More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

"If your mother knows, she must hope that you can let yourself go and have a good life."

Like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Ruan Ningwei's eyes became moist again.

During the time when she broke up with her, she lost weight like a walking dead.Although it was well concealed, the mother found out.She reasoned that she was too tired from work, and her mother advised her not to work too hard more than once, and even blamed herself for being useless, which made her burden so heavy.She vomited reflexively after eating, and vomited tears while hugging the toilet. When she came out, her mother's eye circles were always red.

When she dyed her mother's hair, she felt sorry for her mother's premature aging, but her mother said that she was content in this life.She said that she could watch herself grow up peacefully and live happily without any resentment.

But can she still be happy?Can she really trust fickle feelings once more?

Thinking of her mother's expectations, thinking of Tao Xingruo's secret love for these years, thinking of her dedication during this time, Ruan Ningwei's throat felt a little sore.

After a long time, she spoke.

"Teacher Jing, I can't get into the show when I face people."

Jing Xiu's eyes lit up suddenly.As if she was afraid of scaring her, she tried her best to soften her voice and responded to Ruan Ningwei: "Yes, I know."

"Mr. Jing, do you still remember the first play I acted in? I acted with Lu Zishan. In the play, I acted as a couple with her. After the play, we fell in love because of the play and became a couple. "

Jing Xiu knew this, and Jing Xiu nodded.

"She is cheerful, optimistic, gentle and considerate, and I'm totally immersed in it. I hope that she and I can go on like this for a long time."

"But..." Ruan Ningwei was a little hard to say: "After I gave my body and mind, she changed."

Jing Xiu suddenly understood why Ruan Ningwei didn't know what to tell Tao Xingruo.She raised her hand and patted the back of Ruan Ningwei's hand to comfort her.

Ruan Ningwei smiled wryly, "She is getting more and more indifferent to me, more and more alienated. I endured it, thinking it was just a running-in period in love. But I still didn't wait for her to change her mind, and she pushed me away."

"She said that the relationship between me and her is fake. She doesn't really like me, and I don't really like her. She and I are just in the drama, and we can't tell the difference between drama and reality. would make such a wrong decision.”

"So, she came out of the play, and I was the only one left in the play. She even used money to humiliate me, asking me to let her go and not pester her endlessly." She said calmly.In retrospect, the way I begged her not to break up was really annoying.

She suddenly discovered that it was not so difficult to speak out.Those pains seem to have happened in my previous life.

"For a long time, I doubted myself. I wondered if I really didn't love her at all as she said. I wondered if I really just didn't play for a long time. Later, I Do you even doubt that I am still myself? Will I still just play the role in that play."

"Since then, I have never dared to act in front of people again. I am afraid that I will enter the drama again, that I will not be able to distinguish between drama and reality again, that I will fall in love with the people in the drama again, and that I will be sentimental again."

"I'm even more afraid that more and more roles will be added, and I will become a monster with four faces." Ruan Ningwei said numbly with her snow-white neck hanging down.

Jing Xiu's heart sank.She wanted to scold Lu Zishan, but when she thought of Lu Zishan's frail figure and grief-stricken appearance, she had mixed feelings for a while.

"Ning Wei." Jing Xiu called her seriously, "People will change with experience. Even if you change yourself a little because of playing a certain role, that's normal."

"The life I experienced while acting is just an experience, it belongs to you——Ruan Ningwei's own experience has nothing to do with the role."

Ruan Ningwei opened her eyes wide, digesting her words.

"Besides, you have never been unable to act. In the play, Lu Zishan plays a delicate and sensitive character, while the Lu Zishan you love is cheerful and optimistic. Your love is true and has nothing to do with the play."

Jing Xiu pursed her lips and revealed, "It's true that Lu Zishan loves you."

It was rare for her to be guilty, and she glanced at the door to confirm that Tao Xingruo hadn't heard her help Ruan Ningwei's ex to confess to Ruan Ningwei.

Ruan Ningwei's mind was buzzing for a while, not knowing what Jing Xiu's words meant.

Jing Xiu stood up and asked Ruan Ningwei, "It's unbelievable, isn't it?"

Ruan Ningwei was speechless.

"She's not doing very well. If you want to know the answer, you can go to her and tell her these knots. No matter what, the result can't be worse than now, can it?"

She guessed that the heart knot was related to Lu Zishan, but she didn't know the specific point.But now that I have found the knot in my heart, it is just a matter of prescribing the right medicine.Even if Ruan Ningwei didn't dare to go to Lu Zishan, they could still go to Lu Zishan and let the other party take the initiative to solve it.

Ruan Ningwei grasped the key point in the chaos.She asked Jing Xiu: "Do you know her?" Why, dare to say so firmly.

There was an unnatural flash in Jing Xiu's eyes that was hard to detect.She answered Ruan Ningwei calmly, "Because of you, I investigated her."

"..." Ruan Ningwei didn't know whether to be moved or ashamed.