Chang Qing was stunned, not understanding what she meant.
"When you were undergoing the trial, I had a dream."
"In the dream, you obtained the inheritance of Baihua and returned to the family with me."
"I used the Soul Cleansing Spirit for you, and you stopped practicing evil ways and learned the alchemy from me."
"That was a really happy time. You were smart and hardworking, and you learned very quickly and improved your cultivation very quickly."
"In the dream, I saw my father. He was very kind and treated me and you very well. Although it was not quite what I imagined, he never went into seclusion again after we returned to the family, but I liked him more like this."
"Although I know it's probably fake."
Chang Qing's heart tightened, and he had a bad premonition.
Sure enough, Luo Hongyan shook her head with a sad expression.
"I just don't know why. Since I left Baihua Cave with you, the whole world has become different in my eyes."
"I have become very strange."
"Maybe something terrible happened to me. My emotions, joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness, are all turned upside down."
"Every time I see you, I feel disgust from the bottom of my heart."
"You are obviously the person I love the most, but I can't suppress my hatred and disgust for you."
"The most terrible thing is that every time I have some evil thoughts, I step half a foot into the sin. When I was on the edge of death, I actually felt genuine happiness and comfort. ”
“I am afraid of myself and hate myself.”
......
“The most memorable time was when good and evil fought each other. A group of evil forces besieged the family, but I was deceived by the devil and revealed the family’s layout, formation, intelligence, and weaknesses to them, becoming a traitor to the family.”
“I know this is a heinous crime, and countless people will die because of me. But I couldn’t help being happy, I was so happy that I was about to explode.”
She smiled self-deprecatingly.
"You are still so smart in the dream. You must have noticed my betrayal. When you grabbed my neck, I didn't know how to face you."
"I can only smile. I think, at least I should let you see my beautiful face."
"What I hate more is that when my heart is filled with guilt, regret and pain, I feel extremely happy."
"But you didn't kill me. I know you love me in the dream, but you can't do it."
"At that time, I only felt a strong resentment and disgust for you, which filled my heart."
"I felt like I was going crazy. I couldn't tell what was right, what was wrong, what was true, what was false, what was what I said from the bottom of my heart, and what was what I did from the bottom of my heart."
As if she had experienced strong emotional fluctuations, Luo Hongyan's shadow became ethereal.
"But there is one thing I am sure of, I love you, as long as you are by my side, I am not afraid of anything."
Chang Qing's heart was shaken. At this moment, he finally understood the truth of the illusion trial.
"Although I wanted to escape countless times, wanted to leave you, wanted to leave the family I loved deeply, thought about falling into evil ways, and even wanted to die."
"But I still persisted, and I still mustered up the courage to fulfill my greatest wish."
Luo Hongyan's shadow became more and more blurred, but her bright eyes became clearer and clearer. She gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and looked at him with a smile.
"You know, Changqing, in the dream, I became your wife. Looking back, I was really happy."
"If I could be normal and do it again, it would be great."
"It's a pity that I still can't suppress my disgust and hatred for you in the dream, but I still want to be your wife. I want to say what I want to say, I just want to say it."
"I can't lie to myself. I know that I love you. Even if my heart is sick and I become a monster, I know it."
"When I said those words to you, I was really happy."
Her blurred expression vaguely showed a trace of reluctant recollection.
"Later, we were together for many years."
"Later, you grew old."
"I grew old with you."
"After you left, I supported the family alone for many years."
"Although I have been troubled by this emotion, as long as I think of you, I am not afraid of anything."
"Although thinking of you will only bring me more hatred, torment, disgust, and pain, I just want to think about it."
"I just want to think about it."
Luo Hongyan repeated it stubbornly, blinking at Chang Qing, as if to say, "Look, I'm awesome."
And Chang Qing was completely stunned. He thought of what Huo Jiutian said to him in the trial environment at that time.
"Although you passed the trial, it shows that you have passed the trial.Now he is not as good as the other one, so I can't give you this inheritance. "
No one else joined the trial at all, and the other person who passed the trial was Luo Hongyan!
He just spent this life in a sloppy way under the torture of ups and downs, reluctantly accommodating Luo Hongyan's various things, restraining himself with responsibility and will, and turned into a hard stone.
But Luo Hongyan took the initiative to take all this and took the initiative to be with him.
If Luo Hongyan didn't mention it, would he still go back to the family with her? If Luo Hongyan didn't mention it, would he still marry her?
It's not a bullshit arrangement of the illusion at all. It's the choice made by the girl in front of him while enduring the same torture as him. He just followed her.
"It seems that Huo Jiutian is right. My performance is indeed not as good as hers. "
I rely on will and responsibility, so what does she rely on?
Chang Qing couldn't answer. He just felt that he owed this girl a lot invisibly, and he couldn't pay it back.
I don't know if the belief carried by the mind-transmitting spirit has reached its limit, or it has long been on the verge of dissipation. Luo Hongyan's figure has become more and more blurred, almost to the point of completely dissipating.
"Chang Qing."
The girl in front of him said softly.
"Please, don't forget me."
Her words made Chang Qing a little confused, but there was only a thought in front of him, and even if he asked, he couldn't get anything.
The mind-transmitting spirit seemed to have begun to dissipate. Luo Hongyan's shadow stood in place, and she would only repeat the last sentence over and over again.
"Chang Qing."
"Please."
"Don't forget me. "
This sentence kept lingering in his mind, slower and slower, lighter and lighter, until finally, as Luo Hongyan's shadow dissipated, it also disappeared in the wind.
Chang Qing opened his eyes, feeling dazed.
He was still sitting on the bed, and the telepathic spirit in his hand had disappeared.
Ye Qinghe was still in the bathroom, and Chang Qing glanced at his phone. The time was 0:01.
If it was just now, he would probably jump up excitedly when he saw this time, which proved that he had gotten rid of the cycle of January 8th. Even one minute was a huge change.
But now he couldn't muster up the energy, and his mind was full of Luo Hongyan's last words.
"Chang Qing, please, don't forget me. ”
When did she leave this thought, and why did she leave such a message for me.
She said she was leaving and asked me not to forget her. What did she mean?
An increasingly strong panic lingered in his body. He just felt that something was wrong, as if something irreversible had happened, but he knew nothing.
This feeling of uneasiness about the unknown and the uncontrollable was what he hated the most.
Not only that, he was like an animal that was instinctively restless before an earthquake, with hair standing on end, cold sweat running down his face, and feeling extremely terrified for no reason.
At night, there was a deathly silence.
Suddenly he sat up from the bed, he could no longer restrain an impulse.
Please, even if something happened, don't make him uneasy like this anymore. He wished he could travel back immediately and find out what happened to Luo Hongyan.
"No. "
He opened the wardrobe in the bedroom, took out Dan Ji hidden inside, and walked to the bathroom.
He wanted to tell Ye Qinghe and share the whole truth with her. If she didn't believe it, she would let this talking doll explain it to her. It didn't matter even if she told him that he fell in love with Luo Hongyan. He couldn't stand this feeling of panic anymore. If he didn't tell Ye Qinghe, he would go crazy.
Chang Qing pushed open the door of the bathroom.
"Qinghe, I have something to tell you..."
Before he finished speaking, he froze in his place, and the doll in his hand fell to the ground.
The whole bathroom was empty.
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