Secret (GL)

After leaving the country, she really studied for four years seriously, as if it was a lie.

Shen Juan walked over, and Gu Shuge took a step back.Shen Juan stopped in front of the biscuits, and said in a helpless tone, "Why did you suddenly lose your temper?"

Gu Shuge's eyes widened, and then he realized that Shen Juan thought she was losing her temper, and that's why she threw the biscuit.Using cookies to divination about whether she likes her or not is definitely not something to say, so Gu Shuge remained silent, pretending to lose his temper by default.

Shen Juan didn't say anything else, bent down, picked up the biscuit, threw it into the trash can, wiped the floor again, washed his hands before coming back to sit down.

"Come here." Shen Juan said.

Gu Shuge walked over, sat on her left side, and tapped her left hand to indicate that she was here.

Shen Juan was very used to speaking into the air, knowing she was here, she turned slightly to the left and asked, "What's wrong with you, wanting to bully Biscuit?"

She didn't mean to.Gu Shuge retorted softly in his heart, and then wrote three words on Shen Juan's palm, sorry.

She didn't blame her in the first place, she just cared about why she was unhappy, and once Gu Shuge apologized, she couldn't bear to blame her even more.Shen Juan didn't know what to do, and she also remembered that the phrase "a very special person" she said outside the temple had not yet received a response.

She originally planned to use this sentence to test Xiaoge's reaction.But before leaving, the last words the monk said disturbed her a little, and she began to reflect on whether it was meaningful to let Xiaoge stay.

Shen Juan was silent for a while, Gu Shuge moved his body a little uneasy, and wrote word by word in her palm: "I won't throw biscuits around in the future."

Shen Juan smiled, and was about to say it's okay, but she suddenly remembered what the monk said, "What the little ghost was most afraid of when he was alive, evil thoughts will also be afraid of him."

In this way, it is not the talisman bag that is afraid of evil thoughts, but her.But was Xiaoge afraid of her when he was alive?

Shen Juan called out: "Xiaoge."

Gu Shuge looked at her.

Shen Juan was a little annoyed, she couldn't see Xiaoge, couldn't see her expression, and wasn't sure what kind of eyes she was looking at her with.She stabilized her mind, did not show her irritability, and asked calmly, "Are you afraid of me?"

Gu Shuge immediately drew a big cross on her palm.After finishing the painting, she lowered her eyebrows again. She was not afraid of Shen Juan, but she was afraid that she would turn bad, and Shen Juan didn't like her.Whether it's hiding her love or leaving her for four years, it's all because she is afraid that Shen Juan will hate her.

She remembered the Sunday after she overheard her brother's marriage proposal to Shen Juan.

She stayed in the library all day, intending to finish her homework, but at the end of the day, she kept wandering, didn't do anything, and of course didn't finish her homework.

In the evening, she came home.

It was autumn, and their garden was beautiful all year round. The autumn scenery was golden, much like a gouache painting.She returned home, walked back to the bedroom, stood in front of the bedroom window, and saw the backyard, Shen Juan sitting on the swing, and her brother standing aside, they were talking.

The swing didn't swing, Shen Juan raised his head to look at his brother, his brother was wearing a white shirt with his sleeves rolled up, the setting sun shone on him, making his smile look very gentle.

She clearly felt that she felt jealous at that moment, but she was able to restrain her emotions quietly, quietly pushed open the window, stuck it under the window, and listened to their conversation.

"Have you thought about it, don't hesitate any longer." My brother said in a complaining tone.

Shen Juan said after a while: "I'm worried about Xiaoge."

My brother said strangely: "What's there to worry about, Xiaoge? She must listen to you."

Shen Juan didn't speak.

"I know you're worried that Xiao Ge won't accept it, but if you say it well, there's nothing wrong with it. It's good for everyone when we get married." My brother joked, "At most, outsiders would laugh at you, saying that my father brought you back as a child bride for me. of."

Shen Juan also smiled: "What nonsense."

Gu Shuge felt the hatred she felt at that moment, why should they talk like this, Shen Juan should belong to her.She thought again why her brother wanted to fight with her, her liking for Shen Juan was so obvious, couldn't her brother see it?

The hatred was so strong that she even startled herself.

That was the first time she realized that she couldn't stay at home any longer.She was afraid that if she saw too many scenes of Shen Juan getting along with her brother, her heart would become distorted.

She loves her so much, it is impossible to calmly watch her fall in love with others.

If she becomes distorted, extreme, and resentful because of jealousy, Shen Juan will definitely not like her.

That's when she decided to go.

Gu Shuge wrote in Shen Juan's palm