More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

Destroys all beauty.

The great pain hit, and Ji Yuyan's tears welled up in his eyes.

This was the first time she saw Jing Xiu's scar after being injured.What kind of mentality did the beauty-loving girl who once left small scars on her fingers accept this imperfect scar on her body.

Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan's expression, and the fingertips of the hands hanging on both sides of his body were trembling unconsciously.

Her expression was so disturbed and calm, it was a gesture of trust that she had completely handed herself out and let Ji Yu comment.

She asked Ji Yuyan: "Is it ugly? I think it is very ugly. Every time I take a bath, I dare not look at it carefully."

Ji Youyan's heart ached like a hundred holes had been broken, dripping blood.She couldn't imagine how painful Jing Xiu had been.She shook her head and said back to Jing Xiu with a trembling voice: "Not ugly, not ugly at all." With tears in her eyes, she couldn't help but lower her head, and kissed the screen with a devout gesture, as if she could kiss Jing Xiu's body, Soothe her scar.

Jing Xiu only saw Ji Youyan approaching the camera, and then...

The screen goes black...

"Ah Xiu, I'm in so much pain..." She heard Ji Yuyan's sobs.

My heart suddenly softened into a mess.

"You look up." Jing Xiu regained his reason and stopped Ji Youyan.

Ji Youyan raised his head obediently, with tears hanging on his eyelashes, innocent and helpless.

"There are bacteria, go wash up." Jing Xiu was moved and funny, and what he was going to say later was temporarily blocked by Ji Yuyan.

What a silly and cute person.

The author has something to say: Ji Wang Wang is innocent: It's not my fault that she's cute.

Chapter 74

The originally good atmosphere of the conversation was suddenly disrupted by Ji Youyan's sudden stupidity.Hearing Jing Xiu's advice, Ji Youyan covered her mouth in embarrassment, put down her phone and ran to the bathroom to wash up.

Soon she came back, her lips were red and moist, and she argued in a low voice: "I want to kiss it. It hurts to look at it..." Her voice choked up again as she spoke.

Jing Xiu's heart is warm.She wrapped her arms around her abdomen, half covering the scar, and said softly, "It's over." In fact, no matter how painful it was, it wasn't as painful as she was at that time.

Seeing Jing Xiu's hugging posture, Ji Yuyan suddenly said nervously: "Ah Xiu, are you cold?"

Jing Xiu was asked abruptly by her, and when he looked at his naked face in front of the camera, he felt ashamed belatedly.

She didn't answer Ji Yuyan's question, and reached out to get the pajamas on the quilt.She stretched her arms into the sleeves first, then stretched her waist and put her head in.

Ji Youyan stared intently at Jing Xiu's graceful body in the video, and swallowed inappropriately.Just when everything was about to be hidden under the clothes, Ji Youyan asked her curiously: "Ah Xiu, what is the English tattooed on it?"

Near the edge of Jing Xiu's scar, there is a line of small black tattoos, which Ji Yuyan can't see clearly.

Jing Xiu put on her clothes, subconsciously followed Ji Youyan's question, and stroked the tattoo on her ribs. "The first letter is F." She said lightly.

Many words came to Ji Yuyan's mind.

The tattoo was suggested by a friend when Jingxiu was in a bad mood a year after the breakup.

"When designing, tell the tattoo artist to 'forget'."

It goes without saying what to forget.Ji Yoo bit her lip.

"When I lay down, I regretted it." If you can really forget, why bother to tattoo "forget" on your body to become a memory.

It's just trying to cover up and deceive oneself and others.Jing Xiu curled her fingertips slightly, "Finally, I got forgive."

She lowered her eyes, with a hint of self-deprecation, "Unfortunately, you see, I didn't do well in the end with these two words."

It's forgiveness.Ji Yuyan's eyes were watery again. "No, Ah Xiu, you have done well enough."

She was glad that Jing Xiu didn't do it well, if Jing Xiu did everything, then what should she do now that she is still stuck in the same place and reluctant to leave.But she felt sorry for her, she felt sorry for her last life until the end, she still didn't do well, but she would never be able to wait for her scene.

Jing Xiu was noncommittal.She pondered a little, pressed the scar, and turned back to the topic that was interrupted by Ji Yuyan's action just now: "Yanyan."

Ji Youyan listened to Jing Xiu's next words with gentle eyes.

"Just like when I show you the ugliest scar on my body, I also feel embarrassed, anxious, and even afraid that you think my body is no longer perfect. However, I choose to believe you. Similarly, Yan Yan, if you put your You exposed your wounds to me, but I can't lick your wounds, but I despise its ugliness, so you don't have to be nostalgic for a lover like me. Because it's not worth it."

"You don't even have such trust in me. Is it because I didn't do well enough to give you a sense of security?"

Ji Yuyan lowered her head and said shyly: "No, Ah Xiu, it's my own problem. Ah Xiu, I..." She tightened her five fingers holding the phone and continued: "I was kicked out of the house by my parents back then. It seems that the world view has collapsed. After that, that shadow seems to never be able to wave away."

Her eyes were wet: "At that time, I felt that I was alone in the north, and I had a feeling that I was rejected by the whole world. I suddenly discovered that what I learned from books when I was young, the so-called parental love is selfless and great. It's not entirely true. I'm their ideal daughter, and they love me. I'm not their ideal, and they can ruthlessly drive me away. I realized that even the natural blood is connected The love of my parents is conditional and can be withdrawn at any time. My self-protection mechanism seems to make me subconsciously unable to trust and rely on one person wholeheartedly. I don’t know. It’s not true that there will be someone who can fully accept me and love me for all the ways I am, including the imperfect, imperfect sides of me that she imagines. I’m... so scared of being abandoned again.”