After flash marriage with female partner + special episode

"She seems to be looking for something for you." Jiang Feng pointed to the place behind, "You wait here for a while. Is there anything you want to eat? I can help you."

"No, no, thank you." Zhong Yulan shook her head, and couldn't help turning around curiously, "Are you her friend?"

At this time, Jiang Yueli was leaning against the counter, with his back to the two people outside, and just hung up the landline next to the counter.

Out of the corner of her eye, she glanced at the screen of the laptop next to her. She was stunned for a moment, then straightened up.

Jiang Feng turned his head to look at Jiang Yueli, and replied, "It's sort of."

——"is it"?

What is this answer?

The two looked familiar, but they didn't seem to see each other very often.

It was an accident that Zhong Yulan and Jiang Yueli met again, because she volunteered to help, so they met a lot during this time.

But Zhong Yulan didn't see anyone beside the latter either.

Even Zhong Yulan didn't know where Jiang Yueli heard about and took over the task of investigating the camp.

Jiang Yueli looked like a complete loner, as if he had nothing to do with friends.

The only person who can be called a close relationship seems to be Lu Mingxuan.

Zhong Yulan was a little confused, but Jiang Feng had already waved his hands and turned around. He dragged a stool in front of the counter and sat down, yawning and asking Jiang Yueli: "Are you all right?"

"All right."

Jiang Yueli picked up the computer and walked towards Zhong Yulan.

"This is her diary." Jiang Yueli sat opposite Zhong Yulan and turned the computer over, "There is also a diary, and I should be able to get it back after the case is officially closed."

The densely packed text on the computer screen fell into Zhong Yulan's eyes.

Zhong Yulan knew that "Jiang Yueli" had the habit of keeping a diary, but it was a very personal thing after all. She had never actually seen the real content of those diaries, let alone that "Jiang Yueli" had such a private account.

"I can only show you these things, don't pass them on, after all, it's actually not in compliance with the rules." Jiang Yueli continued, "But it may not be possible to find out all the lost content in that diary. The content should all be returned to you, especially the part about you."

Zhong Yulan froze for a moment, then nodded, "Okay."

She didn't ask where these things came from. Such a short time together was enough for her to see that Jiang Yueli was unusual.

And these unusual things should not be announced to the public.

If it was something else, she would even take the initiative to refuse to accept it.

But she knew that what Jiang Yueli "returned" to her was "Jiang Yueli" - the last words of the person she loved, so she just accepted it silently.

The content in the diary is very trivial, "Jiang Yueli" is a person who is used to forbearance, even when keeping a diary, he also brought this habit.

The words are as concise as possible, and most of them record some daily life. Most of the subjective emotions are summarized with short words such as "happy" and "sad".

It doesn't take much time to read these records whose frequency is not even considered as a weekly diary.

But Zhong Yulan read each word, but felt that every stroke was so long and depressing.

It was like being alone, walking through the long dark night in that person's heart again, but when he raised his head, he couldn't see the end.

Nothing but darkness.

"Today my mother gave me a new dress, although it is a bit small, but I am very happy"

……

"This year's New Year's resolution, I hope to hang out with my family"

……

"I took the first place in the exam this week and was praised by the teacher. I hope my mother will be happy."

"Today I want to be a bad boy, because I really started to hate my sister, she obviously got the bottom of the test, and my parents want to reward her, I have nothing"

……

"I met a new friend today. I'm very happy. Her name sounds nice. I hope she doesn't hate me."

……

"Today is my birthday, I had forgotten it, Alan bought me a cake, she is really a very gentle person"

……

"I heard Jiang Yutian speak ill of me to my brother again, I hate her"

"Today I heard my mother say that she hates me again. Perhaps only Jiang Yutian is their daughter. Then why did she adopt me?"

……

"Why did my biological parents not want me?"

"Wouldn't we all be happier if I wasn't born in this world?"

"I hate Jiang Yutian hate Jiang Yutian hate Jiang Yutian. I hate her"

……

"Alan confessed to me today. I was very scared, so I rejected her, but I regretted it again. Will she leave me forever?"

"I shouldn't regret rejecting her, I don't deserve her love, I can't repay her"

……

When Zhong Yulan saw the words related to her, her eyes were blurred. She blinked, and big tears rolled down the corners of her eyes.

Her carefulness is hidden in those privately recorded texts.

Just looking at those words can make people outline a cowardly and gloomy image of inferiority complex.

Zhong Yulan only felt a throbbing pain in his heart.

"Jiang Yueli" never said those things to her, including the disregard and injustice she received at home, including her inner anxiety and timidity.