More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

She obviously wanted Jing Xiu to have a better life before letting go, but why did she still let Jing Xiu suffer for her and sacrifice for her in the end.If Dao Kong is just a fake eminent monk, if the so-called casting of spells is just a scam, then Ah Xiu...

She bent her legs to cover her face, and the broken "I'm sorry, I'm sorry" came out of her throat one after another, piercing Jing Xiu's heart.

Jing Xiu took a deep breath, pushed away the small table, and moved to sit in front of Ji Yuyan.

She called her: "Yanyan, look up and look at me."

Ji Youyan's choking sound gradually stopped, and he didn't move for a few seconds, but he still raised his head and stared at Jing Xiu.Her entire body was trembling because of excessive restraint, and her chest heaved violently.

Jing Xiu gently wiped Ji Yuyan's tears with her thumb, but her gentleness made Ji Yuyan's tears even more difficult to restrain.

"Did the rain leak in from outside?" Jing Xiu said softly, pretending to be relaxed and teasing.

Ji Yuyan couldn't laugh.She leaned forward suddenly and hugged Jing Xiu, first with such strength that Jing Xiu's body ached, and then with such caution that Jing Xiu's heart ached.

"Ah Xiu... tell me, will you be in pain all the time?" Ji Youyan buried herself on her shoulder, tears soaked Jing Xiu's clothes. "Tell me, will you always be here?"

She sounded so terrified that Jing Xiu's heart couldn't help but soften.She took the initiative to adjust her hug posture, hugged Ji Yuyan's waist, and softly comforted her in her ear: "It doesn't hurt anymore, I will always be here. Those things are over."

"Has it really passed?" Ji Youyan pinched his fingertips, calmed down and asked Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, tell me, what is the price?"

Jing Xiu's breathing was slightly stagnant, so, in fact, Yan Yan didn't really remember all of it?

Ji Youyan seemed to know what Jing Xiu was thinking, she let go of Jing Xiu, and looked at Jing Xiu with her moist eyes: "I heard what you promised. But, I can't remember."

Seeing Jing Xiu frowned and said nothing, she paused, then suddenly raised her hand and slapped herself on the head fiercely.

"Speak!" Jing Xiu couldn't react in time, and screamed out.She straightened up to touch Ji Yuyan's head, but Ji Yuyan held her hands.

She looked at Jing Xiu tenderly and earnestly, and said in a low voice: "Ah Xiu, I'm useless. I just hit my head yesterday and suddenly remembered a lot. If you don't want to tell me, then I can only think of it myself gone."

Jing Xiu was anxious and annoyed, her voice became a little colder: "Are you threatening me?"

The disappointment and disbelief in her eyes made Ji Youyan a little breathless, and Ji Youyan snorted more and more, but insisted on refusing to give in.

Jing Xiu was defeated, and asked Ji Youyan: "Isn't it okay to just live well now?"

Ji Youyan closed his eyes, and the tears he had been holding back fell down, "Ah Xiu, how do you live well now?"

She let go of Jing Xiu's hand, knelt down and hugged Jing Xiu tightly, as if embracing a stolen rare treasure: "I don't know what you paid, what you endured, why you did that... Pain, I don’t know if this is a beautiful dream with a time limit, I don’t know if you will disappear when... I don’t know..." Her throat was so dry that she couldn't continue.

do not know anything.All the time, worry about gains and losses.Is this okay?

The pain in her voice broke Jing Xiu's heart.

"Stop thinking about it." Jing Xiu surrendered.She kissed the bitter tears on Ji Yuyan's cheek, "I'll tell you."

"Not as much as you think."

"It's just that, borrowing life from this world, making things happen in this life."

Chapter 123

What she said is true, but it's just a matter of avoiding the seriousness and taking the light of it - if you say it too lightly, you won't believe it; if you say it too clearly, you can't.

At that time, Ji Youyan's body was ruined, and everything seemed hopeless. Everyone thought she could recognize the reality and went back home.But Jingxiu is not.

Holding the piece of jade in her hand, she stood under the scorching sun and sand for a long time, finally found her voice, turned around and said to Tao Xingruo, "You can go back first."

Tao Xingruo was astonished, "What about you?"

Jing Xiu's eyes sank like a pool of stagnant water, and Tao Xingruo understood her silent insistence—she still wanted to continue according to the original plan.In Jing Xiu's state, how could she rest assured that she would be alone.But Jing Xiu didn't believe her anymore, she didn't believe that there was really anyone in this world who was willing to help her save words.

She made excuses to dismiss Tao Xingruo, and left alone with the bodyguards.

The address that Dao Kong gave before was so long ago, Jing Xiu only vaguely remembered the general idea.There are many large and small Buddhist temples in Tibet. Following the fragmentary clues of addresses, she trekked across mountains and rivers and traveled to many places, and finally found the Buddhist temple where Daokong was.

It was an ancient temple built on a remote high mountain. The heavy rain had just passed, and the mountain road was rugged and muddy. Jing Xiu slipped on the soles of his feet several times, and walked up almost with his last breath.Standing on the hillside, they could see the dilapidated and dilapidated Buddhist temple washed by the heavy rain not far away. Inside the gate, there were few incense sticks. It did not look like a holy place blessed by eminent monks.Even the bodyguards were a little disappointed for Jing Xiu.

But Jing Xiu still came up.Standing outside the mountain gate, she shook off the mud first, straightened her posture, clasped her hands together to bless her body, and then raised her feet to enter.She didn't believe in anything before, but now, she is willing to be the most devout believer at the Buddha's feet.