Spring, summer, autumn and winter (GL)

"When is the wedding?"

"Not so soon, but you will be my bridesmaid when the time comes! It's agreed!"

Tang Chi readily agreed.

The two held hands and chatted for a long time.It is rare for Tang Chi to smile sincerely. Happiness is also contagious. For some reason, her eyes were a little sour, and she was so excited that she even spoke incoherently, "That's great, Nan Nan, it's really great, I'm so happy, I wish you all, too alright……"

Zhang Zinan froze for a moment, his eyes turned red all of a sudden, "You want to make me cry..."

She hugged Tang Chirp and cried, incoherently speaking, "You are too stupid, you don't know how to be jealous of me if it's someone else... Woohoo, maybe you still think I'm showing off, but I just want to be with you Share it for the first time...You are so unlucky, I want to share some luck with you...Happiness together..."

Zhang Zinan feels that she is very lucky. She has a happy family since she was a child, and found love in high school. Now her career has just started, and her love has been harvested. And her friend Tang Chi, who is alone in Beicheng, she feels very distressed.

After Zhang Zinan left, Tang Chi was still sitting under the tree.

It was late at night, and the campus was quiet.It was getting colder and colder outside, and Tang Chirp's feet were already frozen. When she looked up, the night sky was soft and shiny, like the ocean.Also like dark blue velvet.

The good news from my friend brought me a sense of joy like warm water, and after a long time, I was hit by this merciless cold wind.Cold wind, cold moon and cold night, alone in a city.

Time seemed to stand still for a moment, she thought of Shi Ci, and her eyes felt burning again.

where is she nowDoes she still think about herself?Could she already have a new girlfriend?

Does she act like a baby to others?Does she kiss people tenderly?

Tang Chi felt a dull pain of suffocation in his chest at this moment, which could not be relieved for a long time.

She put on her earphones and listened to the song on her phone that she hadn't clicked for a long time, "...how lucky I am to be able to meet on this planet on the same journey and light up my misty life. No one stays on my mind like you... "

The night breeze made her shoulders tremble slightly, and her tears were shining brightly. All the clips of their getting along flashed in her mind, and the scenes were extremely clear.Shi Ci's eyebrows, her smile, the way she leaned forward to kiss her, the sound of her calling herself "tweeting"...

She has imprinted so many deep marks on her own life that no one can match.

No matter when and where, Tang Chi thought, she couldn't erase it.

She loves me deeply and I don't love her enough.

Tears fell drop by drop.

I don't know how to love her.

Tang Chi suddenly realized that when she got along with Shi Ci all the time, she always regarded her as an older person who could be relied on. She was used to Shi Ci's initiative and thoughtfulness, but she ignored that she was actually a girl. The heart is also soft and sensitive, and she is also the pearl in the palm of her parents, she should be cared for and loved.

Love is different from family affection, it requires mutual expression, and it also needs communication, compromise, repair, and reinforcement.

What Zhang Zinan said made sense. Only now did she realize where she was not doing well enough.

"It's all my fault" is no longer an empty phrase.It's a sentence that you have to be responsible for when you say it, and you have to find a way to make up for it.

"...If parting from you is also spiritually important, I would rather have regrets than be far away from you..."

Tang Chi thought heartbrokenly, what a terrible girlfriend she was, no, what a terrible girlfriend she used to be, and now she is no longer qualified to say that, it was she who lost her words, and she didn't know how to cherish them.

Feelings are like a flower bud that does not know when it has matured. She has not yet learned how to take care of it, and it has been knocked down by a sudden storm.In the past, she never escaped from the most severe and desperate environment in her life. This time, she has never encountered the pain and entanglement in her life. She instinctively became a deserter, and regretting it now is useless.

On the night of Double Eleven, she was alone in the unfamiliar campus, crying so much that she couldn't help herself.

Time flies, and it will be Christmas in a few days. Tang Chi and Suyou plan to buy something online to decorate the dormitory.She clicked on Taobao, and saw a line of words with sharp eyes-"Brother, signed an album in ancient times, changed hands, and negotiated the price."

Tang Chirp clicked in and jumped into Xianyu's link. She scrolled down and her eyes froze.Click to take a closer look.

Sure enough, it is the CD of Mr. Leslie Cheung's 1999 album "Countdown with You", and "Chūn Summer, Autumn and Winter" is included in it.

There is a signature in the corner, the picture is too small and blurry, she can't see it clearly, so she can only stamp the seller privately.

The seller came online after 20 minutes and answered a few questions.Said it was a real album, really signed, it was his mother's collection.The price is not low either. He paid 7000 yuan for this one, and he can't negotiate the price yet.

Tang Chi asked him to take a clearer photo of the signature and show her.

She took the photo and compared it to the authentic one on the Internet that was said to be signed by her brother, but she couldn't be sure for a long time.

The other party was a little impatient and urged her to make a decision.

Tang Chi checked his savings. If he really bought this album, he might have a hard time in the next few months.But the temptation of this album was too great, she gritted her teeth and paid for it.

After buying it, she couldn't help laughing and asked him when he could ship it.