"Are you afraid of me being angry, or are you afraid that I will be a hindrance?" Even the question was asked in a gentle voice, with a good temper.

"Do you want to hear the truth?" Bai Yin asked.

"Ah."

"I'm afraid you will be angry."

"Huh?" Lin Yuqing was stunned, moved her head back, and looked at her daughter, "Really?" A smile appeared on the corner of her mouth unconsciously, um, my daughter really cares about me the most~

"Yes, anyway, no one can stop what I want to do, and you can't tear us apart, and if you get mad at yourself, Mom will hit someone again." Bai Yin blinked her eyes.

Lin Yuqing looked at her dumbfounded, um, this is really the truth!

"Mom, I can listen to you on everything, but as far as this emotional matter is concerned, I want to make my own decisions." Bai Yin let go of Lin Yuqing, and looked at her seriously.

Lin Yuqing also gradually put away her playfulness, her face was expressionless, making it hard to see happiness or anger.

"Go on."

Bai Yin was restless, when she heard her speak, as if she had been greatly encouraged by something, she pulled her mother to sit by the bed.

"Do you know when I started to envy the relationship between you and your mother?"

"Ok?"

"After meeting Ah Sang."

"In the past, I didn't understand feelings. I watched the two of you show your affection every day. I just felt that your relationship is really good. I feel that I have a warm and happy family. Of course, sometimes I still feel that the two of you should kiss and hug each other every day. Hugging, why don't you feel annoying? Don't you get tired?"

"But ever since I met her, when I saw your intimacy again, I actually felt that it is so beautiful to be close to the person I like. Being able to kiss, hug, and even hold hands makes people feel satisfied. I even started to envy the two of you. At that time, I always pictured in my mind the scenes of being with my lover in the future, and those pictures were very clear, and that person was Chi Sang."

"Three years ago, when I saw her for the first time, I had a different feeling for her, but at that time, she was just a passer-by to me, and I didn't know whether I would still be able to see her in the future." Seeing her again, I can only bury a little liking for her in my heart."

Bai Yin stared blankly at the wall, recalling the changes in her feelings towards Chi Sang.

Lin Yu listened quietly, Yinyin would never tell her these things, seeing her trying her best to convince herself, her heart was slightly touched.

"Actually, I really fell in love with her when we met for the second time, a year later." Bai Yin continued.

"One year?"

"Well, that time she was injured during a mission and was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. I was participating in an internship at the time, and I saw her in the operating room. It was painted with oil paint, and there were large bloodstains on the clothes. When it was delivered, I was already unconscious."

"A mission? Injured?" Lin Yuqing frowned. Do ordinary soldiers need to perform any dangerous missions?

Hearing this, Bai Yin turned her head and looked at Lin Yuqing with burning eyes, as if she could see what she was thinking, "Mom, she is not an ordinary soldier."

"Do you believe that a person's willpower and sense of mission can overcome pain?" Bai Yin asked.

Lin Yuqing frowned puzzled.

"At that time, she suffered a gunshot wound, and the bullet was deeply embedded in her lower abdomen. The operation went smoothly, but during the operation, I found her reaction was very strange. She was trying to keep her body still, but The blue veins on the arms and forehead are obviously bursting out, the eyes are red as if congested with blood, and the face is hideous."

"I was terrified at the time, and other people also realized that the anesthetic might not be effective, but she didn't say it, and just endured it silently. After the operation, we found out that she was actually immune to anesthetics. Some kind of anesthetic will work on her."

"Does she know?" Lin Yuqing was a little surprised. From Yinyin's description, she could roughly imagine the scene at that time, but at the same time, her heart was full of doubts.

"know."

"Do you also think she has a tendency to be selfish?" Bai Yin asked with a light smile.

Lin Yuqing nodded, isn't it?

"Later I asked her why she didn't say anything, and she said she was fine and just wanted to end the operation quickly in order to return to the army as soon as possible. During her recuperation in the hospital, she clamored to go back every day, as if leaving the army, like a fish leaving Water cannot live for a moment."

"During that time, I looked at her and took care of her every day, and I could clearly feel her love for the army. She was full of sunshine and strength every day, and she treated every day positively, which was especially infectious."

"At that time, I spent a month with her day and night, and the little liking buried in my heart gradually took root. Don't look at her, she looks very strong, but that's just to the outside world. In front of me, she is like a child. , always awkward."

"When she was hospitalized after the operation, she was always thinking about going back to the army. I remember going to change her dressing on the first day and asking her if it hurt. She said it didn't hurt and she didn't feel it. When I regained my strength, I pinched her hard. As a result, I went back the next day, and before I could ask her a question, she nodded and said it hurt."

Recalling what happened at the beginning, Bai Yin's thoughts were like opening a gate to release the flood, and she couldn't stop it. After all, the memories of her getting along with Ah Sang were really pitiful, and the only little bit was like engraved in her bones. , lingering.

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