Secret (GL)

Reply to the past: "I have something to do, I won't come back."

There was movement next door, footsteps, passing through the door of the study, walking further and further away.Shen Juan went out.

Gu Shuge supported the wall and stood up, her legs were already numb, but she didn't feel any pain.She slowly went back to the room, took a shower, and lay on the bed, her mind was drowsy, she didn't think about anything, but every bit of Shen Juan's kindness to her stubbornly surfaced.

Shen Juan was really good to her. When her parents left, she was eight years old and Shen Juan was only 15 years old, but she took on the responsibility of taking care of her.How troublesome and willful an eight-year-old child is, Gu Shuge would blush when he thought about it, but Shen Juan never lost his temper at her, and never even said a serious word.

Her homework was tutored by Shen Juan, she went to the parent meeting for her, and Shen Juan sent her to the summer camp. She failed the test, but Shen Juan comforted her and explained the wrong questions to her one by one. There was a conflict with a classmate, and Shen Juan explained it for her, and taught her how to reconcile with others so that both parties would not be embarrassed.

She didn't know when it started, but the ignorant affection arose.

It's not that she hasn't struggled before, after all, Shen Juan is such an excellent person, she is the best in everything she does, and she looks so good-looking.And she has just grown up, she is still on campus, she is an ordinary student, nothing is dazzling.

But she thought, if Shen Juan also liked her, then the difference would not be so important.After all, she is also working hard, and the gap can be narrowed.

She opened her eyes and looked at the chandelier on the top. The night fell unconsciously, the bedroom was plunged into darkness, and the street lights came in through the window screen.

The phone rang.

She didn't want to pick it up, but the person over there seemed to know what she was thinking, and hung up knowingly.

Gu Shuge turned his head and saw the photo frame beside the bed.It's Shen Juan's photo, taken the year she graduated from university, wearing a bachelor's uniform, standing in front of the school library, smiling quietly, looking at the camera, her eyes seemed to be filled with spring water, clear and gentle.

This photo was taken by her. After it was developed, it was placed on the bedside.She also took many photos of Shen Juan, both with her mobile phone and camera, so many that a photo album couldn't fit them.At first when Shen Juan noticed the camera, he would stay still for a while, and then smiled at her, but later he got used to it, and just looked at her tenderly, never stopping.

Probably it was such warm pampering and pampering that made her mistaken.

After an unknown amount of time, the phone rang again, and this time the person over there was extremely stubborn.Gu Shuge picked it up and put it to his ear.Shen Juan's voice came from the receiver.Gu Shuge's heart beat as usual, but just hearing her voice, his heart beat a little faster.

"Xiaoge?" Shen Juan's voice was accompanied by the wind.

Gu Shuge thought, where is she? Did she go to the restaurant they made an appointment with?She originally planned to confess to Shen Juan today.

Not hearing her answer, Shen Juan called her again.

Gu Shuge's eyes were filled with tears at once, she quickly wiped them off with the back of her hand, and gave a soft "um".

Hearing her voice, Shen Juan's tone relaxed, and asked her with a smile: "Are you done with your work? I'll wait for you outside your school."

Her throat suddenly tightened, she couldn't speak, and she didn't dare to speak, she was worried that she would choke when she opened her mouth.Gu Shuge's eyes kept looking at the photo on the bedside, and tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.She tried her best to regulate her emotions, trying to at least get through the call, but her tears kept piling up.

Shen Juan waited for a while, with concern in his voice: "Why don't you speak?"

Unable to remain silent any longer, Gu Shuge took a deep breath, trying to calm down: "I..." Her voice was nasal, and before she uttered a single word, she knew that Shen Juan must have noticed her abnormality, so she pursed her lower lip, Continue, "I'm fine."

Shen Juan didn't speak immediately, and after a short while, she asked, "What's wrong with you?" Her tone was gentle, and she didn't seem to be strong in the company at all.

Every time Gu Shuge hears her voice, it will be very sweet, even now, she still wants to hear Shen Juan talk to her more.She felt embarrassed, found a reason, and dealt with it: "I miss my parents."

She didn't know if Shen Juan believed it, most likely she didn't believe it, after all she was so perceptive, after all she knew her so well, how could she not hear that she was lying.But she's not on so much anymore.

After Gu Shuge finished saying happy birthday, he looked away, not daring to look directly at Shen Juan again.

Four years ago, the solution she came up with was to leave.The distance is far, the time is long, and the relationship will always fade.Four years on, she knew she wasn't making it.Shen Juan did not hold a wedding with his elder brother, but