She Wants to Be a Salted Fish

Because she likes it and wants to keep a good image in her mind, so as she weighs more and more in his heart, it becomes more and more difficult to say apologizing.

Until she saw that she and Huo Xuyao ​​fell in love with each other, and she was still blaming herself for the death of her adoptive parents in her heart.

Xie Yi felt that he could no longer be selfish.

He should have told her the truth, and he accepted her anger or blame that awaited him next.

He wanted to let her know that what happened back then was not her fault, but his fault.

Although the Feng family's parents will return to China and will appear there at that point in time, it is because she is right.

But it was he who ultimately led the ending to tragedy.

She didn't need to punish herself.

Chu Ci slowly looked away.

My thoughts also came back to my eyes from the car accident three years ago.

Seeing Chu Ci like this, Xie Yi was nervous and distressed: If you want to scold, you can scold, if you want to cry, you can cry, don't keep your emotions hidden.

Xie Yi observed Chu Ci for three years and knew that she would pretend to be strong and pretend that she didn't care about anything.

But in fact, she is only eighteen years old. She has just grown up. She can be coquettish, weak, and afraid.

I don't know how long it took, Chu Ci finally said: You have nothing to apologize for, I can tell. You are also the victim of that incident.

Chu Ci's voice was not loud, but it was clear, and his attitude was clear.

She knew very well that if things were really what Xie Yi said, she couldn't blame Xie Yi at all.

You think I'm right, but what about yourself? Xie Yi asked Chu Ci in turn, You clearly have a clear reason to blame me for the death of your adoptive parents, but you didn't blame yourself, but chose to blame yourself. , is this reasonable?

Xie Yi's tone is aggressive. He wants Chu Ci to recognize the reality and recognize his position in the matter. She is a victim! Not the culprit!

When Chu Ci treats others, his attitude is clear and his right and wrong are clear, but when he treats himself?

Mr. Xie, thank you for telling me this. I don't have to continue to feel guilty. It's not your subjective cause. I won't blame you. As for me, it's different.

Chu Ci's face was very calm, and her voice sounded very calm, so she couldn't tell that she was sad.

Xie Yi frowned, his eyes bitter.

Although the secret that had been buried in his heart for many years was finally revealed, he still did not feel relieved.

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Xie Yi and Chu Ci talked for an afternoon, and also had lunch with Chu Chengxian and Chu Ci's father and daughter.

In the courtyard, Xie Yi said goodbye to Chu Chengxian.

Uncle Chu, I'm leaving, thank you for letting me over this time. Xie Yi was gentle and polite, but there was still some sadness and loneliness between his brows.

He left, not only today, but also let go of his guilt and obsession with Chu Ci.

Aren't you going to persuade her anymore? Chu Chengxian asked.

Xie Yi shook his head gently: I can't repair the vacant hole in her heart.

After a pause, Xie Yi made another suggestion, If you can, I think you can find Lin Nuo.

Lino...

Chu Chengxian frowned, From the attitude of the old Huo family, I don't really want Xiaoci to have too much involvement with the Huo family.

Being a parent is selfish.

Mr. Huo selfishly wanted to protect his grandson; Chu Chengxian also had the selfishness to protect Chu Ci.