you at that time

After I changed my shoes, I looked up at her, thinking about her going out today, and asked, "When did you come back?"

She walked around the sofa and stood where I had to pass, and asked me: "Did you go to the movies with Sydney tonight?"

With the same sentence, Xiao Li's words were full of ridicule, but Lu Sui was worried.

I nodded: "Well, just the one we watched yesterday."

She frowned slightly, and asked again: "Didn't we read it yesterday, why do you want to read it today?"

I explained carefully: "She did me a few favors before, so asking her to watch a movie is considered a favor, the same movie is just a coincidence."

After staring at me for a few seconds, she asked, "Do you know she likes you?"

I laughed softly: "It's nothing, she has something, Xipi."

But Lu Sui seemed very stubborn. After I said this, she repeated: "She likes you."

"She is at night..." Lu Sui said this, and paused for a few seconds: "I thought I was special, and you were just like me. I didn't expect you to be more..."

Although her words were intermittent, I understood, and now she doesn't seem to care if it will be exposed, it seems that she is really anxious.

I quickly explained: "It's not like that, we don't do that at night, you know I don't like to drink coke, and I don't eat popcorn, how could I be with her."

She seemed to finally realize this fact, and her brows and eyes softened a little, but soon she looked sad again, and asked, "Then what if she chases you?"

I laughed: "How is it possible..."

"How is it impossible?" She moved closer: "Not only her, but also Zheng Yujie, and other people I don't know, so many people like you, and me, although I am the closest to you, how could I not know, You'd put me behind everyone, I'd be terrified of anyone getting close to you, and seeing you with someone else, I don't want to go through that again."

I watched her frowning, softened my voice, and comforted me softly: "There are not so many people who like me."

She said, "Yes."

I felt sad for a while, and even wanted to touch her head to comfort her. I have never seen such a wronged Lu Sui. I didn’t see her when she failed the college entrance examination. She told me that she didn’t see her when she decided to repeat her studies. Her mother said goodbye I didn't see it when I came back later.

But I held back, I looked at her still dressed in the morning, gave her a reassuring smile, and coaxed: "Go take a bath first, it's getting late."

After hearing this, she gritted her teeth and called my name: "Jian Xuqiu."

She seemed to be desperate, looked at me and asked, "Do you like me a little bit?"

I pause.

I was always afraid of her asking me this question.

It’s really too much to say no, my heart is an ordinary person, I will be moved and teased, maybe I don’t know when it started, but now I admit that my mind towards her has changed.

But I dare not say this affirmation, once I say it, there is no room for turning back, and our future relationship will be completely different.

I haven't figured it out yet, if it changes, it will be good or bad. I don't know if she can bear the real Jian Xuqiu under the surface, and I don't know how long her adolescent love can last. She is the one I hope For a person who has lived a good life, I hope that she will be in my life all her life. When her mother picks her up, she can remember the time we spent together in the past few years and remember my sister.

So I am afraid, even after the relationship has changed, some small things will lead to the final drift away.

I can stand the toss of life, but I can't stand her toss.

So her question, I can only now.

"I'm sorry." I lowered my head and took a breath calmly, then raised my head: "Go to bed earlier."

Chapter 33

I ran away.

Jian Xuqiu, who is ten years old, and Jian Xuqiu, who is 20 years old, would never have thought that I, Jian Xuqiu, who is already thirty years old, is still running away for love.

Sitting on the plane, I couldn't help lowering my head and laughing as I thought about the words I just recited silently.

I bought a ticket for [-] o'clock and left home at [-] o'clock in the morning.

After talking with Lu Sui yesterday, I was exhausted and had insomnia as expected. I checked Weibo and Moments with my mobile phone. I even picked up a TV series I liked before and reviewed a few episodes, but I lost my interest in everything. .

I only thought about whether Lu Sui next door fell asleep, whether she stayed up all night like me, and what she would think of the sorry I just said.

I remembered the Weibo post she posted two days ago, she said she didn’t behave well, and I thought, I might be worse, these two days were too chaotic, so chaotic that I couldn’t calm down and think.

So under a travel recommendation link in the corner of my mobile phone, I suddenly had an idea and decided to go to a small town in the south to relax.

As soon as I said it, I looked at the ticket and felt that the flight at [-]:[-] on the top was especially suitable for escaping, and the time was just right. I bought the ticket and started to pack my luggage. In less than half an hour, I left home lightly.

After the plane took off, I seemed to have found a moment of peace. I closed my eyes, and finally some sleepiness surfaced in the corners of my eyes, but unfortunately, as soon as I closed my eyes, the image of Lu Sui frowning and talking last night kept reappearing in front of my eyes, black and white. background, she asked me in a low voice with a tentative tone.