Rebirth, Starting from 2005

On March 29, Yan Xin came to work again after a day off.

When Ai Lili passed by his post, she also talked about the lyrics he posted in the diary, and said: "You write really well. I never thought that you are so talented."

When he said this, there was light in his eyes.

Obviously, Yan Xin's lyrics surprised her.

It's not that the lyrics are particularly great, but considering that Yan Xin is just a boy who has just turned nineteen, a security guard who works under his own hands, it's great to be able to write something like this.

Yan Xin was a little embarrassed by her, and said modestly:

"It's not considered talent, it's just the accumulation of emotions in daily life."

"No, that's talent," Ai Lili said. "Ordinary people don't have the ability to express their emotions. If they can express their emotions so well, that's talent."

She looked at Yan Xin, very happy for him, but also a little inexplicably disappointed - such an excellent person will definitely not be here as a security guard all the time, and he will leave here in a short time.

And then I feel like I'm being selfish.

Chasing away the thought, he said with a smile:

"You are so talented, if you can write me a song in the future, that would be great."

Yan Xin patted his chest as a promise: "Don't worry, Sister Lily, as long as you want, I will write it for you whether I eat or sleep!"

Isn't it just a matter of copying a song?

The only difficulty is to figure out which song is suitable for copying.

With such a promise, Ai Lili's mood immediately improved.

It doesn't matter when it will be fulfilled, as long as there is such a promise.

At around ten o'clock in the morning, Gu Ru came to Yan Xin's post. This time, her attitude towards Yan Xin was different from before. She was no longer just superficially polite, but became more respectful.

Seeing Yan Xin, he smiled and said, "I never thought that the real estate company in this community is still crouching, and there is such a talented person as you."

Yan Xin also laughed: "It's just that I usually like to sing, and then humming nonsense. I don't have any professional knowledge, and I can't even recognize numbered musical notation. It's just an amateur's nonsense, which makes Sister Ru laugh."

Gu Ru said: "But you, an amateur, made something that many professionals applauded."

He said with some emotion in his heart.

She herself studied music, and she also learned lyrics and music composition, otherwise she wouldn't be able to listen to the tune sung by Yan Xin Qing and pull out the tune.

However, after studying music theory for several years, the things I create have no spirituality at all, and I can't even impress myself, let alone impress others.

She is an amateur, doesn't know how to compose music, and she can't sing with five notes, but the things she made out like this can impress her and her group of professional friends.

Really don't know where to start.

I praised Yan Xin a few words, and the conversation got to the point. I said that I had asked my friend to help arrange the music, and I would also let Yan Xin participate in it, and guide me on what to do.

In this regard, Yan Xin said that he is a complete amateur and knows nothing, so he will not participate in such professional things.

He still knows how much he weighs, and he can copy some things from memory to get the general outline.

But he really doesn't know anything about professional things. It's better to hide his clumsiness than go out and make a fool of himself.

In fact, what Gu Ru meant was the same. From the recording of Yan Xin's singing, it can be analyzed that this is a complete layman. It is not a good thing to let laymen guide experts on how to do it.

But from the point of view of politeness, let him take a look at the things that people make by themselves.

After being rejected by Yan Xin, she breathed a sigh of relief, and said with a smile: "In this case, I will ask you to listen to it after the finished product is made, whether it can achieve the taste in your mind."

Yan Xin also smiled and said: "It's still possible. If I explain in advance, I can only listen. I can't do things like give opinions."

This statement made Gu Ru more satisfied, feeling that this young man is not only talented, but also knows how to advance and retreat.

Yan Xin asked her curiously again: "Sister Ru, you are looking for someone to write songs for you, do you want to make an album?"

Gu Ru nodded, and said: "I have this idea, and I have been a singer for several years, and I want to make an album for myself, which can be regarded as an explanation for my career as a singer."

Yan Xin was taken aback when he heard this—why do these words sound like a curtain call?

He tentatively asked, "Explain? Sister Ru, don't you want to be a singer?"

Gu Ru smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "Yeah, I've been singing for a few years, and I know that I can't do much in this industry. Instead of wasting time in mediocrity, it's better to leave the stage early and go to another place." A life."

Yan Xin immediately became depressed——he put so much effort into dedicating a song to Gu Ru because he wanted to use this song as a bridge to enter the industry, find more customers, and use the songs in his memory Sell ​​it and exchange it for money.

But now this person is about to bid farewell to the music scene, that is to tear down this bridge, isn't it a useless effort?

No wonder he had never heard of this singer.

It turns out that I have already thought about quitting now.

"Why don't you hold on for a while longer?" Yan Xin said, "Maybe when this album is released, sister Ru, you will explode."

Gu Ru shook her head and said with a smile: "I've been around for a few years now, I know whether it will be popular or not. I want to make an album, so that I can have my own works before quitting this industry. I used to be on the stage When I left, I still wanted to have something to prove that I had been in this industry. I didn’t plan to sell this album—I’m just an unknown bar singer. I really want to release it. Records, there is no market at all, so I have to send one to pay for one. I just want to make two thousand copies, give them to relatives and friends, and some people who have supported me in various bars, to prove that I have been in this industry .”

When she said these words, there was a bit of regret on her face.

Obviously, there is some reluctance to quit this circle.

Only then did Yan Xin understand why she hadn't heard of this female singer's name.

He is not a singer, but a bar singer.

Perhaps the only bright moment is entering the top ten of a certain youth song competition, and then walking around with this identity.

Before, he thought that this was a singer signed to a record company, and thought that he could break into the entertainment industry through her.

Now it seems that I still think too much.

They just sang songs for several years, felt that there was no future, and wanted to quit the industry, and then released an album at their own expense to say goodbye to themselves.

People don't want to become famous when they collect songs, they just want to give themselves an explanation.

This album is not ready to be released on the market, it is just a gift.

This made his blood run cold.