Rebirth, Starting from 2005

When they climbed the mountain in the morning, they were full of energy.

In the afternoon, the physical strength of the two of them was a little exhausted.

Going around for a long time is indeed a little tiring.

There was such a section of the climbing road, Ai Lili yelled that she couldn't walk anymore, Yan Xin had no choice but to turn around and hold her hand, saying:

"Let me help you out."

The moment she held her hand, Ai Lili instinctively wanted to open it.

But it was only a slight earning, and then gave up.

There was nothing unusual about the expression on his face, and he even smiled and said, "You are so strong, why don't you carry me on your back."

That's a pretty tempting proposition.

However, Yan Xin weighed his physical fitness, and finally shook his head regretfully, and said: "Sister Lily, please don't blame me, I really have more energy than I want. How about next time we go to Shishan Park to climb mountains, I will Carry you all the way up from the bottom of the mountain."

In fact, he was just bragging a bit.

Although the Lion Mountain is not high, it is quite tiring to climb up the steps one by one.

It is a little tiring to climb up alone, and some will rest halfway.

He really doesn't have the stamina to carry a person on his back.

Not to mention carrying from the bottom of the mountain to the top of the mountain, but from the top of the mountain to the halfway up the mountain is enough.

However, if there is such an opportunity, he will not refuse it.

——Whether you can carry it to the top of the mountain is not important, but whether you can carry this beautiful boss is what matters.

It doesn't matter if you can't get to the top of the mountain, just admit defeat if you can't.

Young people are allowed to fail.

Ai Lili gave him a blank look: "Shishan Park, such a small mountain, do I need you to carry it?"

The two climbed to the top of the mountain hand in hand, climbed up and looked into the distance, looking at the scenery down the mountain.

After letting go of her hand, Ai Lili unconsciously held the hand held by Yan Xin with the other hand, and rubbed it lightly, whether she was feeling the difference between the two.

Yan Xin suddenly asked Ai Lili: "Sister Lili, have you ever thought about leaving this city and developing in a bigger place?"

Ai Lili froze for a moment, then shook her head: "I can't leave, my mother let me develop here, and she has paved the way for me in the future."

"But life is yours, don't you want to embark on your own path?" Yan Xin bewitched.

"I can't go..."

Ellie sighed.

She wanted to leave her current life circle and start a new life in a strange place.

But as long as such thoughts are born, a bloody picture will appear in my mind, and then I will shrink back.

"Sister Lili," Yan Xin looked at her and said seriously, "Youth is only once, and life is only once. Do you really want your life to be like this all the time? Like a bird in a cage, You obviously have a pair of wings and can fly freely between the sky and the earth, but you are trapped in a cage all your life?"

Ai Lili avoided his gaze and said, "I...I think it's okay to live like this..."

"Do you really think it's okay at a time like this?" Yan Xin said.

Ai Lili lacked confidence, and said with a guilty conscience: "Although there are some unsatisfactory things... But... but it is already better than most people's life... With a house, a car, and a stable job, most people can't afford it." I can't reach it... My mother is doing this for my own good..."

Yan Xin suddenly felt a little discouraged - what he said made sense! This kind of life is really beyond the reach of ordinary people.

Ai Lili's freedom is restricted, of course it is not a happy thing.

But how many people living in this world can really feel happiness?

Each has its own headaches, and each has its own last resort.

He is here pitying Ai Lili's lack of freedom. I don't know how many people still envy her life like that.

If nothing else, just talk about himself, he may not have had a better life than Ai Lili in his previous life.

Many people have freedom, but for many people, freedom is the most useless thing.

They have to take out their freedom, go to factories or companies to accept the control of others, and even accept the humiliation of others, in exchange for living materials.

Compared with Ellie, it is not necessarily better.

Thinking of it this way, I feel a little depressed.

But he still said: "But that kind of life is just the life your mother wants you to live, not the life you want to live. Don't you want to live it for yourself?"

Ellie was very troubled.

Who doesn't want to live a life according to their own nature?

However, the shadow her mother cast on her was too great, and when she thought of the bloody scene, she did not dare to have any rebellious heart.

After hesitating for a long time, he still said: "Let's talk about those things later, I can always think of a way in the future..."

When he said this, looking at Yan Xin's eyes, there was a hint of pleading in it, just to let her stop talking about this topic.

Yan Xin smiled helplessly, and said: "Then let's talk about it later, maybe in a few years, your mother will figure it out, and there will be no problems."

Ai Lili also smiled and said, "Maybe that's the case."

But there is some pessimism in my heart: "Maybe by that time, I have already adapted to this kind of life."

Seeing that she was not in a happy mood, Yan Xin stopped continuing this topic.

After looking at the scenery for a while on the top of the mountain, I took a few more photos. Seeing that it was getting late, the two of them went down the mountain.

When going down the mountain, Ai Lili's legs were a little weak, and when she walked a relatively steep slope, she staggered and almost fell. Fortunately, Yan Xin was by her side, with sharp eyesight and quick hands, he held her back, and then he didn't let go of his hand, and the two walked down the mountain holding hands.

In the process of going down the mountain like this, Ellie's mood gradually became happier again.

Yan Xin thought to herself: "She was originally a positive and optimistic girl, but family factors made her unhappy."

After a day's play, he discovered that Ai Lili is actually a girl who likes to play very much. She is full of curiosity about many things and wants to know more about them.

Sometimes there is even a little childishness.

It can also be seen from the chat that there are many things she hasn't tried because her mother won't let her, but she really wants to try.

It may not be that she doesn't have rebellious thoughts in her heart, but that kind of rebellious courage has been wiped out by her mother in an extremely extreme way when she was a girl.

After going down the mountain, it was only around four or five o'clock. This time, I ate dinner in Dalang, the same restaurant as before.

She also called her mother and said on the phone:

"Mom, I won't go back for dinner tonight..."

"It's nothing, I just passed by Fengcheng Restaurant, and remembered that their Yusheng is delicious, so I wanted to have a meal here..."

"Yes, it's the one we often eat in Dalang..."

"Yeah, I think it's delicious too. Mom, do you want me to pack a copy for you to take home?"

"Okay, okay, don't worry, I'll be home before nine o'clock..."

After the phone call, she said to Yan Xin a little happily:

"I told my mother to eat out at night, but she didn't get angry. It seems that she won't be scolded when she goes back."

Her happiness can't make Yan Xin feel good-is it something to be happy about having a meal outside and not being scolded when you go back?