There are roads in the mountains of books

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Crazy like a child, but not as good as a child.

The scene when I was three or four years old flashed before my eyes. In the hazy night, I climbed out of the dark bed, and the living room was as bright as day.The noise in my ears was like firecrackers, I rubbed my eyes, grandma and mother were arguing.With waterfall-like long hair and an elegant back, I moved quietly, and saw my mother flushed in a rare way, and the gentle eyes no longer existed.

I stood there blankly, just like Cen Feng.In the end, he couldn't stand up any longer, and talked to both sides in a good temper, until at a certain moment, he angrily pushed my mother and yelled at her to go back to the room.

In my vague memory, I stepped forward and kicked Cen Feng and grandma.What followed was a wave of fists, and my mom dodged it by hugging me, crying so hard she couldn't speak.

I also burst into tears, and I will never forget this scene ever since.

When I came back to my senses, I had a sore nose and knelt on the ground, trying to sleep with my head on the chair.

The legs of the chair squeezed my stomach, and I remembered that my grandma told my uncles about it later, and now they laugh at it, saying that I am not easy at such a young age.But behind this arrogance and bravery, what kind of atmosphere did I grow up in, so that I kicked that kick without hesitation at such a young age?

I don't want to think about it any more.

But I couldn't sleep, the scene just now was replayed over and over again, I tried hard to get rid of it, mixed in many beautiful things - those tender moments when I got up with Luo Wei, the fight with Xiang Xi in the laboratory The scenes, as well as the high-spirited moments on the podium and meetings-they said that I am a superior existence, confident, public, and courageous, but at this moment, these things seem to be far away from me.

The family stripped me of all decency.

My vulnerability, my sensitivity, my irritability, my depression, it all came back to haunt me.

Chapter 37

"Sister, come out for dinner."

I fell asleep in a daze, and finally Cen Jing came and knocked on the door, dragging me out of the dream.The voice in my ear seemed far away, I ran to the kitchen in a daze to serve the dishes, my mother patted me on the back tenderly, and we didn't make a sound to each other.

The dining table was filled with smoke, and Cen Jing and a few children went to the sofa to watch TV with bowls in hand.I picked out the meat from several big dishes and put them into a big dish, and gave them to eat.

"Wow, jī legs." The little niece reached out to grab it, and the little nephew watched eagerly, his eyebrows almost deformed.

I smiled lightly, turned around and took the last chicken leg from the dining table.

"Aunt has worked hard, sit down and eat quickly, don't be too busy." Cen Jing said.

"It's not well taken care of, everyone eat slowly." Cen Feng said, "Mom, let me get you a... chicken wing."

The two little guys raised their heads immediately, and then tacitly picked up the chicken legs and ate more happily.

I touched their little heads.In the noisy voices, I was drowsy, and Cen Feng chattered in my ears, from major domestic affairs to work, my mother expressed her opinions several times, but he interrupted impatiently.

I felt the fire in my heart, rubbed the joints on my hands, resisted the urge to beat him several times.

And now, he's talking about education, about raising a kid to be a college teacher.

"Father's guidance and structure are very important." He said seriously, completely ignoring the fact that he had never attended a parent meeting.

"Usually taking care of food and drinking, these are imaginary. Which parent can't do it now? When Qiu Yu was young, I paid her for guzheng and badminton lessons, and I also intended to cultivate her courage and perseverance... So let me tell you, many things should be paid attention to from an early age.”

"So," my grandma pointed at me beside me, "Your father cared so much about you, that's why you are what you are today."

As soon as the mother and son sang together, I couldn't bear it anymore, and put down the chopsticks with a slap, and my anger rose. "Awesome, you spend 10 minutes a month caring about me, and it has played a decisive role in my life."

The smell of fire and medicine gradually permeated, and after a brief silence, the restaurant exploded.

"Qiu Yu, why are you talking like that?"

"Look at our family, it's only your dad who is promising and went to college, that's why you are so outstanding today."

"Yes, the first college student in the village!"

I was sullen and silent.I went to the door and took my coat and hung up the scarf. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw my mother walking towards me. She rubbed my hair complainingly, and said softly: "Qiu Yu, forget it, you will be your father." Chuī Niu, don’t disturb the atmosphere during Chinese New Year.”

"Where is he..." Seeing my mother's expression getting more and more serious, I felt a sore nose and turned my head away from her. "Are you coming with me?" I asked suddenly.

She was stunned: "Where are you going?"

"I'll take you out...for a walk."

"Cen Qiuyu!"

"Then I'll go by myself." I rushed out the door, tears welling in my eyes.

The moon came out, and the red lanterns hung high on the treetops, scarlet like blood, spreading over the branches, extending quietly, and seeping into my heart.There was an unreal peace outside, my eyes were blurred with tears, I shook off the distorted red light in front of my eyes, and kicked the accelerator to drive towards the school.

My anger seemed to have no end.I can't figure out what my forbearance and restraint are for.

Strong fists punched into the air.

The only comfort is that Cen Feng loses face.The corner of my lips curled up into a smile, and I got a little dark joy out of it.

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