Emperor of the Dynasty + Spoiler

After hearing Murong Yan's words, Gu Ming saluted without even thinking about it, "Chen, I wish to die..."

What he said was righteous, but before he finished speaking, Murong Xun laughed out loud with little impoliteness, Gu Ming heard Murong Xun's laughter, his heart skipped a beat, he stopped talking, and looked up. Looking at Murong Xun, I don't understand what Murong Xun means.

"But if you die, won't the orphaned sister be given the title of 'bi-marriage'?" Murong Yan said in a low voice to Gu Ming who was kneeling on the ground, "So, aren't you ruining the reputation of the princess? "

Gu Ming is Murong Xi's opponent with a lot of flamboyant people. She was worried that if she married Murong Xi, if she was exposed in the future, Murong Xi would be in trouble.But now being asked by Murong Yan, she was a little confused.

Murong Xun took this opportunity to say again, "Gu Aiqing, do you know what kind of crime it is to deceive the emperor?"

Gu Ming lowered her head, and after a while, she whispered, "Capital crime..."

Murong Xun got up from the stone bench, walked slowly in front of Gu Ming, and asked, "Then why does Gu Aiqing risk her life pretending to be a boy?"

"In order to be able to enlist in the army, I will reduce my mother's tax."

Murong Xun squatted down slowly, raised Gu Ming's chin with his hand, forced her to meet his eyes, and then softly asked Gu Ming a question that she had never thought about before, "Then have you ever thought about it?" , why can't you join the army as a daughter and reduce your mother's tax?"

Gu Ming's eyes widened, and his mind went blank when asked by Murong Xun's words.

"Because you have never heard of a woman enlisting in the army, have you? But my good general, you know that before Gu, there had never been any female king in Qin State. You think Gu can sit on the throne only by being Are you lucky?" Murong Yan paused every word, "Gu naturally understands your insincere words, and also understands your involuntary actions. Gu understands your inner struggle, and even more knows your inner fear:

You are afraid that you will be exposed one day; you are afraid that the comrades who fought with you will leave you one day; you are afraid that the teacher who once regarded you as your own will draw a line with you one day; Your king will one day punish you for deceiving the king; you are afraid, you are afraid that you have done nothing wrong, but suddenly you will fall into the abyss of eternal doom - so you carefully guard your secrets, if you are alone today Asking, if you haven't found out, you can be confident that you can still hide this secret, one year or two, five years or ten years..."

"Perhaps you are lucky enough to bring this secret into your grave. But, Your Excellency, have you ever thought: Why should you be afraid?

are you stupid?Or are you not strong enough?No, on the contrary, you are a rare and handsome talent. I believe that in time, you will be able to leave your name in the annals of the history of Qin, and you will use the sword in your hand to open up the territory for Qin.You can do all these, but you still can't sleep well, why?My lord general? "

...Yeah, why?Gu Ming also asked himself in his heart, why should he be afraid?Is it because I am not strong enough or because I am not good enough?

No... not at all, she can give a negative answer almost without thinking about it.

Then, why is that...?

Because the Qin State has never had a female general... people would not believe that a woman can become a general, and they would not believe that the young man who dared to enter the Ba camp alone and capture Ba Wang alive would be a woman!

But she happened to be a woman, and she happened to be a weak and incompetent woman in the world.

But these... who can she tell?Her fame brought her not glory, but a note of death.

"Because... I'm a woman..." Gu Ming said hoarsely, "I, it's Gu Yue, not Gu Ming."

"Yes, because you are a woman, because this world does not tolerate women," Murong Yan chuckled, and said to her, "Are you willing? You are willing to carry your own secrets forever, hiding like a blind mouse." To spy on this world in a dark and wet corner—are you willing?"

Are you willing?Gu Ming asked herself in her heart, maybe this is not the first time she has asked herself this way, she has asked herself this way since the first day she entered the military camp, are you willing?The rest of her life has nothing to do with Anwen, and has nothing to do with Gu Yue.

Changed his face, disguised as another person, lived carefully in the barracks, evaded open guns and hidden arrows on the battlefield, how many times he narrowly escaped death, how many times he was frightened.

After enduring so much, it was all in vain...Are you willing?

After a long time, Gu Ming said softly, "...not reconciled."

"In this way, you have married Murong Xi. You have saved her twice, and she should return some of your kindness to you."

Gu Ming's throat moved, and he slowly closed his eyes, still struggling.

"Marry her, and only by marrying her can you continue to hide your identity, have the protection of Murong, and live in peace. Naturally, I don't have good intentions for you. On the contrary, I want to use you. I want to use you." I want you, I want you to be a solitary fang, to bite open every piece of rotten flesh in the Qin Court, and I want you to be a solitary sharp blade, to cut through the thieves who are ready to move outside." Murong Xun said softly, "Gu Geng, you have to live. , to gain fame and power.”

"But I... still want to live as a man..." Gu Ming slowly tightened his hands on his knees, sighing and feeling helpless, "I still have to carry lies..."