More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

What should I do next?Without Jingxiu, what is the future.She yelled at Wang Junchan.

Seeing her collapsed, Wang Junchan comforted her and apologized.

But when it was time to change the boarding pass, the assistant told her that the passport was lost.

Ji Youyan's sky was completely dark.She ran around the airport like a lunatic, throwing away all decency, begging Wang Junchan, the ground staff, the police, and the embassy's security...

But it's the weekend, the embassy is not working, and the visa cannot be replenished.Wang Junchan said there was no way.

On Sunday, they finally asked someone to find the embassy to open an emergency channel, and specially dealt with her visa, allowing her to board the return journey back to China.

During the waiting period, every minute and every second was suffering, and the pain was too painful.

She finally arrived at the hospital where Jing Xiu was without ghosts or ghosts, and was stopped by Jing Shurong on the way to the ward.

Jing Shurong said that he wanted to talk to her.

Jing Shurong bluntly stated that she and Jing Xiu were not suitable, and hoped that she could seriously consider this relationship with Jing Xiu again.

She said that Jing Xiu hadn't been happy for a long time. After the family psychologist made an assessment, she said that Jing Xiu's mental health was very bad and she had to consider psychological intervention.Jing Shurong is sure that the cause of Jing Xiu's heart disease is the unbalanced relationship between her and Ji Youyan - Jing Xiu loves too deeply and has no self, and Ji Youyan loves too shallow and too self.

She asked Ji Youyan, if being together is so unhappy, is there any need to forcefully continue and torture each other?

Ji Youyan didn't sleep well for several days and nights without closing his eyes, and made it to the hospital entirely by will.She was so dizzy that she couldn't think, and she was thinking in a daze, why didn't she love Jing Xiu enough?Is it wrong for her to want to be better?Why do they just look at themselves with colored eyes?

She was very unconvinced and unwilling.She didn't want to let go of Jing Xiu and didn't want to lose her.

But she pushed open the door of the ward, and saw Jing Xiu on the ward bed weak and dying, the string stretched to the limit in her mind broke.She could no longer lie to herself.Self-blame, distressed, and self-rejection flooded her heart.

It was she who tortured this radiant and dazzling girl into such a state.

It was she who was incompetent and trashy, humble as an ant but unwilling to be mediocre and hurt Jing Xiu.

She is not good enough for Jingxiu.

The author has something to say: In fact, it is still sweet.Sincere face.jpg

Chapter 100

"So when you proposed to break up, I didn't have the face to keep it. I found that I seemed to have lost the ability to make you happy."

"I convinced myself to let you go, you deserve better people." Ji Youyan's voice was very peaceful, which was calm after objectively examining the past.

From the second half of the conversation, Jing Xiu's tears of regret could not stop falling down.

She wrongly blamed Ji Youyan for so long, and made her feel wronged for so long.She always thought that Ji Yuyan's claim that he lost his passport was just an excuse, just to avoid visiting her on the cusp of the storm.She always thought that her parents were peaceful and friendly to Ji Yuyan, and accepted Ji Yuyan wholeheartedly.

The tears she dripped on the back of Ji Yuyan's hands burned Ji Yuyan's heart.Ji Yuyan coaxed her: "Don't cry, Axiu, I told you this incident is not to make you sad." These things have passed, she didn't want to tell Jing Xiu, for fear of affecting the mother and daughter of Jing Xiu and Jing Shurong relation.

But Jingxiu's breathing became deeper.When she thought of the despair Ji Youyan left with, her heart hurt as if a hole had been broken and she couldn't breathe.

Ji Youyan saw the faint bloodshot between her lips and teeth, and her heart was pierced like a knife.She kissed Jing Xiu's bitten lower lip, "If you must cry, don't bear it, can you cry out? Am I not someone you can cry with confidence?"

Jing Xiu let go of her lips, buried them on her shoulders, and finally sobbed softly.

Ji Youyan patted her on the back, comforting her distressedly.

"Sorry, I don't know anything." Jing Xiu slowed down a little, her voice rustling.

Ji Yuyan rubbed her head lightly, and said sincerely: "It's me who should say I'm sorry. You were right before. I didn't tell you anything that made you lose the chance to comfort me. So I'm glad you are braver than me, Choose to tell me."

"Ah Xiu, in fact, when you broke up, you hoped that I could stay, change, and become braver, right?"

Jing Xiu lowered his head and let out a barely audible "hmm".

Ji Youyan felt sad.In her last life, she understood too late.

"But I am so unbearable, what else is worth your nostalgia? Even an enlightened person like your mother doesn't think highly of me. Have you ever thought that there will be someone more suitable for you than me?"

Jing Xiu looked up at her and said seriously in a hoarse voice: "Don't say that about yourself. I have never thought about it. It doesn't matter what my mother thinks, what matters is what I think. I introduce you to them, no I want you to get their approval, but I hope to get you more love and happiness."

Maybe it's because I couldn't meet too amazing people when I was young. I met for the first time at the age of eight and reunited at the age of 21. The love between her and Ji Yuyan spanned time, mountains, rivers and oceans, as if it was destined, only once in a lifetime.

Having fallen in love with Ji Youyan like this, who else can fall in her eyes again?

Ji Youyan smiled and said, "Look, you know the truth, so why do you doubt yourself?"