More to come [Rebirth] (GL)

Ji Youyan couldn't hear Yao Xiao's overtones.She laughed softly, and promised her in a good temper: "Okay."

Yao Xiao raised his glasses, pointed at the Snowman helplessly and said, "Okay, Teacher Ji, I'll go down first, otherwise it's time to melt."

Ji Yuyan nodded.

After Yao Xiao left, Ji Youyan stood in the living room for a long time, looking at Jingxiu's door, with mixed feelings.After great sorrow and great joy, she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.

like a child.Ji Yoo laughed at himself.

She subconsciously took two steps towards Jing Xiu's room, closed her eyes, and stopped again.Ah Xiu pretended to be asleep, because she didn't want to face her tonight, even if she succeeded in the routine, she shouldn't be so happy to slap Ah Xiu in the face now, right?

Ji Youyan laughed, and turned back to the room considerately.

When she returned to the room, she was shivering from the low temperature in the room. She hastily closed the bay window and turned on the electric heater next to the bed.Then she went into the glass room, put water in the washbasin, and prepared to warm her hands.

The water was gushing into the washbasin, and Ji Youyan soaked his hands, which were almost unconscious from the cold, in the warm water that hadn't been released yet, watching the rippling water waves, and gradually lost his mind.

Yao Xiao made such a big noise just now, Ah Xiu, must have heard it in the room, right?

Mingming just pinched the snowman and tried to apologize for misunderstanding her in the afternoon, but in the evening, she fell into her own habitual thinking again, complaining about herself, and misunderstood Ah Xiu again.

Ah Xiu, what do you think of her?

Before eating, she and A Xiu went in with an umbrella. On the way, A Xiu's mood was obviously much calmer than in the afternoon and evening. Why did she suddenly feel bad after eating, and even pretended to be asleep and didn't want to see her ?

Something must have happened while eating...

Ji You said that he was blessed to the heart, and immediately lost the thought of warming his hands.She quickly turned off the faucet, before she had time to dry her hands, she sat back by the bed, took her mobile phone, and clicked on Jing Xiu's wechat avatar.

She watched the cursor flickering in the input box, clenched her five fingers, and sent a message to Jing Xiu: "Ah Xiu, are you asleep?"

As expected, Jing Xiu didn't reply her after 2 minutes.

Ji Yuyan raised his hand and took a breath, took a deep breath, lowered his head and continued to send Jing Xiu a message: "Ah Xiu, I apologize to you about Ning Wei in the afternoon, I was self-righteous."

She plucked up the courage to send one after another as if talking to herself.

"Maybe Ning Wei's timidity and cowardice reminded me of myself, so I couldn't help but sympathize with her. But you are right, blindly indulging in your own emotions, and isolating those who care about you in your own emotions Besides, they are also selfish people."

"I used to have a lot of words, a lot of things, a lot of emotions, like Ning Wei, I couldn't say it. I don't know how to talk to you, I don't know how to explain to you, and I don't even want to let you know .”

"When Chi Dongqing mentioned Guo Wen at night, I don't know if you noticed. I was very nervous. Because I don't know. Back then, did you know that I once sold a song to Guo Wen. That is You ask me, the song you think is very similar. The one released by Guo Wen is the version I finalized."

Ji Youyan's throat started to feel astringent, and his breathing was heavy.It is not an easy task to cut yourself open for others to see.But she still insisted on it: "Do you remember? In the first year of my debut, I released two online singles. They are the works I am most satisfied with, but there is no splash. I am very disappointed, but I am not reconciled. Cao Tianchi didn't want me to sing anymore. He said that the Chinese market was in a downturn. He asked me to act first and gain fame before singing. I didn't want to. I thought I signed him for singing and not for acting. He laughed at me a few times. At this age, I still love to dream so much, I can’t recognize reality clearly, and my works are worthless.”

Those harsh words, for a long time, were the culprit of Ji Youyan's midnight insomnia - she fell into infinite self-doubt.

"One day, a music producer approached me. He said he admired my songs, but Cao Tianchi pushed all my collaborations and suspended all my work, so he could only come to me directly. I thought It was an opportunity that came and I was looking forward to it, but after seeing my work, the music producer told me that the work was good, but it was a waste in my hands.”

"He wanted to buy a song from me on behalf of a very popular singer. He said that in the current market, whether a song is good or not is not only determined by the quality of the work itself, but more importantly, it depends on the song. Who wrote the song and who sang it."

"Fame and popularity are more valuable than talent. It is my people who ruined my song."

Ji Youyan was a little speechless.

She gritted her teeth and continued to type for Jing Xiu: "I was unwilling to sell at first, but later, another single I funded and produced disappeared after it was released. Cao Tianchi once again persuaded me to recognize the reality, and I became confused. Finally , I sold the song to Guo Wen, I really want to know whether it is my song that is not good, or this market, this reality is not good.”

Ji Yuyan choked up a little.She still couldn't say it, and still couldn't tell Jing Xiu frankly that that was only part of the reason for her selling songs.

She couldn't say it out loud. During that time, she had almost no job, no income, and little savings left, and her life was stretched.Making music requires money, equipment requires money, rent requires money, catering requires money, transportation requires money, falling in love with Jingxiu also requires money...