More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

Ji Yuyan's heart skipped a beat, and he put Jing Xiu's hand on his cheek: "Ah Xiu, now and in the future, you will only be surrounded by me, and that's enough."

"So, if you don't want to talk, I don't have anything to ask." She meant it.

Chapter 124

Ji Yuyan's thoughtfulness touched Jing Xiu's heart, she straightened her waist, looked at Ji Yuyan and said softly: "I don't want to say it, so do you want to ask?"

Ji Yuyan's eyes flashed, he rubbed his forehead against Jingxiu's, and said honestly, "I think so."

Jing Xiu kissed the tip of her nose, showing a faint smile, with a hint of understanding.

Afraid of her misunderstanding, Ji Youyan said sincerely: "Ah Xiu, it would be a lie to say that I don't care at all, but what I care about is that I have missed you as a bastard. And I want to know, just because I want to know everything about you. Know."

Jing Xiu said "Yes", bit his lips, and said concisely: "Song Wenyan and I are married by marriage, and he has a man he likes."

Ji Youyan opened his lips slightly, and forgot to even blink, showing obvious astonishment.Many chaotic thoughts flashed through her mind, first shock, then joy, and finally tension and sadness.

"Why?" She found her voice.

Marriage is not a child's play. Accepting physical marriage means locking yourself in a cupboard and giving up the real happy married life you might have.This is not the life she wanted her to live after she gave up Jingxiu.

Jing Xiu drooped her eyelashes, and replied almost inaudibly: "Because it's not with you, what's the difference with anyone?"

Like a heavy hammer, it hit Ji Youyan's heart hard, and Ji Youyan's throat was instantly sore. "A Xiu..."

Jing Xiu noticed something, put her arms around her neck, stroked the back of her neck, and comforted her with her eyes, "It's not your fault, it's my own fault. The only time in my life I was not responsible for my persistence, But this time, let me regret it for the rest of my life."

"My grandfather and Song Wenyan's grandfather had a very good personal relationship. I met him a few times when we were very young. Later, he came to Europe with his parents to explore the market. I have been classmates with him for several years, and we gradually became friends. He has a good relationship with men. He has always liked men, because his parents have a bad relationship, his father can’t control him, and his mother turned a blind eye to him, so this matter has never been brought up on the table. Until almost this year In September and October, his grandfather suffered from health problems, and the family dispute was serious. The matter was brought to his grandfather. His grandfather is a conservative person. He can accept Song Wenyan and acting on occasion, but he can't accept that he really wants to never marry. , to stay with a man for the rest of his life. He gave Song Wenyan an ultimatum, either get married and inherit the family business, or leave the house and hand over the family business to his father's illegitimate son."

"His mother couldn't accept that her husband was robbed, and things belonging to her son were robbed. She cried and made noise. Song Wenyan had no choice but to come to the set to visit me. It was the first time to negotiate with him. Formal marriage is both helping and cooperating. Because I was one of the suitable candidates for a commercial marriage that his grandfather had delineated for him. At that time, I thought it was ridiculous to regard marriage as such a deceptive lie, so I rejected him."

At that time, she comforted Song Wenyan that you can't have it both ways.Song Wenyan asked her very desolately: "Why can everyone have both, people like us deserve not to have both."

Jing Xiu opened his mouth, remembering the anguish that the two of them had never been able to be upright when they interacted with Ji Youyan, and couldn't answer with high-sounding words.

"For the next year or so, Song Wenyan chose love, and never made any move to get married. His grandfather's health deteriorated and he became impatient. He gave up on him and brought his father's illegitimate son into the company to start cultivating. , and he fought on the same stage. Song Wenyan's mother couldn't sit still, forced her to die, and went to the hospital. When I went to visit his mother on behalf of my family, I bumped into the breakup conversation between him and his boyfriend on the aisle. "

"They look embarrassed, just like us at that time."

Ji Youyan had mixed feelings in his heart, and asked her softly: "You couldn't bear it, so you decided to help him, didn't you?"

Jing Xiu shook his head, nodded again, and said with distant eyes: "That was not the moment for me to make up my mind. After I went in to visit his mother, I sat with him in the corridor for a long time. He kept his boyfriend on his lap. He came to give to his mother but was thrown out by his mother at a glance. When I got up and was about to leave, he suddenly asked me, "Can you really help me?" Before I could answer, I saw him turn sideways. Look at me, there are drops of water dripping from the side of the thermos bucket I was holding. That was the first time I saw him cry."

"I was silent and didn't know how to answer. He turned to me and asked me, 'Will Ji come back?'."

These words not only pierced Jing Xiu's heart, but also pierced Ji Yuyan's heart at this moment.Ji Youyan lowered his head and kissed Jing Xiu's arm around his neck, feeling uncomfortable in his chest.

Jing Xiu stared at Ji Yuyan, with a soft expression tinged with sadness, "I understood what he said. I didn't say yes or no, so I got up and left. After I went back, I was in the music room. I was in a daze beside the piano, as if I had thought a lot, but I didn’t seem to think about anything. It was getting dark, and I opened the memo on my phone, it was the 1365th day.”