Return To 1998

Perfectionism is generally seen in young people.

As we get older, most people will gradually change, and they will no longer pursue perfection in people and things, because they will gradually understand that there is no perfect person in this world, and there is no perfect thing.

Xu Tongdao of the original time and space is like this.

When he was young, he had high requirements for the purity of his relationship. He wanted to find a girl who he liked very much and liked him very much. He hoped that she would be gentle, kind, beautiful, and considerate of himself.

Among them, self-consciousness is a very important point in his heart. Simply put, he likes the girl he likes and can understand and support every important decision he makes.

If not, he will feel that this girl is not suitable for him.

This should also be considered a kind of perfectionism.

It is also because of this that he in the original time and space... No woman can exist in his heart for a long time, because of this or that reason, slowly, he doesn't like it anymore.

However, at that time, whether he liked it or not was his own business. Many girls he liked didn't know that he liked them.

Only later, with the growth of experience, did his thinking gradually mature, or...recognize and accept the reality.

Since then, he has been less demanding of women.

Although it is not low enough - female, alive, this level.

But the requirements are really not high.

It's just... After being reborn, he felt that he would definitely achieve something in this life, so he silently raised the requirements for the other half in his heart.

Not like any more.

Bu Yinghui's appearance surprised him.

He found the feeling of being in love, and he liked her appearance, body, personality, and so on.

Until today, he thought so.

Therefore, Bu Yinghui's words just now made him very disappointed.

She was not as good as he thought.

She was less understanding and less supportive of every important decision he made.

in this regard,

She let him down.

but……

Disappointment is disappointment, and he is still reluctant to break up with her.

Because reason told him that this was actually normal. After all, she was just a girl with a junior high school education. She was only 21 years old. The two of them were in love with each other. She was hesitant and worried about their future, which was really normal.

At least, it shows that she wants a future for the two of them.

It's better than she doesn't think they have a future at all, and just wants to be with him for a while and then leave.

So, he didn't argue with her, didn't say anything to irritate her, he held her hand, and he said softly, Yinghui, will you let me think about it again? Let's not talk about this today, it's rare for us to come out once. , have a good meal, and then go to a shopping mall later, and put the unhappy things aside for now, okay?

Bu Yinghui frowned at him.

His expression was a little helpless, but he finally nodded.

However, when she was eating, her mood was still not high.

When she went to the mall, she had no interest. Before half an hour, she said to Tong Xu, Let's be here today! I'm a little tired, let's go back!

Her emotional state made Xu Tongdao frown. He didn't want her to go back in this state. He felt that there were problems between lovers and should be resolved as soon as possible.

Then he decided to try sleeping with her?

Didn't a lot of people have said it - a woman is angry, and it can't be solved without sleeping once! If so, sleep twice!

He felt that it was time to verify whether this sentence was correct or not, Tired? Okay! Then I'll open a room, let's take a good bath, and then have a good night's sleep! Okay?

Saying that, he wrapped his arms around her waist and was about to leave.

In the end, it was only himself who walked, he took a step, but Bu Yinghui stood there and didn't move.

Tongdao Xu frowned and turned around, Let's go! Aren't you tired?

Bu Yinghui frowned and shook her head, Forget it, I want to go directly to the dormitory, next time! I won't go today.

Xu Tongdao thinks that he should persuade him again?

So, he went back and pulled her, Let's go! Let's go! Where to sleep is not sleep, I'll squeeze your shoulders for a while and give me a chance to behave, okay? Let's go!

Bu Yinghui patted the hand he stretched out, took a step back, and shook his head, I can't say it anymore! You should have something to do in the store, right? Hurry up and go back! I'll go first!

Saying that, she turned around and left.

Tongdao Xu stood there, frowning at the figure she was leaving, and the smile on his face faded.

I was a little helpless and a little annoyed.

He has tried his best to please her, trying to calm her down, but it turns out that it doesn't seem to work.

...

Tongdao Xu, who walked out of the shopping mall alone, was not in a high mood. He did not rush to find a car to go back to Shazhou County, but sat down on a bench outside the shopping mall by himself, bowed his head and lit a cigarette.

This is the first time he has had a conflict with Bu Yinghui since their relationship.

It feels bad.

Very helpless.

He knew that he could not give up the idea of ​​opening an Internet cafe because of her words.

But, if he doesn't give up here, she won't be angry anymore, and it's useless to please.

This difficult question is now before him.

If this problem is not resolved, there will probably be a gap between him and Bu Yinghui for a short period of time.

In the time of one cigarette, he thought of two solutions.

One is to get rid of the idea of ​​opening an Internet cafe, listen to Bu Yinghui, play steadily, rely on the barbecue restaurant to slowly earn and save money, and wait for one day in the future when their relationship becomes public. into the palace of marriage.

This method should be the fastest way to get Bu Yinghui's forgiveness and make her happy.

Another way...

It is to speed up the preparatory work for the Internet cafe, to open the Internet cafe as soon as possible, and to make the Internet cafe popular as soon as possible, so that Bu Yinghui can see that his decision to open the Internet cafe is correct.

Hit her in the face with the facts... uh, no! It should be to convince her with facts.

He wants to choose the second one.

He is reluctant to consider the first method, because the first method seems to be the fastest way to get Bu Yinghui's forgiveness and win her favor.

But if he did that, he would probably suffer internal injuries himself.

Knowing that opening an Internet cafe can make money, but he chooses to give up, can he feel happy in his heart?

What's more, even if he completely listened to Bu Yinghui, who can tell what will happen in the future?

Who can guarantee that there will be no new conflicts between them because of other things in the future? Does he have to step back every time and listen to her every time?

Moreover, who can guarantee that he really listens to her, and her parents and family will not object to them being together in the future?

He dared not bet on that uncertain future.

All he can be sure of is that he will not lose money by opening an Internet cafe.