Secret (GL)

Burning up, mixed with guilt and guilt, Shen Juan probably didn't know what she wanted to do to her, so he dared to say such a thing.

Shen Juan looked at her, and suddenly asked, "What was the surprise you wanted to give me that year?"

"Xiao Ge, what is the surprise you want to give me?" At four o'clock in the morning, Shen Juan was leaning against the head of the bed, with the phone next to her ear.

It has been almost a year since Gu Shuge left.Shen Juan kept in touch with her all the time.

At that time, Xiaoge didn't think much of it, Xiaoge said to her coquettishly, "I really have a very important surprise for you, you must like it", all she thought was, after she confessed, Xiaoge will be very happy .And forgot to care about what the surprise in Xiaoge's mouth was.

After she left, she recalled the past relationship bit by bit, but she didn't dare to look back on what happened that day.

But the word "surprise" stubbornly struggled out of the memory of that day, occupying Shen Juan's mind, and she gradually began to think about what "surprise" is.She began to regret not getting that surprise.

Whether it's a gift or good news, it's all so precious.

She didn't dare to ask at first, but that day she was sick and was in a trance with a fever. When she heard Gu Shuge's voice, she couldn't control her longing, so she actually asked.

Gu Shuge didn't answer.

The breath in Shen Juan's mouth and nose was hot, the lamp by the bedside was dim and dim, which made people sleepy, and the sweltering heat in the late summer morning outside the window made people depressing.

Gu Shuge's silence disappointed her.

She couldn't keep her eyes open, and her thoughts were also in a trance: "Xiaoge, I miss you very much, can you come back, I promise..." What is the promise? I promise that I will never surpass her again, or that I can take care of myself , no longer like her.

Shen Juan had a headache and frowned, but the physical pain was far less than not being able to see Gu Shuge's pain. She could no longer maintain her calm and restraint, and said to the other side: "Don't you listen to me the most? I beg you to come back, Even if it’s just for two days.”

Gu Shuge was silent for a while, and said: "The supervisor said that I am very talented in this field, and the UK has the most advanced research results and equipment."

Shen Juan closed his eyes.

"He suggested that I stay in school for a PhD."

To stay in school for a Ph.D. is to take root abroad and never come back.Shen Juan wondered if she had a fever, and why she was hallucinating. She tried her best to concentrate and asked, "Then do you like your current research?"

Her tone has calmed down.Gu Shuge was in a daze, thinking that Shen Juan who told her just now that I miss you very much and whether you can come back might be just her illusion.She said coldly: "I like it."

Shen Juan couldn't hold it anymore, she managed to maintain her consciousness and said, "That's good. I'll die first."

Gu Shuge was a little surprised, she was the one who was in a hurry to hang up the phone every time for nearly a year, and Shen Juan never hung up the phone on his own initiative.As soon as Shen Juan finished speaking, there was no sound from the receiver of the mobile phone, and she had already hung up.

Gu Shuge looked at the duration of the call, it was almost 5 minutes.

This has been the longest call time in nearly a year.

It would be great if it could grow a little longer, Gu Shuge sat there for a long time.

Shen Juan ended the call, and the phone slipped down on the bed. She wanted someone to call the doctor, but she couldn't muster the strength. Fortunately, she fell asleep soon, and she didn't feel the pain in her body, but her consciousness was faint.

"I'll be home soon, I miss you." She seemed to hear Gu Shuge's voice.But even in a daze, she knew it was fake, it was her imagination.She won't be coming back.Shen Juan thought.

Every time Xiaoge waits for 15 seconds before answering the phone, not more than one second, not less than one second, she does it on purpose, maintaining a cold and distant distance.

Maybe she was really bothering her.

Shen Juan was ill for three days, and when he recovered, he contacted the research institute where Gu Shuge worked.That research institute has produced many major achievements, and Gu Shuge's mentor is one of the academic directors of the research institute.

Shen Juan donated a sum of money to the research institute. This money was not in Gu's name, nor did she embezzle Gu's funds. It was accumulated by her work over the past few years.She is an executive with a lot of salary, and usually has no other expenses except clothes, so she has accumulated a lot.

She donated all the money, and there was only one request, and she wanted to see Gu Shuge's research results.

Gu Shuge has only been in that university for a year, and she is still very weak academically, but her talent is amazing. She learns things as quickly as a sponge absorbs water. She can stay in the laboratory for a whole day, completely concentrating on experiments, without walking a little. God is also keen to find breakthroughs and discover new ideas.

The mentor did not refuse Shen Juan's request. No matter how talented Gu Shuge is, he has not been in the industry for a long time, and he has not touched the core.