Spring, summer, autumn and winter (GL)

"I don't have the ability to predict, I don't know where my life will go..." Tang Chi whispered, "I can only go forward..."

"Then have you ever thought about what your future will look like? Or what is your ideal state?" Shi Ci looked at her.

"Well," Tang Chi said, "I have a job that I like and is good at, and I can afford to rent a house in the city I like, and I can decorate the house myself. There is a big bay window in the house, and it would be even better if I can watch the sky at night. It's..."

Shi Ci's gaze was as soft as water, "Is that so?"

Tang Chi was a little embarrassed, and said even more in a low voice, "Maybe in your opinion...very insignificant..."

"No," Shi Ci's voice was as low as hers, as gentle as the night breeze, "no."

The two were silent for a while.

"Do you want to live with someone you like?" Shi Ci asked her.

Tang Chi was slightly stunned, "I haven't thought about this question, the most important and favorite people in my life are my parents, but..."

Shi Ci's eyes flickered, she was considering whether to change the topic, but she also knew in her heart that this was a rare moment, she didn't urge her or interrupt, she just waited quietly.

Trust me, little bird, you can tell me, you can depend on me.

The sound of car horns in the distance, and the sound of planes passing overhead, Shi Ci looked at her drooping head, and her heart ached. Just when she was about to speak, she heard Tang Chi's low voice, " But they are gone... If I can be like the heroine in the movie, I actually hope so, my father's car accident, my mother's cancer, if I can predict some scenes..."

Her shoulders trembled slightly and she was speechless.

Shi Ci took a deep breath, and reached out to touch her shoulder, "My first love, my first love, when I was diagnosed with the disease, I... I couldn't believe it at all, she is very healthy, eats regularly, and exercises regularly ...I didn't expect it, how could it be possible?"

Tang Chi looked up at her, his eyes were red.

Shi Ci closed his eyes and said: "She is very young, not yet 30 years old, she is very good, a very talented painter... She suffered a lot, but in the end she couldn't..."

Shi Ci opened his eyes, his eyes dimmed, "I broke down back then, and almost didn't go to America..."

"But even if we can predict it, there's probably nothing we can do to help it. No one can change the course of fate..." Shi Ci smiled lightly, "The butterfly effect or something, it might be worse..."

Tang Chi's eyes quickly filled with tears.

"It's all hypothetical, it doesn't make sense, and I think the saddest thing about us is that we can accept the loss of our loved ones, but we can't accept that they left us in such a painful way..."

Tang Chi's tears fell down, she nodded her head tremblingly, her lips trembling constantly.

Shi Ci couldn't hold back, she took a step forward, this time without any hesitation, she gently hugged her in his arms.

Chapter 43

Tang Chi has never encountered such a hug. She is also a woman. This hug is very different from Zhang Zinan's.

Shi Ci just hugged her gently, their clothes touched, and the body temperature leaked out, Tang Chi finally realized what was going on, Shi Ci put one hand on her shoulder, and the other hand stroked her hair.

It's warm and stressful.

She was much taller than herself, Tang Chi saw the unbuttoned collar of her collar, which was in the shape of a pearl shell, and she could still smell the breath coming from the depth of Shi Ci's collar.

Tang Chi moved slightly uncomfortably, moved his body a little away, lowered his head, and raised his hand to wipe the tears on his cheeks.Suddenly, her hand was held by Shi Ci, she pinched her fingers first, slid down, and just covered her hand with her palm.

Tang Chi's heart was pounding, she wasn't sure whether to withdraw her hand, but she still lowered her head.

"Jiujiu..." She heard Shi Ci calling her in a low voice.

Tang Chi's heart trembled, and he couldn't help raising his face.

No one had called her that in a long time.

When Shi Ci's fingers touched her cheek, Tang Chi trembled again, unable to move his body for a moment.

It's been a long time since anyone wiped her tears.

No, it seemed that she was always the only one crying, sobbing, sobbing, wailing, and it was an excuse to clean up her face after her emotions stabilized.

She blinked her wet eyelashes, and finally saw Shi Ci's eyes clearly.

Caring, heartache, pity... There are also deep meanings that she can't understand for a while.

Deep and gentle.

There was a magnet-like attraction between them.

Tang Chi watched Shi Ci's face getting closer, her skin was impeccably delicate, and her light and pleasant breath was also approaching, seeping into the air in front of her nose.

Tang Chi's expression froze, but her body reacted before her. She avoided Shi Ci's approach and took a step back.

Her lips parted slightly in disbelief, staring at her blankly.

Shi Ci's hand suddenly fell to the ground, she moved her body and stood still.

Tang Chi's breath trembled, and his neck was already covered with goosebumps.

Shi hesitated to speak, she didn't come over, but just reached out to her again.

Tang Chi lost the ability and courage to deal with it, turned around and ran away from the door.

"..." Shi Ci's foot had already taken a step, but he took it back.The room was silent until Qiuqiu crawled over and meowed.