Spring, summer, autumn and winter (GL)

What the hell!

Shi Ci's eye sockets became hot, and she lay prone on the steering wheel, trembling with shortness of breath.

"...I'm not a good love partner."

Tang Chi once said this, and this sentence suddenly came across in memory, as if responding to his own complaints.

Shi Ci really wanted to drink at this time, to relieve the bitterness spreading in his heart.

This is not true.Chirp.

"What do you like about me, I have nothing..."

"You have everything I like." Shi Ci said slowly with moist eyes.

She was sincere at the time, but she didn't do it well.

She can't put herself in the position of "paying but not getting the corresponding return", she can't deny Tang Chi's heart for her.

That year's New Year's Eve, Tang Chi stood waiting for her at the door, and she just waited for her in the cold in the snow without even making a phone call. She liked her and cared for her in her own way.

So many times of intimacy and tenderness, her smile, hug, and rare act like a baby, made Shi Ci feel extremely sweet.

How can you not feel it?

How can you feel that she is cruel?

She has been very restless.

She was left alone.

When I first met her, Tang Chi was lonely and alienated, living hard alone, tough and fragile, as if no one could walk into her heart.

I was attracted by her, couldn't control her, teased her, sympathized with her, loved her, said a lot of love words and vows, and when she let go of her heart and relied on her, she responded with immature behavior.

She let her work and live in a strange city alone, without asking, asking, or paying attention.Isn't she being cold to her?

In fact, Tang Chi had never asked her anything. If he didn't ask for it, Tang Chi would never ask for anything.

After waiting for a long time, she must have thought that she was given up by herself.

Shi Ci burst into tears.

If liquidation is meaningful, I am the more asshole.

Chapter 90

Shi Ci checked Tang Chirp's Moments all over, but couldn't find any useful content. Is it because she hasn't updated for a long time, or has she blocked herself?

She opens and closes the WeChat dialog box, closes and opens it.

The last sentence of the conversation was last year's New Year's Eve, and Tang Zhi sent it-"Happy New Year".

She didn't reply, and Tang Chi didn't send it again.

Shi Ci lost his courage and closed WeChat.

Zhang Zinan's words seemed to imply something, why didn't they say Tang Chi was single sooner or later, but why did they say it at this time?The meaning in the words seems to be that Tang Chi is single recently?

Did Tang Chi break up again?

No, it won't.

Shi Ci's mind was about to explode, and his thoughts kept flying away.

She looked through Tang Chi's circle of friends again, and her heart became even more confused.She slapped herself in the face, and she is really cowering now.

Tang Chi has changed the campus, changed the city, and now she should have adapted to the climate of Beicheng and devoted herself to her studies. Do I want to get involved in her new life?She has ended everything in Yancheng, which proves that she has withdrawn from her life since then...

Has she really completely forgotten herself?

Shi Ci knew that he couldn't forget her, and couldn't even accept that she had a new partner, but what can he do now?Not only did she miss the best opportunity, she may have missed many second-best opportunities, and now she can only... can only put all her eggs in one basket.

She was disturbed by an unspeakable urge to fidget, she had to do something, yes, she had to see Tang Chi.

There are two days before the Lunar New Year, and it is very difficult to book a flight ticket. She checked the software for a long time and called again, and finally got a ticket at one o'clock in the morning the next day.

Why did you go early?

Shi Ci felt ashamed.

Is it too late now?

She no longer has the face to call and inform Tang Chi that she will be there. Is she still celebrating the New Year at Zhang Zinan's house this year?She has no way of knowing, but she wants to see her, even from a distance.

In the evening, Shi Ci received a call and went to pick up Ms. Ding. Ms. Ding's car broke down on the way to buy new year's goods and had already been sent for repair.

Ms. Ding has bought a lot of New Year's goods, but she still doesn't like it enough.Shi Ci went shopping with her in the imported supermarket, packed a few dishes at the familiar Cantonese restaurant, and drove her home.

In midwinter, it got dark very early, and the colorful neon lights dyed the dark sky red, Tang Chi's face suddenly flashed before Shi Ci's eyes.

What is she doing at this time?Have you got a meal yet?Will you still be working part-time?

Yes, the consumption in Beicheng is much higher than that in Nancheng. Is her living expenses enough?

The more she wanted to say something, the more ashamed she became, her emotions were stuck in her heart, she sighed unconsciously, her brows were deeply furrowed.

After sending Ms. Ding home, after dinner, Ms. Ding saw that she looked bad, so she asked her to stay, "It's New Year's Eve tomorrow, why are you going back to do something? Just stay at home."

"No, I have something to do." Shi Ci refused.

"What's the matter, anyway..." Ms. Ding paused, and swallowed the words "Anyway, you are a male (alone)".

"I'm going on a business trip tomorrow, and I won't be home this year for the Spring Festival." Shi Ci didn't have time to pay attention to her words, and she hurried back to pack her luggage.

"Business trip?" Before Ms. Ding could ask clearly, Shi Ci had already packed his bags and left.

"..." Ms. Ding looked at her back and let out a deep breath.