Spring, summer, autumn and winter (GL)

Shi Ci pulled her up, held her in his arms, kissed her eyes, his heart ached so much, "Don't cry, if you cry again, my heart will die of love."

"But, do you really not mind? I hate myself so much, I..." Tang Chi's eyelashes were filled with tears, and his nose was red. "I have found countless reasons for myself. I can't get enough money, my mother's illness can't wait, and usury can't borrow, I'm afraid, so this is the only way..."

Maybe it was because of being hugged by Shi Ci, maybe it was her distressed and soft tone that comforted her, she wanted to say what was in her heart even more, "I couldn't convince myself in the end, I was just obsessed with ghosts...but she helped me..."

She said a name.

Shi Ci realized that it should be the trainee's name, and now he is a big star.

Then all this can be matched.

Shi Ci frowned, hugged her with one arm, and squeezed her hand tightly with the other. She knew it was her that night, but she didn't know how Tang Chi entered that room, but she was not curious about the reason at all. It doesn't matter either.

She's worried about something else, she's hesitating.

She wanted to stop Tang Chi from talking, but she knew that this was her heart knot, and if she didn't speak out, she would torture herself for a day.

So now tell her that she was the person that night?

Shi Ci was even more hesitant and entangled.

"Sister Shi," Tang Chi observed Shi Ci's face, she bit her lip, "Why don't you mind this matter?"

In fact, Shi Ci was too calm. If she changed her position, if she was Shi Ci, she might not be able to accept it. She was more like...knowing it a long time ago?

A creepy chill crept up her back, maybe Shi Ci really knew about it a long time ago, so when the two were making out, she was still unwilling to take the last step towards herself...

Is this the reason?

Tang Chi suddenly became timid, sweating, and looked at her in surprise, "You...could it be?"

Shi Ci clenched her hand tightly, feeling a stabbing pain in his chest, "Jiujiu, do you...hate the person who was with you that night?"

Finally, Tang Chi's bloody face turned pale again.

Chapter 84

In the middle of the night, Tang Chi couldn't sleep, so he went out of the dormitory and went downstairs.

It was very quiet in the dormitory area, and she sat under a tree for a long time.

Looking up, I saw a sky and a lush tree crown.The corridor lights on each floor were blurred by the tears and turned into gleaming white.

"I've been keeping it from you, I'm actually...the person who was with you that night." Shi Ci's voice was a little choked up, she was such a proud person, she lowered her head slightly in front of her, with tears in her eyes.

"Why...?" Tang Chi's body stiffened, and she spat out a few words mechanically, but her heart told her that what Shi Ci said was true.

They stared at each other for several seconds.

Tang Chi's tearful eyes gradually blurred Shi Ci's expression, and Shi Ci stepped forward to hug her again, "Jiujiu..." But she didn't know what to say.

Both of them were a little overwhelmed, and they didn't know how to deal with this sudden interlocking predicament.

"I'm going back." Tang Chi wiped his eyes.

"Well, let's go back first." Shi Ci took her hand.

Tang Chi was silent, pulled out his hand, and whispered, "I want to go back to school..."

Shi Zhi hesitated several times, but still respected her decision and sent her back to the dormitory. When she entered the door, Shi Zhi looked at her and said, "You rest first tonight, shall we talk about it?"

Tang Chi didn't say yes or no.

When the wind blows over, Tang Chi's neck is sore, and she hangs down weakly.

She once again tasted the feeling of panic and powerlessness. She didn't even know where her coping method was. She didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

This feeling of being awakened by a blow to the head in the midst of happiness is really uncomfortable.

She thought that her suffering was over, no matter how bad it was, it was over, and from now on, there would only be good, and there would be even better.

She thought she was stronger than her 15-year-old self, strong enough to handle every setback the rest of her life brought.

She was wrong again.

There was a moment when her heart was filled with black resentment, resentment against heaven and earth, herself, and... Shi Ci.

No, how could she complain about Shi Ci?

Tang Chi's tears flowed out again.

Wouldn't it be worse if it wasn't for her?She should think so, and only think so?

But she couldn't control herself.

She remembered the night when she was sick, when she hadn't dared to accept Shi Ci's feelings, it was she who appeared here and held her hand, when her heart ached with joy and anticipation.

Besides her parents, there was another person who loved and cared for her.She didn't even dare to think how long Shi Ci could love her.

Shi Ci is perfect in her heart, she doesn't completely like her, not completely love her.

Shi Ci is the person she loves, admires, and relies on most in this world.

The next day was Monday, and Shi Ci probably couldn't wait, so he sent several WeChat messages asking her if he could find time to meet up in the evening, and wanted to have a chat with her.

Tang Chi stared at the phone screen for a long time, but finally refused.

Shi Ci was really busy and helpless, and he couldn't explain this kind of thing clearly on the phone.

She could only send another long message, "Jiujiu, I know you may not be able to accept it for a while, and I understand. Please believe that I didn't mean to hide it from you, and I really like you. You understand my heart, right? I'm very busy recently, but I always have my mobile phone with me, I'll wait for you to contact me."