickbacks for educational equipment.

Brother, you idiot, are you just so unwilling to admit that I've really grown taller? (angry)"

……

"May 27th, weather: light rain"

"It was raining after school today, but I forgot to bring my umbrella, so I had to call and ask my brother to pick me up.

But he only brought an umbrella, so we had no choice but to huddle together and go home.But that umbrella was really too small, and when we got home, both of us were half-wet, so wet and uncomfortable.

Brother, he didn't say anything, he just blamed me for not knowing how to take care of myself, because I didn't know how to prepare an umbrella when I saw the sky was so cloudy in the morning.

But he didn't know that I actually saw the weather forecast last night that it was going to rain today, so I didn't bring an umbrella on purpose.

If I know how to take care of myself, how can I have the opportunity for you to take care of me?idiot brother

……

"June [-]th, weather: overcast..."

……

Judging from the year on the top, this should be the diary of last year. There is nothing special about it. It is just some trivial daily life. But before coming to this home, she and her brother spent every day like this.

However, at this moment, looking at these ordinary daily records, Xia Zhi pursed her lips, and suddenly felt an urge to cry.

Brother... really existed. The memories I experienced with him are not my imagination. This diary records everything about them...

Xia Zhi wiped her eyes, turned to the first page of the diary, and began to read it from the beginning, carefully reading bit by bit, unwilling to miss a single bit of text.

Looking at the immature but very familiar handwriting on it, her memory seemed to return to the original past along with the words on the paper.

Then, her eyes stopped on a diary

"April [-], weather: overcast"

"Those people are talking bad about him again, I want to go to them to argue, but I really can't argue with them, so I can only go home with a stomach full of anger and grievances.

He greeted me, I didn't respond to him, I just quickened my pace and wanted to go back to the room quickly... Otherwise, I was afraid that I might really cry in front of him

I know it's not good to treat him so coldly, and I thought about apologizing to him, but I really don't know how to say it, so I can only think about it in the future

However, when I tidied up my mood and walked out of the room, I heard him talking to himself in the living room about leaving...

... I kind of forgot how I got back to the room in the end, I just felt my mind was in a mess and I couldn't get myself up.

I, what should I do..."

"..."

Xia Zhi fell silent.

She remembers this incident very clearly. At that time, she was really confused. If 220 hadn't received a guarantee from her brother later, she would probably have remained so depressed...

However, that is all in the past, and it is meaningless to think about it now... At least, she believes that her brother will never leave her on his own initiative.

After all, he had promised...

Xia Zhi shook his head and continued to read.

Then, she froze again.

"April... don't know how many days, the weather: sunny"

"Today, I had a dream for a long, long time. I have forgotten what I dreamed of. But, after waking up from the dream, I found myself lying in the arms of a boy.

That boy looked like him, if it wasn't for the mismatch in height and age, I might really think they were the same person... Even so, I was a little stunned at first.After all, I have only thought about being held in his arms, but I have never really experienced it.

It took me a long time to regain my senses, remembering to leave this person's arms... I don't know what expression I had at that time, but I could feel the heat on my face, and it must have been flushed.

This feeling is really terrible..."

Xia Zhi: "..."

She didn't have any impression of what was written in this diary.

Rather, because of the impact of that incident at the time, I was in a bad mood and didn't write a diary for a whole April.

So, where did this diary come from?

Or……

In Xia Zhi's heart, an unbelievable guess suddenly rose.

...My past has been changed? .

Chapter 460 What kind of operation is it to help yourself out?

Just a diary is not enough to verify anything, Xia Zhi hurriedly continued to read the back

It seems that because the time cannot be confirmed, the subsequent diaries no longer use the exact date, but use the form of "how many days"...

"I got up late this morning.

I still don't quite get used to the life here, there is no running water and electricity... But the person said that it will be available soon, so let me bear with it a little bit.

I don't know if it's an illusion, but it feels like the baby has grown up a bit compared to yesterday... Can it grow so fast in one day?

At noon, I ate stewed beef with bamboo shoots, which was so unpalatable.But he wants me to eat more, saying that I can grow taller only when I am full, and I won’t even reach 1.5 meters five in a few years... I was a little unclear for a while, whether he cared about me or was simply afraid of me. I can't finish the food left

Also, who said that I will be in high school in a few years, and I will be less than 1.5 meters five? "

"..."

Xia Zhi's hands trembled slightly.

The self in the diary may not be clear, but she does know that her current height is 1.5 meters five... Although my brother always thought that it was a mistake in the school's height measuring device, she was actually not that tall

but……

Just as "I" wondered, how did "he" in the diary know?

Could it be that……

Combined with the information written in the previous diary, Xia Zhi's heart trembled slightly, a guess arose in his heart, and he hurriedly continued to read...

"Day [-], Weather: Sunny"

"Today I made scrambled eggs with bamboo shoots, it's so unpalatable"