Rebirth of the Urban Madman

Life after life, life after life.

Qin Xuan seemed to be trapped in an endless cycle at this moment.

He gradually became bored, especially when everything he valued kept repeating and replaying.

Life and death, grudges, and love and hatred, sometimes made Qin Xuan indulge in them, or even difficult to distinguish.

But every time, every life, for Qin Xuan, it only made his heart heavier.

If there is a destiny, a beginning and an end, no matter what Qin Xuan does, his fate seems to have been fixed.

In the heavens, Luo Gutian, Qin Xuan looked at the devastated Changsheng Immortal City, and he fell into silence.

At this moment, he sat cross-legged on the top of the decayed city with his eyes closed.

In his heart, the past kept emerging, everything he had experienced, everything he valued, everything he expected, and everything he had undertaken, at this moment, swept his heart like a flood.

All along, Qin Xuan suppressed all the things in his heart, like a rolling torrent, which could not be buried by the years.

In this life, Qin Changqing wanted nothing but to leave no regrets, but now he looked down on himself, and he was still alone. At least, when he was the Green Emperor, he had Futian and the Green Emperor Palace.

But now, he only had himself, just like what Tai Shi said in the past, a lonely ghost is no more than that.

The most important thing is that he personally ruined everything. Even if he has a clear conscience, only those who have experienced it can understand this kind of grief, the kind of grief that is suppressed to the extreme, and looks as calm as an ancient well.

Originally, under Qin Xuan's state of mind after years of experience, everything was suppressed in his heart.

But reincarnation after reincarnation actually shook Qin Xuan's state of mind. Everything he experienced, even if he tried everything, seemed to be no match for the fate in the dark, no match for the destined beginning and end.

Qin Xuan had to look directly at all the sorrows, wishes, desires, sorrows, and pains that he had suppressed in his heart again...

At this moment, Qin Xuan, looking at the past, felt more painful than being in the flames and walking on the sword.

Qin Xuan had not felt the torture of being in agony for many years.

His state of mind, which he was most proud of, was rarely fluctuating.

Qin Xuan's breath also became extremely unstable.

Every scene in the past, even every life in the reincarnation, was impacting Qin Xuan's already affected heartstrings.

Time was passing, Qin Xuan's body was broken, and everything he experienced seemed to have been distorted. Countless pasts were like years flowing backwards or fast-forwarding. He seemed to be trapped in this past, starting from his senior year of high school and ending with the defeat of Changsheng Immortal City, trapped in this endless cage.

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Xuan's body suddenly shook, his aura became extremely unstable, and cracks appeared on his immortal body.

This crack was like the beginning, and then it spread.

This crack seemed to indicate Qin Xuan's current crisis.

The crack became larger and larger, and Qin Xuan's body seemed to be gradually collapsing.

Boom!

The collapse of one person's body was like the collapse of the sky and the earth.

With Qin Xuan's current immortal body, one person is no longer comparable to many layers of heaven and earth.

The cracks were still spreading, and before they knew it, these cracks had spread to Qin Xuan's body.

Until, Qin Xuan's body collapsed and shattered.

Like countless fragments, it was destroyed at the head of the Immortal City of Immortality.

What had not yet been destroyed was a vague figure, which was the eternal meaning condensed by Qin Xuan.

Destroy eternity, only I am eternal, the eternal meaning of I am the only one.

Finally, the figure gradually opened his eyes, and Qin Xuan's eyes were terribly quiet.

Suddenly, Qin Xuan showed a self-deprecating smile and whispered: "So that's it!"

Four words came out slowly, and the whole world finally collapsed.

Boom!

The endless reincarnation that started with the third year of high school and ended with the destruction of Changsheng Immortal City seemed to have reached the end.

No, it was that ethereal figure that transcended this beginning and end.

Qin Xuan appeared in that piece of heaven and earth again, surrounded by his broken wreckage.

Suddenly, a white fairy cicada flew out of the wreckage and landed on the shoulder of Qin Xuan's eternal meaning.

Qin Xuan looked at the world, and he finally understood the meaning of the Emperor of Heaven.

The world is the world, the world is not the world, the world is the world!

This is similar to the principle of the old China, where mountains are mountains and water is water.

Since the destruction of the Immortal City of Immortality, everything has turned into murderous intent, and sadness is hidden in his heart.

But Qin Changqing has never walked out of it. Despite the years, the grief, and even all kinds of emotions, all in the heart.

He suppressed it with his strong state of mind, but he did not completely accept it.

He faced the past, but never saw through it.

Even though he understood that the path he chose was not wrong, and even that it was his only choice, he still could not accept it, and even could not forgive himself.

It was just that he could always remain calm with the state of mind that he had cultivated over a long period of time.

This is, the world is the world.

But after that, he kept going through the past, the destined fate, the destined beginning and end, constantly reincarnating, and going through everything.

Even he, Qin Changqing, had to face everything hidden in his heart again, and even his state of mind was shaken.

Even after going through the long river of time of nine trillion years, he, Qin Changqing, still relied on that obsession and finally woke up.

But facing his past, he, Qin Changqing, was rare in being unable to see through it.

Reincarnation after reincarnation, even Qin Changqing was addicted to it. He knew it was false, but he tried to change the world and fate. However, the final result was already doomed.

No matter how Qin Changqing deduced and laid out, the doomed things seemed to be doomed.

He could never see through his past, and that was why he could not transcend reincarnation.

This is, the world is not the world.

Until the end, Qin Xuan finally accepted everything. He looked at the past and no longer felt sad. He looked at himself and no longer blamed himself. Looking at the doomed fate and past, he Qin Changqing finally realized it.

Facing the past, his heart reached an unprecedented peace.

See through his past and transcend his past.

Regret, imperfection, bury it with your own hands, and the future is unpredictable.

Qin Xuan completely accepted everything, even if he buried everything he cherished with his own hands, even if he personally bore all the sorrows and hatreds of his old friends.

He, Qin Changqing, has completely endured it.

Just like what he experienced in that reincarnation, if everything is destined, then let it be destined.

He, Qin Changqing, sees everything, and is for everything.

Do my thing, regardless of the beginning and the end!

The fairy cicada gently spreads its wings and gradually turns into a human body. The ethereal eternal meaning merges with the fairy cicada, and the white clothes return to the world.

But those eyes are closed tightly, and a line of clear tears flows from those eyes.

Until those eyes open, Qin Xuan looks at the world and gently spits out a word.

"Break!"

Just a short word, but the world that he once could not shake, the sky collapses and the earth collapses.

The world seems to be just the world!