More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

Jing Xiu's eyes fell on the cup, and his heart became cold.

"You don't have to think too much. She signed you and has nothing to do with me." She said calmly.

"She opened the entertainment company for Ning Wei, but she also wants to grow and develop, so she has to have good artists under her banner. At that time, she asked me to recommend candidates. I thought that you and Dingfeng were about to expire, so I recommended it. You. She recognized your ability, so she chose you."

"That's all." Jing Xiu pulled the corners of his lips, hiding all the pain.

Chapter 49

Ji Youyan regained his senses from the memories, and saw Jing Xiu with long eyelashes drooping, and the forbearance and sadness she was familiar with between her brows.She panicked, realizing that Jing Xiu might have misunderstood her silence.

"Ah Xiu." She said eagerly, "It's not what you think."

Her ugly face, if not that, so what?Jing Xiu's eyes were full of mist.

Whether it was before or now, Ji Youyan's help to her is the same as avoiding snakes and scorpions.

When others give her a chance, Ji Yuyan will be happy and grateful, but if she gives Ji Yuyan a chance, Ji Yuyan will only feel ashamed and hurt his self-esteem.But obviously, they are the closest people, the ones who should support each other and work together, right?

For a long time, Jing Xiu felt pain.She didn't know what she should do to love Ji Yuyan better and save their precarious relationship.

She respected Ji Youyan's self-esteem, and left Ji Youyan alone. Ji Youyan deviated from her original intention, sold songs and acted in plays and signed Wang Junchan.She was distressed and scared, she didn't know how many setbacks and insults Ji Yuyan would suffer if she continued to stand by.So on the basis of ensuring Ji Yuyan's pride, she silently let out rumors to protect Ji Yuyan, making people dare not covet Ji Yuyan, but Ji Yuyan still chose the most hurtful way, entangled with others, and continued to hype.

It's not that she didn't understand Ji Yuyan.She comforted herself, maybe Ji Youyan is a kite, destined to fly high.Ji Yuyan doesn't want to be her style, then she can be Ji Yuyan's matchmaker. Even if they look far away from each other, they are still connected together.

But I don’t know when it started, maybe it started when she tried to communicate with Ji Yuyan again and again but only got dodged and deceived again and again, maybe it started when Ji Yuyan missed her appointments again and again, but sent out dating photos with her rumored boyfriend again and again. Xiu began to doubt himself.

Ji Youyan was still that kite, flying farther and farther. She stood in place holding the string, but she couldn't see if she was still at the end of her own string.

Her thread seems not to be Ji Yuyan's concern, but Ji Yuyan's bondage?Ji Youyan didn't mention the breakup, was it just because she promised "I will be responsible" when she gave herself to her body and mind?

She was restless and panicked, and she was eager to change the status quo, but Ji Yuyan was like quicksand in her hands, the tighter she held it, the faster it was lost.

She was desperate.

But tonight, she summoned up the courage to believe in Ji Youyan's recent changes, and summoned up the courage to tell the truth.Ji Youyan's silence, how could she not be disappointed.

Why she didn't help Ji Youyan was wrong, but Ji Youyan would only think that she was wrong if she helped Ji Youyan.

Being born in Rome seemed like her original sin.If Ji Youyan always wanted to separate clearly from her like this, then even if they got back together, it would be just another torture to each other.

Jing Xiu's nose was a little sour, but she still gave Ji Yuyan time.She looked at Ji Yuyan, hoping that she might really be able to comfort herself.

Ji Yuyan stood up, walked to Jing Xiu's side in two steps, and squatted down beside her chair.She looked up at Jing Xiu, her eyes were full of tenderness, she explained softly: "Ah Xiu, I just remembered something from the past."

She wanted to ask Jing Xiu about her previous life, but immediately realized how Jing Xiu would know.Jing Xiu said that Tao Xingruo just signed him because he wanted to develop the company.This time one year earlier than the previous life, maybe it was because Wang Junchan secretly intercepted him in the previous life?

She tentatively covered Jing Xiu's right hand that was on her knee, and Jing Xiu flinched slightly, finally pampering her.

There was a smile in Ji Yuyan's eyes.She sincerely thanked Jing Xiu: "Thank you, Xiu, thank you for helping me like this."

Jing Xiu looked at her, her eyes astringent.She seemed to be a little unbelievable, and asked Ji Youyan in a low voice: "Are you serious?"

When she couldn't help Ji Youyan in the past, it's not that Ji Youyan didn't thank her when she knew it.But she understood that from the bottom of her heart, Ji Youyan was reluctant.

Looking at her expression, Ji Yuyan felt as if his heart was being pricked with dense needles.How many times has she made her girl feel wronged and worried like this before.

She held Jing Xiu's hand tightly, observed Jing Xiu's expression, leaned her chin on Jing Xiu's knee little by little, and said softly: "I mean the truth."

"Ah Xiu, I admit that it would be a lie if I said that I didn't feel any embarrassment or disappointment at all when I knew what I called self-reliance all the time, and I still didn't leave your help." Admitting your inferiority complex is not easy.But compared to Jing Xiu who used to lower her figure time and time again for her, it's nothing for her to let go of her pride now.

She used to be on the tip of her horns and judged herself by fame and fortune, so she also felt that everyone would judge herself in this way.She was afraid that Jing Xiu would look down on her because of her humbleness and admiration.She paid attention to herself with all her heart, so much so that she was blinded by lard, so she turned a blind eye to Jing Xiu's devotion and fragility.