Secret (GL)

her room.She was lying on the bed, covering her face with the quilt, not knowing how to face her.

"You..." Shen Juan's tone was hesitant.

But when she heard her voice, she couldn't hold back her tears.

"What's on your mind, tell me, let's figure out a solution together." Shen Juan gently tugged at her quilt.

She pressed the corner of the quilt firmly, not letting her tear it away, and said: "It's nothing, just let me stay quietly for a while."

Shen Juan didn't leave, and didn't make a sound. After about half an hour, it was so quiet that she thought Shen Juan had left without a sound.Stuffed under the quilt, she couldn't breathe, not to mention she cried until her nose was blocked.

So she lifted the quilt and came out.

As soon as he came out, he saw Shen Juan sitting by the bed.She was startled, and looked at her blankly, at a loss.

Looking back now, Shen Juan was also a little at a loss. Her eyes were full of tension, and her voice was soft, as if she was afraid of scaring her, and asked her, "What's wrong? Is there anything I can't tell my sister?"

When she looked at her, she started to cry and couldn't say anything.Shen Juan must have been frightened, because she didn't ask what happened to her later, but just wiped her tears, and then sat by the bed when she was tired from crying, and fell asleep with her.

At that time, she thought that this was probably the last time, and she at least had to avoid suspicion. When she thought about it, she burst into tears again, and she asked, "Why?"

Shen Juan didn't answer her, but just quietly wiped her tears.That's right, she didn't know what she was asking and how to answer her at all.

Gu Shuge looked at Shen Juan's face and thought, if she was in the current situation, would she be more decent?Most likely not, she thought.

Because she was thinking so much about the future with Shen Juan, she believed that they were in love with each other, she didn't know how many plans she had made, and Shen Juan was involved in every plan.

In the next few days, she often recalled the plans she had made, where to travel, whether to adopt a child, where to retire, Shen Juan likes warm weather, Shen Juan likes a quiet environment, Shen Juan likes to watch the sea, Shen Juan likes spring the most.There are many relatives in the plan. When she planned it, it was so sweet.

But it's strange to say that when she recalled those few days, she no longer had the sweet feeling, but was replaced by a kind of shame, a kind of inferiority complex.

For a while, she was ashamed of why she had such feelings for the elder sister who took care of her, and for a while she felt inferior to her childishness. If Shen Juan saw these plans, she would laugh in her heart without saying anything.

She was still very jealous of her brother, thinking why she grew up together, Shen Juan didn't like her.

She hid from Shen Juan for many days, and then she discovered that the only way she could go was to leave.If she doesn't leave and continues to stay under the same roof with Shen Juan and her brother, she will only become more and more jealous of her brother and become more and more distorted.

She doesn't want to become an extreme look, even if she doesn't have Shen Juan in the future, she doesn't want to become a look that Shen Juan hates.

So, she can only leave.

She applied to a foreign university, and only after all the formalities were completed did she tell Shen Juan and her brother.The elder brother was very surprised and asked her why, but Shen Juan only asked her: "When will you be back?"

She can still recall Shen Juan's eyes, staring at her closely, as if there was only room for her, staring at her heart tremblingly, and then asking her when she would come back.

How did she answer it?She smiled and said, "I'll come back after finishing school, sister, you and my brother have to take care of ourselves."

So she has no second way to go, if she doesn't leave, it will probably be worse now.

In fact, she had thought about it. After she came back, she would first accompany Shen Juan as a younger sister, wait until she accepted her existence, and then confess to her, or ask her if she could be allowed to take care of her elder brother she.

But now, who can she take care of?

She doesn't even know what she's doing as a ghost, she doesn't know who harmed her, she can't help her with anything, she's probably the most useless ghost.

Now she can only continue to drag Shen Juan down.

Shen Juan waited for a while, but no new words appeared on the white paper, and Gu Shuge did not answer her question.She was silent for a while, then changed the topic and talked about the case: "I always feel that this case has strong personal emotions. Have you offended anyone?"

When Gu Shuge came out of the memory, he didn't need to think much, just wrote: "No."

She was there to relax and study, and also...to forget her feelings for Shen Juan, so she didn't have the heart to make enemies with others.Everyone around her knew her background and would not make things difficult for her, so the four