More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

Her default attitude made him more angry and chilling. He pointed at the door and reprimanded: "Okay, you want to be free, and I will give you freedom! I'm Ji Changsong, I'm sorry for you, and my Ji family can't afford your big Buddha. Ji Youyan , listen, if you stepped out of this door today, I, Ji Changsong, would not have..."

His mother tried to stop him, but he pushed her away.He still said: "I, Ji Changsong, don't have a daughter like you, and Jinghua University doesn't have a student like you. Don't hang on to our name, grandstanding, you have no family style, and bad school spirit!"

Ji Yuyan looked at his heartless appearance, cried and suddenly laughed, feeling disheartened.She knelt down and kowtowed to him, went back to the room and dragged her luggage, ignored her mother's yelling, and left without looking back.

The mother chased her out and stuffed her with a bank card.The mother's face was full of tears, as if she wanted to say a thousand words, but in the end, she only said: "Let's go, so I can do it for myself."

On the way, she received a text message from her mother, saying: "Yanyan, I am as disappointed in you as your father. But now you can't listen to what I advise you, and I don't want to accuse you of anything. I just hope You, you make your own choice, you are responsible for it, and never regret it. The family can’t help you much, you take care of yourself and do it for yourself. I hope you, your dreams can come true and your career will be successful.”

Ji Youyan crouched down holding the phone, crying heartbroken on the street.

As she left Yanzhou, she looked back at the city one last time.She is full of ambition, and she vows to make a breakthrough.

But the reality is far crueler than she imagined.In the first two years of entering the entertainment circle, she was unknown and accomplished nothing.She dared not contact her former classmates, friends and teachers, let alone contact her parents.

At the beginning of the fourth year, because she switched to film and television, her career took a hit.During the Spring Festival of that year, she mustered up the courage to go back to her parents.But she couldn't find them, they moved.

Mother answered her phone and made an appointment with her at an outside restaurant.

Without saying a few words, her mother asked her bluntly if the rumored same-sex scandal between her and Jing Xiu was true.

She couldn't deny it, her silent attitude said everything.

The mother's face changed drastically, and she accused her: "Do you really know what you are doing now? Is this the dream you said at the beginning? Is this the freedom and life you want? Your father said it was a big dye vat I won’t let you go, but I believe in you, and I even wanted to persuade your father for a while. But look at what you did after you went out? Do you know what the news is saying about you? You know that others are talking about me and Did your father point out something? Do you know how ashamed and embarrassing we are when colleagues and friends come to us with all kinds of lace news about you?"

"Tell me, are you really betraying yourself and dating a woman for the sake of fame and fortune?"

Ji Youyan asked her with red eyes: "Mom, is that how you think of me? Is that why you don't believe me?" It's okay for others to think of her that way, even her mother thinks of her that way.

She didn't ask how much she had suffered and how much wronged she had suffered in the past few years, but she just accused and questioned her.All she cares about is their face, right?

"Would it be more acceptable if I said no, I just love her so being with her, I'm gay?"

My mother also blushed and didn't speak.After a while, she said, "I can't accept it, can you change it?"

Ji Yuyan looked at her, tears rolling down his face. "How to change this? I can't help it." Her attitude turned cold.

"You let me down so much. You go, we don't contact you until you think it through." The mother stopped looking at her, as if looking at her again would dirty her eyes.

Ji Youyan's heart seemed to be delayed by something, dripping with blood.Her pride, her chills, made her unable to bow her head.

She held her throat, wiped away her tears, and said word by word: "I'm sorry, I have made you feel ashamed by giving birth to a daughter like me." After finishing speaking, she left behind the bank card that Zhong Qingyu had given her, Walked into the snowstorm.

After returning home, she had a small success in her career and sent money to Zhong Qingyu every month. After Zhong Qingyu found out, she would return double the amount of money to express her refusal.Ji Youyan's heart gradually became cold, and later he simply gave up sending money, and only sent something to the school for them during the holidays.

Later, her information was leaked, she changed her number, sent a text message to her mother, and found that her mother's number was empty.Parents and children, it is sad to do this, Ji Youyan gradually despaired.She didn't know what she should do to satisfy her parents and accept her with her parents.In addition to working harder in her career and seeking an achievement, she is powerless and full of hesitation.

Later, she broke up with Jing Xiu, and she was hidden by Dingfeng Snow, her life was in a mess, she couldn't take care of herself, and she completely lost contact with her parents.She followed Wei Yizhen, and in the year she won the Best Actress with her own strength, she wanted to go back to find her parents.However, there was no time to go back.

She is dead.

After carefully sorting out the context of the previous life, and recalling the fragility in his mother's words just now, Ji Youyan regretted it hard.So was it like this in the previous life?Did something happen to my father in the previous life?In the previous life, when my mother was most anxious and afraid, was she unable to contact me like this?