let the wind say i love you

"You know what I'm talking about?" She vaguely felt something in her heart, but she was worried that it was true.

Looking at the other party's gentle and affectionate eyes, Zhao Xiao almost couldn't help telling her about everything she was carrying, the secrets of her body, the pressure of life, and the fact that her grandma might leave her.

However, she gritted her teeth, turned her head to look at Shi Luoluo, and gently closed her eyes.

Fifteen minutes after class was over, she slept soundly and had a dream that her parents celebrated her 15th birthday. In the dream, her grandmother was not sick. She smiled and made her a bowl of Yangchun noodles. Huang Xiaojun With Liu Ming and Shi Luoluo, they were smearing cream on each other's faces...

"...Smile, class is on..." Shi Luoluo called her softly beside her.

Zhao Xiao opened his eyes with a smile and stretched himself.

She looked at Shi Luoluo lazily and smiled, "Yes."

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Chapter 28

Zhao Xiao sat on the bench outside the emergency room of the hospital, her eyes were slack and her expression was in a trance. She couldn't believe that her grandmother passed away just a quarter of an hour ago.

When will people truly appreciate the preciousness of life?Probably watching a fresh life disappear little by little in front of you, you really want to grasp it, but you can't grasp it no matter what.

Helpless, resentful, helpless, in the end there was only compromise, and the most ridiculous thing was that she couldn't shed a single tear from her eyes even though she was so sad.

Just half an hour ago, Zhao Xiao was still buying vegetables in the vegetable market. Suddenly, his grandmother called. Zhao Xiao picked it up suspiciously. Grandma usually doesn't call him unless there is something very important...

The person who spoke was in a hurry, and as soon as the call was connected, the person said: "Is it Xiao Er? Your grandma is in the city hospital, hurry up!!"

The chicken, duck, and fish that Zhao Xiao was holding in both hands immediately fell to the ground. She stumbled out of the vegetable market like a madman and stopped a car whenever she saw it, whether it was a taxi with people or a private car.

The street was full of traffic, and passers-by stopped to look curiously at the little girl who was madly trying to stop those speeding steel monsters.

When Zhao Xiao rushed to the hospital, the neighbor Aunt Li was talking to the doctor.

"......I am sorry for your loss"

this sentence again

......

"Are you Zhao Xiao?"

......

"...your parents failed to rescue..."

That year, it was also here, and it was also this hospital.She sent away her dearest person, and now she is going to send away her grandmother again.

Zhao Xiao's heart ached as if the softest piece of flesh in his heart was being stabbed with a blunt knife.

It hurts, but it never dies:

"Xiao'er!" Aunt Li is a colleague of grandma and a sanitation worker. She is also a widowed old man and has a good relationship with their family. "You... oh..."

Aunt Li came to see her grandma today, but she didn't expect her grandma to die suddenly just after talking for a while.

"Auntie—" Zhao Xiao's voice trembled, "I...I..."

Her mind was completely blank, she didn't know what to say, although the doctor had told her before that the patient might leave at any time, and she had signed the critical illness notice, but when the moment of life and death was really happening in front of her , she found that she still couldn't accept it.

Aunt Li treated Zhao Xiao like her own granddaughter. Seeing her biting her lips tightly, wanting to cry but determined not to let the tears flow, she raised her warm hand like dead wood and rubbed it lovingly. her hair.

"Cry if you want!" she said. "It's better to cry."

A few doctors and nurses in white coats stood beside them, sighing and sticking to their posts. In the quiet corridor, there was only a thin old lady and a silent child with pursed lips.

......

Zhao Xiao couldn't remember how long he had been crying alone on his grandma's small wooden bed that night. Tears poured out like a punctured water pipe, and he couldn't control it. Wet with tears, in this dark and narrow space, apart from Zhao Xiaoyin's uncontrollable crying, there was only the vibrating phone notification tone.

Zhao Xiao raised his hand to turn off the phone, and the room suddenly became quiet.

Grandma's hospitalization this time exhausted all the family's savings, not only hospitalization fees, surgery fees, and other expenses, but also funeral expenses. All of these add up to an astronomical figure for a family like Zhao Xiao.

Zhao Xiao was helpless, she didn't know where to get the money, she even thought about borrowing usury, but she couldn't even afford usury when she was underage.

Zhao Xiao cut off contact with everyone from that day on. The next day, the old class simply told the class that Zhao Xiao had something to ask for leave, without explaining the reason.That night, Shi Luoluo and Shangguan Yi called Zhao Xiao to find out what was going on.

It's just that Zhao Xiao's cell phone was always turned off, and it was the same the next day.

Just when Shangguan Yi was about to skip class and come to her house, both of them received this text message at the same time:

Just ignore me these days, I'll go back to class.

Shangguan Yi and Shi Luoluo looked at each other, they knew that something must have happened to Zhao Xiao, but she didn't say anything, she was such a person who likes to hide things in her heart and hold back.