Cross-year difference (GL) + Fanwai

The following scenes progressed very quickly, and Yan Zicheng had already wrapped up before he recovered his senses.

Wen Jialiang hugged the small camera and said: "Very good, very good, your kiss was very successful! It was much better than I expected! Xiaolu Xiaochu, please take a look, it will be like this, like this, like this!" He twisted his shoulders away Twist away, "You must be more intense and bold, yes, you must add that kind of desperate pathos!"

......

bang~

The coin fell from the coin outlet, Qin Shaoya took out the warm grapefruit tea, broke off the straw, inserted it, and handed it to Yan Zicheng who was sitting on the bench.

"Thank you."

Qin Shaoya pulled the tail of the little fox on the gloves, turned his eyes to the corners of his eyes, and secretly glanced at her. Yan Zicheng glanced at her, and Qin Shaoya immediately lowered his head.

The gray snow boots were stained by the melted snow.

Quietly.

This is the street outside the film and television city, except for the occasional horn of passing cars, there is only the sound of snow falling, but that is inaudible.

Qin Shaoya said softly, "I'm sorry."

Yan Zicheng paused holding the paper box, his neck curled up in Weibo: "What are you sorry for?"

"Just now, when I was filming. I couldn't help it, so..."

Yan Zicheng asked jokingly, "Are you still thinking about many things behind my back?"

"Hmm. Ah? Ah! No!"

Yan Zicheng chuckled, looking at the pattern on the beverage carton, he didn't know why he suddenly said: "Actually, this kind of convenience-packed grapefruit tea is not very tasty. The best way is fresh canned tea. You can adjust the concentration by yourself. drink."

Qin Shaoya replied without thinking: "Oh, I'll soak it for you every day." After she finished speaking, she froze for a moment.

Qin Shaoya thought that she might be upset again.

"Okay."

Eh?

Qin Shaoya looked at Yan Zicheng sharply.

Yan Zicheng smiled.However, she frowned again: "You can act, you can make tea, these are all things that can be done. But there are some things that absolutely cannot be done."

Qin Shaoya's head drooped.

Yan Zicheng said, "For example, you didn't dare to ask and answer me just now."

"..."

"Qin Shaoya."

She looks at her.

"It's not that I don't love you."

So, why...

"It's not that I love you."

So, why...

"Can you tell me what the ending of the screenplay is?"

Yes......

"Actually, as long as I want to know, I can read the script, but I don't read it, so I still don't know its ending. The ending exists, but I won't know it. There are feelings, but I won't go to it." clear."

......

"It's not a question of love or not, it's just a person's choice."

Qin Shaoya bit her lip.

Yan Zicheng patted her head: "You are still young, you will gradually understand after you have experienced a lot."

Qin Shaoya raised her head and asked: "'Because there is no love anymore. I have been worn out. I am not as good as I imagined. If I trample on a lot and use it for a long time, I will still be too tired to walk in the end. Think about it again. At the beginning, the more affectionate the more ridiculous, the more serious the more pathetic', is it because of this?"

Yan Zicheng was slightly taken aback, this was what she had said to Qin Shaoya.At that time, she still had the hatred for Luo Yulin in her heart, the anger that she hadn't had time to digest, and the pitiful nostalgia for the self-deceiving illusory love.

Chapter 43

Yan Zicheng didn't expect Qin Shaoya to memorize what she said casually back then.

Qin Shaoya who couldn't get an answer asked again: "Is it because of this?"

What Yan Zicheng said was aimed at Luo Yulin and others, not at Qin Shaoya, not at herself.

"No."

"Why then?"

"No why."

Qin Shaoya's voice became louder and louder: "If you are such a hard-hearted person, why did you stand up for a wild girl you never knew?"

"I just can't get used to it."

"Then why do you want to teach me things and throw money on me? Do you think I can't see that you are trying your best to lead me to the right path? Why would you do this for someone who has nothing to do with you?" ?”

"I'm in a hurry."

"Why don't you find someone else?"

"It just happened to meet you, it has nothing to do with others."

Qin Shaoya couldn't find the next sentence to say.She felt very sad, as well as tired and powerless at what to do. She had made a lot of efforts by herself, but it was worthless in front of her in the end.

What makes Qin Shaoya most sad is that she can feel that Yan Zicheng is perfunctory to her, and Yan Zicheng doesn't take her seriously at all, that is to say... For Yan Zicheng, she is not even qualified to know her true thoughts No......

Gradually, all the anger and sadness faded away, and now Qin Shaoya left a feeling in her heart: grievance.

It seems to go back to a few years ago, when she was just a 13-year-old kid, when Yan Zicheng held hands and lay on the window looking at the snow globe.

Qin Shaoya yelled out all her grievances through her throat: "Since you can't promise the future, why did you treat me well from the beginning!"

Yan Zicheng choked for breath, and his heart stopped for half a beat. Qin Shaoya ran a few steps away before realizing it, and hurried to catch up.

"Qin Shaoya!"

Suddenly, many more cars appeared on the empty street just now, blocking between them.

"Qin Shaoya! Don't run around!"

Qin Shaoya didn't want to run either, it was tiring to run on the snow in heavy clothes, but she really didn't know what to do except run away.She couldn't face Yan Zicheng, and she couldn't face herself who was defeated in Yan Zicheng.

When she heard Yan Zicheng call her name, the corner of her mouth curled into a mocking smile in the cold wind: Look, it's like calling a child in kindergarten.In her eyes, she was always just a child.

Children don't understand the world of adults - "You are still young, one day you will understand".

However, if I have never been young, how can I understand?

If after understanding, I will become like you who "can't love", then I would rather be a child for the rest of my life than never understand!

"Qin Shaoya—"

A truck roared and turned from the intersection, Qin Shaoya ran halfway to the zebra crossing, turned around suddenly, and saw the truck coming at a high speed.

Yan Zicheng's mind went blank in an instant, and the scene of being hit by a blue pickup truck just before crossing was still fresh in her memory. She ran and shouted: "Fool! Run!"

Fortunately, Qin Shaoya had already crossed half a street, ran to the sidewalk, and passed the truck.

Unsurprisingly.

Yan Zicheng rushed over, grabbed her clothes, and immediately slapped her: "Bastard!"

Qin Shaoya stared at her blankly, and couldn't help being a little confused. She saw fear in Yan Zicheng's eyes that she had never seen before, as if it wasn't her who walked through the gate of hell once, but Yan Zicheng himself.

Is it because they look exactly alike?

"Love love love, the only thing on my mind all day long is whether I like it or not. Can liking be eaten? Can liking save lives!"

Qin Shaoya was still in a daze.Since she won't love her, why be so nervous?Since she is so nervous about her, how can she say that she won't love?

Qin Shaoya didn't understand, she really didn't understand.

Yan Zicheng held her by the collar and hailed a taxi: "Go home first."

Qin Shaoya asked dumbly: "Go to my house?"

Yan Zicheng got in and closed the car door: "Come to my house. Your little ponkan is still with me."

"Oh......"

Being too tired from filming during the day, Qin Shaoya leaned her head on the car seat, followed the car dàng dàng dàng and soon fell asleep.After she fell asleep, Yan Zicheng sighed deeply and stroked her forehead.

Yan Zicheng whispered to himself: "I said you don't understand not because of your age, but because we belong to different eras. If you stood in my position, you would make this choice."

As he said that, Yan Zicheng took out the death tarot card in his sweater pocket and looked at it in a daze: "The crow is right, I came here to break the laws of the world, and everything I do will also affect the future. I might disappear. I'm so stupid, since I have a new identity, I should stay away from the past, why do I have to..."

Yan Zicheng closed his eyes, everything was her fault.So now, she can't go wrong anymore.

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After twelve o'clock in the evening, there was a knock on the door of Qin's house, Qin Wenchang hurriedly opened the door, and Qin Shaoya stumbled in.

Qin Wenchang hugged her and helped her into the bedroom: "Oh, what's the matter? You never drank before."

"All liars are liars."

Qin Wenchang threw her on the bed and frowned: "What are you lying to? What have you been doing?"

Qin Shaoya lay on the bed, hugging the pillow: "It's a lie to say that the wine tastes good, it's obviously bitter."

Qin Wenchang smiled: "That means you don't know how to drink."