Rival In Love Says He Must Marry Me

  Chapter 56 you have missed

  He hugged his head in pain and buried it deeply in his arms.

   "I don't know what's wrong with me, I really don't know, I don't know..."

  Jiang Chen wiped his face with his palm, his handsome face was gloomy.

"Obviously, obviously you and I are both men, and obviously I also know that those thoughts are very inappropriate, but I, I... I don't know what happened to me, since when did I, to you... have something different idea.

   "The first time I realized it, I was really, really scared, I didn't know how to face you, face myself, my mind was so messed up, I tried to avoid you, but it didn't work..."

  His words were incoherent, and it was obvious that his heart was also in confusion.

  Xiao Jiuhan just sat opposite and listened quietly.

   "I thought, maybe I should really find a woman to have a serious relationship with, so when my mother arranged for me to marry Zhong's family, I accepted it.

   "But I can't lie to myself. When I face warmth, I don't have the same feeling as when I face you. I am really panicked."

  Zhong Nuanqing is Jiang Chen's fiancée.

  The day when the original owner Xiao Jiuhan had a car accident was the day when Jiang Chen and Zhong Nuanqing got engaged.

  That day, Xiao Jiuhan's mood was extremely depressed, and perhaps she also had a hint of suicidal thoughts. She took a lot of antidepressants, which led to hallucinations while driving.

   Then, car accident, death.

"Later, I even...even... approached...men intentionally or unintentionally, but I found that I was...very repulsive, and I was sure that I was...not that kind of man. I think my sexuality should be normal, but only To you alone...is different."

  Jiang Chen sighed deeply, and drank up the red wine in his hand.

"You are a man, Yan'er's fiancé, and my future brother-in-law, but I have such nasty thoughts about you. I really...I don't know how to face you, face Yan'er, And warmth, you're right, I'm afraid.

"What's even more shameful is that when I knew that my father intended to marry you and didn't want Yan'er to marry you, although I acted very angry and opposed my father's intentions, I, in my heart, there was... To myself, I feel so despicable."

  He raised his eyes inadvertently, met Xiao Jiuhan's clear and cold eyes, smiled wryly at himself, and lowered his head.

   "Now you must think I'm very, very disgusting, very disgusting, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Jiuhan, really, I'm sorry."

  Jiang Chen sat there dejectedly, poured a glass of wine for himself and poured it down, his usual high spirits were gone.

  Xiao Jiuhan drank his saliva and wiped the corners of his mouth with a napkin, his voice was indifferent and quiet as if he was an outsider.

"Jiang Chen, you are wrong. You have done wrong from the very beginning. If you really love someone, what is there to worry about whether it is a man or a woman? Love is love. Take the courage to accept it honestly. Everyone else is good, but now, who are you sorry for? You are sorry even for yourself, and you have also implicated an innocent woman, Miss Zhong. "

   It also killed the person you loved and secretly loved you.

  Jiang Chen raised his head blankly: "But, we are all men."

  Xiao Jiu snorted coldly: "So what?"

  Jiang Chen's eyes suddenly had a bright light: "So, you...if...are you willing to accept me?"

   "I don't want to." Xiao Jiuhan's answer was direct and ruthless.

  Jiang Chen smiled wryly: "Look, you can't accept it either."

  So, no matter how well you say it, it is really hard to accept this kind of thing when it comes to yourself.

  However, right after that, he heard Xiao Jiuhan say: "If you had asked me this way a few days ago, I at that time... might have accepted it, but now..."

  She curled her lips coldly: "Jiang Chen, you have already missed it."

   Yes, missed it!

   Missed the best time, missed a person's life.

   also missed the love between you and that person.

It's too late.

   Now she is not the original person.

  (end of this chapter)